Classic and Contemporary Poetry
THE SPECTRE OF THE PAST, by ARTHUR WILLIAM EDGAR O'SHAUGHNESSY Poet Analysis Poet's Biography First Line: On the great day of my life Last Line: And I felt that the words were true. Alternate Author Name(s): O'shaughnessy, Arthur W. E. Subject(s): Life; Past | ||||||||
ON the great day of my life On the memorable day Just as the long inward strife Of the echoes died away, Just as on my couch I lay Thinking thought away; Came a Man into my room, Bringing with him gloom. Midnight stood upon the clock, And the street sound ceased to rise; Suddenly, and with no knock, Came that Man before my eyes: Yet he seemed not anywise My heart to surprise, And he sat down to abide At my fireside. But he stirred within my heart Memories of the ancient days; And strange visions seemed to start Vividly before my gaze, Yea, from the most distant haze Of forgotten ways: And he looked on me the while With a most strange smile. But my heart seemed well to know That his face the semblance had Of my own face long ago Ere the years had made it sad, When my youthful looks were clad In a smile half glad; To my heart he seemed in truth All my vanished youth. Then he named me by a name Long since unfamiliar grown, But remembered for the same That my childhood's ears had known; And his voice was like my own In a sadder tone Coming from the happy years Choked, alas, with tears. And, as though he nothing knew Of that day's fair triumphing, Or the Present were not true, Or not worth remembering, All the Past he seemed to bring As a piteous thing Back upon my heart again, Yea, with a great pain: "Do you still remember the winding street In the grey old village?" he seemed to say; "And the long school days that the sun made sweet And the thought of the flowers from far away? And the faces of friends whom you used to meet In that village day by day, Ay, the face of this one or of that?" he said, And the names he named were names of the dead Who all in the churchyard lay. "And do you remember the far green hills; Or the long straight path by the side of the stream; Or the road that led to the farm and the mills, And the fields where you oft used to wander or dream Or follow each change of your childish wills Like the dance of some gay sunbeam?" Then, alas, from right weeping I could not refrain, For indeed all those things I remembered again, As of yesterday they did seem. And I thought of a day in a far lost Spring, When the sun with a kiss set the wild flowers free; When my heart felt the kiss and the shadowy wing Of some beautiful spirit of things to be, Who breathed in the song that the wild birds sing Some deep tender meaning for me, Who undid a strange spell in the world as it were, Who set wide sweet whispers abroad in the air, Made a presence I could not see. "O for what have you wandered so farso long?" Said the voice that was e'en as my voice of old: "O for what have you done to the Past such wrong? Was there no fair dream on your own threshold? In your childhood's home was there no fresh song? Was your heart then all so cold? Why, at length, are you weary and lone and sad, But for casting away all the good that you had With the peace that was yours of old? "Have you wholly forgotten the words you said, When you stood by a certain mound of earth, When you vowed with your heart that that place you made The last burial-place for your love and your mirth, For the pure past blisses you therein laid Were surely your whole life's worth? O, the angels who deck the lone graves with their tears Have cared for this, morning and evening, for years, But of yours there has been long dearth: "In the pure pale sheen of a hallowed night, When the graves are looking their holiest, You may see it more glistering and more bright And holier-looking than all the rest; You may see that the dews and the stars' strange light Are loving that grave the best; But, perhaps, if you went in the clear noon-day, After so many years you might scarce find the way Ere you tired indeed of the quest: "For the path that leads to it is almost lost; And quite tall grass-flowers of sickly blue Have grown up there and gathered for years, and tost Bitter germs all around them to grow up too; For indeed all these years not a man has crost That pathwaynot even You!" But alas! for these words to my heart he sent, For I knew it was Marguérite's grave that he meant, And I felt that the words were true. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...FERGUS FALLING by GALWAY KINNELL A TIME PAST by DENISE LEVERTOV LAST THINGS by WILLIAM MEREDITH CHRISTMAS TREE by JOHN FREDERICK NIMS THIS MORNING, GOD by LAURE-ANNE BOSSELAAR THE DOLL BELIEVERS by CLARENCE MAJOR CAVALIER TUNES: GIVE A ROUSE THEN FOR THE CLINIC by ROBERT BROWNING |
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