Classic and Contemporary Poetry: Explained | ||||||||
In a quest for solace, the speaker confesses: "I drink, I fast, I ab- /sorb heroin for the sorrow, for the languid / throb and against all correction." The use of vices such as drinking and heroin indicates a desperate need to numb pain and existential suffering. The speaker is aware that these are not solutions; they go "against all correction." These actions aren't restorative, but they offer a temporary reprieve from the merciless "throb" of existence. "Can I say that they've betrayed us? No. / That all were good? Neither." Here, the poem delves into a complex view of morality and human behavior. The speaker doesn't seek to blame others but acknowledges the murkiness of human intentions: some may betray, others may be good, but none are entirely one or the other. The speaker concludes, "good will exist there, no doubt, / and above all, being so." The belief in some intrinsic goodness is both a hope and a coping mechanism against the turbulence of life. The theme of identity comes forth strongly in "And so what who loves himself so! I seek myself / in my own design which was to be a work / of mine, in vain: nothing managed to be free." The speaker grapples with self-love, attempting to mold themselves according to a design they had envisioned. Yet, this design proves elusive; they are trapped in a state of not "being free," bound by their limitations and perhaps by society's constraints as well. "Who pushes me," the speaker questions, implying that an external force seems to be influencing them, moving them towards decisions or experiences they might not willingly choose. They wager, "I bet I don't dare shut the fifth window," perhaps referring to opportunities or viewpoints they're afraid to close off, even if they bring pain or confusion. The poem closes with a series of vague, yet emotionally charged phrases, "And the role of loving oneself and persisting, close to the / hours and to what is undue. / And this and that." Here, Vallejo sums up the constant struggle of maintaining one's identity and ethical core amidst the chaotic play of life. In this emotionally taut poem, Vallejo uses stark language and vivid imagery to capture the intricacies of human emotion, identity, and moral ambiguity. His contemplative stance speaks volumes about the internal conflicts that mark our journey through life, especially when we find ourselves at its "highest, craterized points." Copyright (c) 2024 PoetryExplorer | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...MEDITATION ON A JUNE EVENING by CONRAD AIKEN TO AN EARLY DAFFODIL; SONNET by AMY LOWELL AFTERNOON ON A HILL by EDNA ST. VINCENT MILLAY COBWEBS by CHRISTINA GEORGINA ROSSETTI A PRAIRIE SUNSET by WALT WHITMAN SPRING NIGHT by EDMUND CHARLES BLUNDEN |
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