Classic and Contemporary Poetry
A MISUNDERSTANDING (CONNEMARA), by JANE BARLOW Poet's Biography First Line: Tis my bitter grief,' she said Last Line: For they ne'er could understand.' Subject(s): Grief; Sorrow; Sadness | ||||||||
''TIS my bitter grief,' she said. (The western light ebbed, streaming back Across the ocean-strand that laid Its frost of foam and rust of wrack To rim her doorway square and black. Beyond the sill a brooding shade, Unruffled by the sunset's wraith Where from the hearth it glimmered red, Thronged all her little house with night. One day that brought her cureless scathe Had sorrow touched her comely head With sudden snow there set in sight, The seamew's wing and merle's wing mixt Above kind eyes, and sad and bright, With folded crease of care betwixt.) ''Tis my grief: too young and old Were they all to understand, When the hunger came and cold; Though I told them, oft I told, How the blight was on the land, And the people's crops around Lay black-rotted in the ground, And the good turf gone to loss In the summer's teeming rain. But my talk was all in vain. God forgive me, I'd be cross, For the children had me vexed, When it's asking me they'd keep From one morning to the next: Would I give them ne'er a bit? 'Troth and would I. Deep and steep I'd have climbed, dear hearts, for it, Or gone barefoot ten score mile. But I'd naught, mavrone! I'd naught, And belike the creatures thought I had plenty all the while. 'So I'd bid them go to sleep, Or I'd bid them run and play, But, poor souls, the live-long day They'd do nothing else than sit Crouching close about the fire I was pestered keeping lit With the driftwood off the shore; For thin branches, light and small, Are the best I can drag higher Through this shingle to the door, Now I've no one any more To be lending me a hand. 'But the trouble of my trouble, Whatsoever may befall, Day and night I ne'er forget, Was my mother there, bent double Till she looked no size at all In her little old grey shawl, With her heart, well knew I, set On her evening cup of tea; 'Deed those times she missed it sore, When I'd ne'er a grain to wet, Though a word she wouldn't say. 'So when sunsetting was past, She'd come creeping o'er the floor, And reach down her cup and plate Dinny brought her from Belfast -- They be shining yonder yet -- And she'd leave them standing ready, For a sign to show 'twas late. Then she'd sit again and wait, Like a lad whose net is cast, With the little trick she'd planned; Ah, she'd watch me long and steady, And I'd dread to stir or speak, But I'd see her how at last Very sorrowful she'd take And fetch back the empty cup, Making shift to hang it up With her old hand all ashake; Maybe thinking in her mind I'd turned thankless and unkind -- Sure my heart came nigh to break. 'Many a time I wished to God Not so much that He'd contrive For the creatures' bit and sup, Since the blight's upon the land, Scarce a spud left, scarce a sod, Till the folks can hardly live, And I wouldn't ask Him aught That He mightn't have to give -- But I wished they would be let Have the sense to understand, So that less they'd grieve and fret, And be sure I grudged them naught. ''Tis my bitter grief,' she said. (The listening neighbour duly sought To speak some witless, kindly word, That wooeth hope, when hope lies dead. Perhaps she heeded not nor heard. So far she looked across the strand, And past the lone fields of the sea, Where light down fading paths was fled.) ''Tis my heart's long grief,' said she, 'For they ne'er could understand.' | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...SONOMA FIRE by JANE HIRSHFIELD AS THE SPARKS FLY UPWARDS by JOHN HOLLANDER WHAT GREAT GRIEF HAS MADE THE EMPRESS MUTE by JUNE JORDAN CHAMBER MUSIC: 19 by JAMES JOYCE DIRGE AT THE END OF THE WOODS by LEONIE ADAMS A CURLEW'S CALL by JANE BARLOW |
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