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Classic and Contemporary Poetry
THE ASYLUM, by HAYDEN CARRUTH Poet Analysis Poet's Biography First Line: I came to this place one november day Last Line: We lie nailed and living, love's pure gain Subject(s): Bryan, William Jennings (1860-1925); November; Poetry & Poets; Pound, Ezra (1885-1972) | |||
1 I came to this place one November day. Mauve walls rose up then tranquilly, and still Must rise to wind-burned eyes that way -- Old brickwork on a hill, Surfaces of impunity beneath a gray And listed sky. Yet I could read dismay There rightward in a twisted beech Whose nineteen leaves were glittering, each A tear in a rigid eye caught in the pale Deep-pouring wind. Now these walls Are thin against the dense insistent gale, No good when the wind talks in our halls, Useless at night when these high window bars Catch every whisper of wind that comes and falls, Speaking, across my catacomb of stars. 2 Winds; words of the wind; rumor of great walls pierced Like these, windward, but bomb-pierced. I know. Sun Burnished the gape, spilled through, dispersed In lumps of fume. Someone Removed his helmet. Sorrow-stunned at first We stood, even we, dunced at such grave bomb-burst, But then groped forward through the nave. Wind in a ruined choir. None save A pigeon to meet us, bird fabulously white That rose as we came near, Fluttering and climbing the cascade of sunlight, Quick wing-clamor in cumbrous air, And vanished, left us there in that wrecked church. Silence then; only the old world's wind to hear. But we, with rifles poised, kept on our search. 3 Wind is a stealth of memory. Footsteps fall, Dry leaves rustling, a woman of the proud South Pacing her darkened entrance hall, Once met there mouth to mouth, A marvel in love and gravely beautiful, O dreaming wind! Yet, dearest, I recall Nine cities where your absolute art Was love, making the meaning part Of all madness, myth and history, hard earth And its hard cities. This endures, Bodiless in your skill; no violence or dearth Can harm it, nor mortality that stirs Like sounds in the wall. You are gone? This power, So classical, is here and now and yours. Wrack of the wind, dream-wrack, and then this flower. 4 I hurt. Hungrier flowers try my rank ground. Indelible, one drifts across Japan, Rooted as if its stem were wound Into the heart of a man. A crumpling sky, a blurted dawn -- the sound Of history burst the years and history drowned. We lived. An aftersilence fell Like a wave flooding the plains of hell, For what word matters? Pity? Shame? The roots Try my breast-cage, my bone Gleams in the rot. I hear you, sir, cahoots Calling from many a dolmen stone, Murther, murther! Come on then, jacket me, A flawed mind's falling. Look, the petals bloom On an idle wind, far, far out to sea! 5 But once winds lightened, freshening fair from the West. Hayscent, grandfather told me, filled the plain. Then came the Great Man, voice possessed, Broad brow and flashing mane, Chanting the silver words of labor blest, Deliverance come for God's folk all oppressed. And the city at the prairie edge Rises to meet him. Poets pledge His name to glory, sweet locust blooms in the park. "Onward!" And triumph fills Men's eyes. (Not who, but that he came.) The dark Is fading. See, the sunlight spills Like silver down the street. Onward! How slow The years have been. And onward! Freedom wills The day. (But this all happened long ago.) 6 It was our city too. Chrome and glass Pitched in the splintering sun, a clumsy wind Poking the avenue's crevasse, Lifting old papers. Rescind Such desultory years before we pass! Something like that we pled, and spoke of class, Betrayal, alienation. But . . . Then as the doors that had been shut Opened, and we could see within, and saw Nothing, one by one, And felt at our backs the wind like a dead claw And in our brains the splinters of sun, We tried to hurry, breathless, stumbling, tried To find a way. But everything was done. Belching, grinning, all the doors swung wide. 7 What does this wind say, plunging upon the land, Torrents sinuous and thick? Shall A long wind make me understand One separable from all? Ethics is not a study I had planned. At the beginning is one cruel command: Save thou thyself. But where? Dear crowd, My dear little mad folk, cry loud, Cry long, add your beseeching to this wind! For it is a curious blast, Both full and faint, as if my ears were dinned By pulses not my own, but past. Dusk, and the Troy fires wink below our hill. And here we came to search the self at last, And here the long wind comes, and comes to kill. 8 Gnarled wind blurs the light, my hurt and another's. Yet his the more for that he knew twilight At Hautefort, taught there by his guild-brothers, En Arnaut for one, whose sight Was music. And what has come of it? Wind smothers And snuffs our looking. And he sought also the others Deep in the tongues, makers who wrought The clear eye-path newly. And what Has come of it? And he gave us instruction, he that made His canzos truly, he That discovered again the shift and poise that weighed In our speaking, heron wing and the sea. And what has come of it? For he of us all had risen To history, taking wide compass, curiously, Now all hideous, false and false, rotting in wind's prison. 9 But if the wind should fall and silence spread Like nightward dimness rising underseas, Muffling many a fervid head, Stilling the quick-tongued trees, Stagnation creeping, loathed, in board and bed, The weed, the bone, the dust, the spider's thread, If nerve-song were suppressed to quell Our quick wise hurting, if a smell Of sleep-rot issued from us, black slime boiled From our close scaly wall, Water clotted and air's befoulment coiled On each lost creature that could crawl Apart beneath the mountainous dung-soft sky, If this should be and if the wind should fall, Could sane men live? Dear friends, could madmen die? 10 I came to this place one November day. The winter deepened. Then at last came March, Then May, and now another May, Our outdoor season. A larch, Of graceful habit, mounts its green display, And we have almost nothing left to say. Motley despondent pigeons pass Like tick and tock across the grass. The nurse assigned to govern shuffleboard Is continually amazed, Being young and pretty. The male attendants hoard Their tedium like whiskey, poised For anything. Up where the roofs are pearled By sunlight, an arrow turns forever, seized In our four winds, pointing across the world. 11 This nation was asylum when we came On sea-qualms heaving west in wind-drenched ships And found our plenty. But the home We built here in these strips Of wilderness could not resist the storm That trailed us. It foundered like a tomb Whose broken walls cannot protect The dead from the toothy wind of fact. Always this breaking. And is not the whole earth Asylum? Is mankind In refuge? Here is where we fled in birth. Yet what we fled from we shall find, It fills us now. And we shall search the air, Turning drained eyes along the wind, as blind Men do, but never find asylum here. 12 Then ultimately asylum is the soul. Reason curls like a nut in wrinkled sleep, And here, here on this windy knoll, Our house was built to keep One private semblance where we conceive our role. Thus when our solemn inspectors come to stroll The shadeless halls, our wives and friends, We seldom mention how the winds Shriek in their mouths. Gradually we feel More natural, we try To sink like the silent leaves that slide and reel In anguish down the windy sky. Sometimes it works. Sometimes we find out then Our tiny irreducible selves. We die. And after that we die again, again. 13 Persimmon wind, lost names raining. Thwart Of forgetfulness! Lady, I'm a breath, A puff in bare bones, a dry heart, A small particular death, And here I am -- this death, the unquestionable part Of reason. Good night. The bones assert What the bones know, and love will follow, Follow. My sweetheart, fellow, I lived with you, but now with these, all gone Stark crazy. If love fails To soothe such pain and runs like the salt sea down The wounds of these particular halls, Good night. Good-bye. Here's darkness and rain And a small wind in broken walls, dear walls. Here am I -- drowned, living, loving, and insane. Used with the permission of Copper Canyon Press, P.O. Box 271, Port Townsend, WA 98368-0271, www.cc.press.org | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...EPISTLE TO THE RAPALLOAN by ARCHIBALD MACLEISH ON THE FLY-LEAF OF POUND'S CANTOS by BASIL BUNTING HOMAGE AND LAMENT FOR EZRA POUND IN CAPTIVITY, MAY 12, 1944 by ROBERT DUNCAN METAMORPHOSES: 20. PHAETON (EZRA POUND) by WAYNE KOESTENBAUM I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH A REAL HARD TIME BEFORE' by HAYDEN CARRUTH THE WORLD AS WILL AND REPRESENTATION' by HAYDEN CARRUTH A POST-IMPRESSIONIST SUSURRATION FOR THE FIRST OF NOVEMBER by HAYDEN CARRUTH |
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