Classic and Contemporary Poetry
FORTUNE AND MEN'S EYES, by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY Poet Analysis Poet's Biography First Line: What do I give for the pope and his riches Last Line: Curtain Alternate Author Name(s): Marks, Lionel S., Mrs. Subject(s): England - Social Life And Customs; Famous People | ||||||||
CHARACTERS WILLIAM HERBERT, Son of the Earl of Pembroke SIMEON DYER, A Puritan TOBIAS, Host of 'The Bear and The Angel' WAT BURROW, A bear-ward DICKON, A little boy, son of Tobias CHIFFIN, A ballad-monger A PRENTICE A PLAYER, Master Wm. Shakespeare of the Lord Chamberlain's Company MISTRESS MARY FYTTON, A maid-of-honor to Queen Elizabeth MISTRESS ANNIE HUGHES, Also of the Court TAVERNERS and PRENTICES TIME: An autumn afternoon in the year 1599 A.D. PLACE: South London SCENE: Interior of 'The Bear and the Angel,' South London. At back, the centre entrance gives on a short alley-walk which joins the street beyond at a right angle. To right and left of this doorway, casements. Front, to the right, a door opening upon the inn-garden; a second door on the right, towards the back, leading to a tap-room. Opposite this, left, a door leading into a buttery. Left, opposite the garden-door, a large chimney-piece with a smouldering wood-fire. A few seats; a lantern (unlighted) in a corner. In the foreground, to the right, a long and narrow table with several mugs of ale upon it, also a lute. At one end of the table WAT BURROW is finishing his ale and holding forth to the PRENTICE (who thrums the lute) and a group of taverners, some smoking. At the farther end of the table SIMEON DYER observes all with grave curiosity. TOBIAS and DICKON draw near. General noise. Prentice (singing) What do I give for the Pope and his riches! I's my ale and my Sunday breeches; I's an old master, I's a young lass, And we'll eat green goose, come Martinmas! Sing Rowdy Dowdy, Look ye don't crowd me: I's a good club, So let me pass! Dickon Again! again! Prentice Sing Rowdy Wat (finishing his beer) Swallow it down. Sling all such froth and follow me to the Bear! They stay for me, lined up to see us pass From end to end o' the alley. Ho! You doubt? From Lambeth to the Bridge! Prentices 'Tis so; ay. Taverners Come, follow! Come. Wat Greg's stuck his ears With nosegays, and his chain is wound about Like any May-pole. What? I tell ye, boys, Ye have seen no such bear, a Bear o' Bears, Fit to bite off the prophet, in the show, With seventy such boys. (Pulling Dickon's ear) Bears, say you, bears? Why, Rursus Major, as your scholars tell, A royal bear, the greatest in his day, The sport of Alexander, unto Nick Was a ewe-lamb dyed black; no worse, no worse! To-morrow come and see him with the dogs; He'll not give way, not he! Dickon To-morrow's Thursday! To-morrow's Thursday! Prentice Will ye lead by here? Tobias Ay, that would be a sight. Wat, man, this way! Wat Ho, would you squinch us? Why, there be a press O' gentry by this tide to measure Nick And lay their wagers, at a blink of him, Against to-morrow! Why, the stairs be full. To-morrow you shall see the Bridge a-creak, The river dry with barges, London gape, Gape! While the Borough buzzes like a hive With all their worships! Sirs, the fame o' Nick Has so pluckt out the gentry by the sleeve, 'Tis said the Queen would see him. Tobias Ay, 'tis grand. Dickon O-oh, the Queen? Prentice How now? What man art thou to lead a bear, Forgetting both his quality and hers! Drink all; drink to the Queen. Tobias Ay, now. Wat To her! You, boy, put by this saying with your pint: 'The Queen, her high and glorious majesty!' Simeon (gravely) Long live the Queen! Wat Maker of golden laws For baitings! She that cherishes the Borough And shines upon our pastimes. By the mass! Thank her for the crowd to-morrow. But for her, We were a homesick handful of brave souls That love the royal sport. These mouthing players, These hookers, would'a' spoiled us of our beer Prentice Lying by to catch the gentry at the stairs, All pressing towards Bear Alley Wat To run 'em in At stage-plays and show-fooleries on the way; Stage-plays, with their tart-nonsense and their flags, Their 'Tamerlanes' and 'Humors' and what not! My life on't, there was not a man of us But fared his Lent, by reason of their fatness, And on a holiday ate not at all! Tobias (solemnly) 'Tis so; 'tis so. Wat But when she heard it told How lean our sport was grown, she damns stage-plays O'Thursday. So: Nick gets his turn to growl! Prentice As well as any player. [With a dumb show of ranting among the taverners Wat Players? Hang them! I know'em, I. I've been with 'em. ... I was As sweet a gentlewoman, in my voice, As any of your finches that sings small. Tobias 'Twas high. Enter The Player followed by Chiffin, the ballad-monger. He looks worn and tired. Wat (lingering at the table) I say, I've played. ... There's not one man Of all the gang save one ... Ay, there be one I grant you, now! ... He used me in right sort; A man worth better trades. [Seeing The Player Lord love you, sir! Why, this is you indeed. 'Tis a long day, sir, Since I clapped eyes on you. But even now Your name was on my tongue, as pat as ale! You see me off. We bait to-morrow, sir; Will you come see? Nick's fresh, and every soul As hot to see the fight as 'twere to be Man Daniel, baited with the lions! Tobias Sir, 'Tis high ... 'tis high. Wat We show him in the street With dogs and all, ay, now, if you will see. The Player Why, so I will. A show and I not there? Bear it out bravely, Wat. High fortune, man! Commend me to thy bear. [Drinks and passes him the cup Wat Lord love you, sir! 'Twas ever so you gave a man godspeed. ... And yet your spirits flag; you look but palely. I'll take your kindness, thank ye. (Turning away.) In good time! Come after me and Nick, now. Follow all; Come boys, come, pack! [Exit Wat, still descanting. Exeunt most of the taverners, with the Prentice. Simeon Dyer draws near The Player, regarding him gravely. Chiffin sells ballads to those who go out. Dickon is about to follow them , when Tobias holds him by the ear. Tobias What? Not so fast, you there! Who gave you holiday? Bide by the inn; Tend on our gentry. [Exit after the crowd. Chiffin Ballads, gentlemen? Ballads, new ballads? Simeon (to The Player) With your pardon sir, I am gratified to note your abstinence From this deplorable fond merriment Of baiting of a bear. The Player Your friendship then, Takes pleasure in the heaviness of my legs. Save I am weary, I would see the bear. Nay, rest you happy; malt shall comfort us. Simeon You do mistake me. I am Chiffin Ballad, sir? 'How a Young Spark would Woo a Tanner's Wife, And She Sings Sweet in Turn.' Simeon (indignant) Abandoned poet! Chiffin (indignant) I'm no such thing! An honest ballad, sir, No poetry at all. The Player Good, sell thy wares. Chiffin 'A Ballad of a Virtuous Country-Maid Forswears the Follies of the Flaunting Town' And tends her geese all day, and weds a vicar. Simeon A godlier tale, in sooth. But speak, my man; If she be virtuous, and the tale a true one, Can she not do't in prose? The Player Beseech her, man. 'Tis scandal she should use a measure so. For no more sin than dealing out false measure Was Dame Sapphira slain. Simeon You are with me, sir' Although methinks you do mistake the sense O' that you have read. ... This jigging, jogtrot rime, This ring-me-round, debaseth mind and matter, To make the reason giddy Chiffin (to The Player) Ballad, sir? 'Hear All!' A fine brave ballad of a Fish Just caught off Dover; nay, a one-eyed fish, With teeth in double rows! The Player Nay, nay, go to. Chiffin 'My Fortune's Folly,' then; or 'The True Tale Of an Angry Gull'; or 'Cherries Like Me Best.' 'Black Sheep, or How a Cut-Purse Robbed His Mother'; 'The Prentice and the Dell!' ... 'Plays Plays not Fair,' Or how a gentlewoman's heart was took By a player, that was king in a stage-play. ... 'The Merry Salutation,' 'How a Spark Would Woo a Tanner's Wife!' 'The Direful Fish' Cock's passion, sir! not buy a cleanly ballad Of the great fish, late ta'en off Dover coast, Having two heads and teeth in double rows? Salt fish catched in fresh water? ... 'Od's my life! What if, or salt or fresh? A prodigy! A ballad like 'Hear All!' And me and mine, Five children and a wife would bait the devil, My lap the water out o' Lambeth Marsh Before he'll buy a ballad! My poor wife, That lies a-weeping for a tansy-cake! Body o'me, shall I smack ale again? The Player Why, here's persuasion; logic, arguments. Nay, not the ballad. Read for thine own joy. I doubt not but it stretches, honest length, From Maid Lane to the Bridge and so across. But for thy length of thirst (Giving him a coin) That touches near. Chaffin (apart) A vagrom player, would not buy a tale O' the Great Fish with the twy rows o' teeth! Learn you to read! [Exit Simeon Thou seemest, sir, from that I have overheard, A man, as one should grant, beyond thy calling. ... I would I might assure thee of the way, To urge thee quit this painted infamy. There may be time, seeing thou art still young, To pluck thee from the burning. How are ye 'stroyed, Ye foolish grasshoppers! Cut off, forgotten, When moth and rust corrupt your flaunting shows, The Earth shall have no memory of your name! Dickon Pray you, what's yours? Simeon I am called Simeon Dyer. [There is the sudden uproar of a crowd in the distance. It continues at intervals for some time. Prentices Hey, lads? Some noise beyond: Come, cudgels, come! Come on, come on, I'm for it. [Exeunt all but The Player, Simeon, and Dickon Simeon Something untoward, without: or is it rather The tumult of some uproar incident To this vicinity? The Player It is an uproar Most incident to bears. Dickon I would I knew! The Player (holding him off at arm's length) Hey boy? We would have tidings of the bear: Go thou, I'll be thy surety. Mark him well. Omit no fact; I would have all of it: What manner o' bear he is, how bears himself; Number and pattern of ears, and eyes what hue; His voice and fashion o' coat. Nay, come not back, Till thou hast all. Skip, sirrah! [Exit Dickon Simeon Think, fair sir. Take this new word of mine to be a seed Of thought in that neglected garden-plot, Thy mind, thy worthier part. Nay, think! The Player Why, so; Thou hast some right, friend; now and then it serves. Sometimes I have thought, and even now, sometimes, ... I think. Simeon (benevolently) Heaven ripen thought unto an harvest! [Exit [The Player alone, rises, stretches his arms, and paces the floor wearily The Player Some quiet now. ... Why should I thirst for it, Alone with the one man of all living men I have least cause to honor. ... She is too false At last, to keep a spaniel's loyalty. I do believe it. And by my own soul, She shall not have me, what remains of me That may be beaten back into the ranks. I will not look upon her. ... Bitter Sweet. This fever that torments me day by day Call it not love this servitude, this spell That haunts me like a sick man's fantasy, With pleading of her eyes, her voice, her eyes It shall not have me. I am too much stained: But, God or no God, yet I do not live And have to bear my own soul company, To have it stoop so low. She looks on Herbert. Oh, I have seen! But he, he must withstand her! For my sake, yes, for my sake! I'll not doubt His honor; nor the love he hath to me; As Jonathan to David. I'll not doubt. He knows what I have suffered, suffer still Although I love her not. Her ways, her ways. It is her ways that eat into the heart With beauty more than Beauty; and her voice, That silvers o'er the meaning of her speech Like moonshine on black waters. Ah, uncoil! ... He's the sure morning after this dark dream; Wide daylight and west wind of a lad's love; With all his golden pride, for my dull hours, Still climbing sunward. Sink all loves in him! And cleanse me of this cursèd, fell distrust That marks the pestilence. 'Fair, kind, and true.' Lad, lad. How could I turn from friendliness To worship such false gods? ... 'Fair, kind, and true.' And yet, if She were true, To me, though false to all things else; one truth, So one truth lived . One truth! O beggared soul, Foul Lazarus, so starved it can make shift To feed on crumbs of honor! Am I this? [Enter Anne Hughes. She has been running, in evident terror, and stands against the closed door looking about her Anne Are you the inn-keeper? [The Player turns and bows courteously Nay, sir, your pardon. I saw you not ... And yet your face, methinks, But yes, I'm sure. ... But where's the inn-keeper? I know not where I am, nor where to go! The Player Madam, it is my fortune that I may Procure you service. (Going towards the door) [The uproar sounds nearer Anne Nay! what if the bear The Player The bear? Anne The door! The bear is broken loose. Did you not hear? I scarce could make my way Through that rank crowd, in search of some safe place. You smile, sir! But you had not seen the bear, Nor I, this morning. Pray you, hear me out, For surely you are gentler than the place. I came ... I came by water ... to the Garden, Alone, ... from bravery, to see the show And tell of it hereafter at the Court! There's one of us makes count of all such'scapes, ('Tis Mistress Fytton). She will ever tell The sport it is to see the people's games Among themselves, to go incognita And take all, as it is not for the Queen, Gallants and rabble! But by Banbury Cross, I am of tamer mettle! All alone, Among ten thousand noisy watermen; And then the foul ways leading from the Stair; And then ... no friends I knew, nay, not a face. And my dear nose beset, and my pomander Lost in the rout, or else a cut-purse had it: And then the bear breaks loose! Oh, 'tis a day Full of vexations, nay, and dangers too. I would I had been slower to outdo The pranks of Mary Fytton. ... You know her, sir? The Player If one of my plain calling may be said To know a maid-of-honor. (More lightly) And yet more: My heart has cause to know the lady's face. Anne (blankly) Why, so it is. ... Is't not a marvel, sir, The way she hath? Truly, her voice is good. ... And yet, but oh, she charms; I hear it said. A winsome gentlewoman, of a wit, too. We are great fellows; she tells me all she does; And, sooth, I listen till my ears be like To grow, for wonder. Whence my 'scape, today! Oh, she hath daring for the pastimes here; I would change looks with her, to have her spirit! Indeed, they say she charms Some one, by this. The Player Some one. ... Anne Hast heard? Why, sure my Lord of Herbert, Ay, Pembroke's son. But there I doubt, I doubt. He is an eagle will not stoop for less Than kingly prey. No bird-lime takes him. The Player He hath shown many favors to us players. Herbert. ... Anne Ah, now I have you! The Player Surely, gracious madam; My duty; ... what besides? Anne This face of yours. 'Twas in some play, belike. (Apart) ... I took him for A man it should advantage me to know! And he's a proper man enough. ... Ay me! [When she speaks to him again it is with encouraging condescension Surely you've been at Whitehall, Master Player? The Player (bowing) So. Anne And how oft? And when? The Player Last Christmas tide; And Twelfth Day eve, perchance. Your memory Freshens a dusty past. ... The hubbub's over. Shall I look forth and find some trusty boy To attend you to the river? Anne I thank you, sir. [He goes to the door and steps out into the alley, looking up and down. The noise in the distance springs up again. (Apart.) 'Tis not past sufferance. Marry, I could stay Some moments longer, till the streets be safe. Sir, sir! The Player (returning) Command me, madam. Anne I will wait A little longer, lest I meet once more That ruffian mob, or any of the dogs. These sports are better seen from balconies. The Player Will you step hither? There's an arbored walk Sheltered and safe. Should they come by again, You may see all, an't like you, and be hid. Anne A garden there? Come, you shall show it me. [They go out into the garden on the right, leaving the door shut. Enter immediately, in great haste, Mary Fytton and William Herbert, followed by Dickon, who looks about and seeing no one, goes to setting things in order. Mary Quick, quick! ... She must have seen me. Those big eyes, How could they miss me peering as she was For some familiar face? She would have known, Even before my mask was jostled off In that wild rabble ... bears and bearish men! Herbert Why would you have me bring you? Mary (gaily) Why? Ah, why! Sooth, once I had a reason: now'tis lost, Lost! Lost! Call out the bell-man. Dickon (seriously) Shall I so? Herbert Nay. nay; that were a merriment indeed, To cry us through the streets! (To Mary) You riddling charm. Mary A riddle, yet? You almost love me, then. Herbert Almost? Mary Because you cannot understand. Alas, when all's unriddled, the charm goes. Herbert Come, you're not melancholy? Mary Nay, are you? But should Nan Hughes haveseen us, and spoiled all Herbert How could she so? Mary I know not ... yet I know If she had met us, she could steal To-day, Golden To-day. Herbert A kiss; and so forget her. Mary Hush, hush, the tavern-boy there. (To Dickon) Tell me, boy, (To Herbert) Some errand, now; a roc's egg! Strike thy wit. Herbert What is't you miss? Why, so. The lady's lost A very curious reason, wrought about With diverse broidery. Mary Nay,'twas a mask. Herbert A mask, arch-wit? Why will you mock yourself And all your fine deceits? Your mask, your reason, Your reason with a mask! Mary You are too merry. (To Dickon) A mask it is, and muffler finely wrought With little amber points all hung like bells. I lost it as I came, somewhere. ... Herbert Somewhere Between the Paris Gardens and the Bridge. Mary Or below Bridge, or haply in the Thames! Herbert No matter where, so you do bring it back. Fly, Mercury! Here's feathers for thy heels. [Giving coin Mary (aside) Weights, weights! [Exit Dickon [Herbert looks about him, opens the door of the tap-room, grows troubled. She watches him with dissatisfaction, seeming to warm her feet by the fire meanwhile. Herbert (apart) I know this place. We used to come Together, he and I ... Mary (apart) Forgot again. O the capricious tides, the hateful calms, And the too eager ship that would be gone Adventuring against uncertain winds, For some new, utmost sight of Happy Isles! Becalmed, becalmed ... But I will break this calm. [She sees the lute on the table, crosses and takes it up, running her fingers over the strings very softly. She sits Herbert Ah, mermaid, is it you? Mary Did you sail far? Herbert Not I; no, sooth. (Crossing to her) Mermaid, I would not think. But you Mary I think not. I remember nothing. There's nothing in the world but you and me; All else is dust. Thou shalt not question me; Or if, but as a sphinx in woman-shape: And if thou fail at answer, I shall turn, And rend thy heart and cast thee from the cliff. [She leans her head back to kiss him So perish all who guess not what I am! ... Oh, but I know you: you are April-Days. Nothing is sure, but all is beautiful! [She runs her fingers up the strings, one by one, and listens, speaking to the lute Is it not so? Come, answer. Is it true? Speak, sweeting, since I love thee best of late, And have forsook my virginals for thee. All's beautiful indeed and all unsure? 'Ay' ... (Did you hear?) He's fair and faithless? 'Ay.' (Speaking with the lute) Herbert Poor oracle, with only one reply! Wherein 'tis unlike thee. Mary Can he love aught So well as his own image in the brook, Having once seen it? Herbert Ay! Mary The lute saith 'No.' ... O dullard! Here were tidings, would you mark. What said I? Oracle, could he love aught So dear as his own image in the brook, Having once looked? ... No, truly. (With sudden abandon) Nor can I! Herbert O leave this game of words, you thousand-tongued. Sing, sing to me. So shall I be all yours Forever; or at least till you be still! ... I used to wonder he should be thy slave: I wonder now no more. Your ways are wonders; You have a charm to make a man forget His past and yours, and everything but you. Mary (speaking with her eyes on his face) 'When daisies pied and violets blue And lady-smocks all silver-white' How now? Herbert How now! That song ... thou wilt sing that? Mary Marry, what mars the song? Herbert Have you forgot Who made it? Mary Soft, what idleness. So fine? So rude? And bid me sing! You get but silence; Or, if I sing, beshrew me, it shall be A dole of song, a little starveling breath As near to silence as a song can be. [She sings under-breath, fantastically Say how many kisses be Lent and lost twixt you and me? 'Can I tell when they begun?' Nay, but this were prodigal: Let us learn to count withal. Since no ending is to spending, Sum our riches, one by one. 'You shall keep the reckoning, Count each kiss while I do sing.' Herbert Oh, not these little wounds. You vex my heart; Heal it again with singing, come, sweet, come. Into the garden! None shall trouble us. This place has memories and conscience too: Drown all, my mermaid. Wind them in your hair And drown them, drown them all. [He swings open the garden-door for her. At the same moment Anne's voice is heard approaching. Anne (without) Some music there? Herbert Perdition! Quick, behind me, love. [Swinging the door shut again, and looking through the crack Mary 'Tis she Nan Hughes, 'tis she! How came she here? By heaven, She crosses us to-day. Nan Hughes lights here In a Bank tavern! Nay, I'll not be seen. Sooner or later it must mean the wreck Of both ... should the Queen know. Herbert The spite of chance! She talks with some one in the arbor there ... Whose face I see not. Come, here's doors at least. [They cross hastily. Mary opens the door on the left and looks within. Mary Too thick. ... I shall be penned. But guard you this And tell me when they're gone. Stay, stay; mend all. If she have seen me, swear it was not I. Heaven speed her hence, with her new bodyguard! [Exit, closing door. Herbert looks out into the garden Herbert By all accursèd chances, none but he! [Retires up to stand beside the door, looking out of casement. Reënter from the garden, Anne, followed by The Player. Anne No,'twas some magic in my ears, I think. There's no one here. (Seeing Herbert) But yes, there's some one here: The innkeeper. Are you Saint Catherine's ruff! My Lord of Herbert. Sir, you could not look More opportune. But for this gentleman Herbert (bowing) My friend, this long time since, Anne Marry, your friend? The Player (regarding Herbert searchingly) This long time since. Anne Nay, is it so, indeed? (To Herbert) My day's fulfilled of blunders! O sweet sir, How can I tell you? But I'll tell you all, If you'll but bear me escort from this place Where none of us belongs. Yours is the first Familiar face I've seen this afternoon! Herbert (apart) A sweet assurance. (Aloud.) But you seek ... you need Some rest some cheer, some Will you step within? [Pointing to the tap-room The tavern is deserted, but Anne Not here! I've been here quite an hour. Come, citywards, To Whitehall! I have had enough of bears To quench my longing till next Whitsuntide. Down to the river, pray you. Herbert Sooth, at once? Anne At once, at once. (To The Player) I crave your pardon, sir, For sundering your friendships. I've heard say Some woman ever crosses 'twixt two men, To their confusion. You shall drink amends Some other day. I must be safely home. The Player (half reassured) It joys me that your trials have found an end; And for the rest, I wish you prosperous voyage; Which needs not, with such halcyon weather toward. Herbert (apart) It cuts: and yet he knows not. Can it pass? (To him) Let us meet soon. I have I know not what To say nay, no import; but chance has parted Our several ways too long. To leave you thus, Without a word Anne (pettishly) You are in haste, my lord! By the true faith, here are two friends indeed! Two lovers crossed: and I, 'tis I that bar them! Pray tarry, sir. I doubt not I may light Upon some link-boy to attend me home, Or else a drunken prentice with a club, Or that patched keeper strolling from the Garden With all his dogs along; or failing them, A pony with a monkey on his back, Or, failing that, a bear! Some escort, sure, Such as the Borough offers! I shall look Part of a pageant from the Lady Fair, And boast for three full moons, 'Such sights I saw!' Truly, 'tis new to me: but I doubt not I shall trick out a mind for strange adventure, As high as Mistress Fytton! Herbert Say no more, Dear lady! I entreat you pardon me The lameness of my wit. I'm stark adream; You lighted here so suddenly, unlooked for Vision in Bankside! Let me hasten you, Now that I see I dream not. It grows late. Anne And can you grant me such a length of time? Herbert Length? Say Illusion! Time? Alas, 'twill be Only a poor half-hour, (loudly) a poor half-hour! (Apart) Could she hear that, I wonder? The Player (bowing over Anne's hand) Not so, madam; A little gold of largess, fallen to me By chance. Herbert (to him) A word with you (Apart) O, I am gagged! Anne (to The Player) You go with us, sir? [He moves towards door with them The Player No, I do but play Your inn-keeper. Herbert (apart, despairingly) The eagle is gone blind. [Exeunt all three, leaving the doors open. They are seen to go down the walk together. At the street they pause, The Player bowing slowly, then turning back towards the inn; Anne holding Herbert's arm. Within, the door on the left opens slightly, then Mary appears. Mary 'Tis true. My ears caught silence, if no more. They're gone. ... [She comes out of her hiding-place and opens the left-hand casement to see Anne disappearing with Herbert. She takes him with her! He'll return? Gone, gone, without a word; and I was caged, And deaf as well. O, spite of everything! She's so unlike ... How long shall I be here To wait and wonder? He with her with her! [The Player, having come slowly back to the door, hears her voice. Mary darts towards the entrance to look after Herbert and Anne. She sees him and recoils. She falls back step by step, while he stands with his hands upon the door-posts, impassive. You! ... The Player Yes. ... [After a pause And you. Mary Do you not ask me why I'm here? The Player I am not wont to shun the truth: But yet I think the reason you could give Were too uncomely. Mary Nay; The Player If it were truth. ... If it were truth! Although that likelihood Scarce threatens. Mary So. Condemned without a trial. The Player O speak the lie now. Let there be no chance For my unsightly love, bound head and foot, Stark, full of wounds and horrible, to find Escape from out its charnel-house; to rise Unwelcome before eyes that had forgot, And say it died not truly. It should die. Play no imposture: leave it, it is dead. I have been weak in that I tried to pour The wine through plague-struck veins. It came to life Over and over, drew sharp breath again In torture such as't may be to be born, If a poor babe could tell. Over and over, I tell you, it has suffered resurrection, Cheating its pain with hope, only to die Over and over; die more deaths than men The meanest, most forlorn, are made to die By tyranny or nature. ... Now I see all Clear. And I say, it shall not rise again. I am as safe from you as I were dead. I know you. Mary Herbert The Player Do not touch his name. Leave that; I saw. Mary You saw? Nay, what? The Player The whole Clear story. Not at first. While you were hid, I took some comfort, drop by drop, and minute By minute. (Dullard!) Yet there was a maze Of circumstance that showed even then to me, Perplext and strange. You here, unravel it. All's clear: you are the clew. [Turning away Mary (going to the casement) (Apart) Caged, caged! Does he know all? Why were those walls so dense? (To him) Nan Hughes hath seized the time to tune your mind To some light gossip. Say, how came she here? The Player All emulation, thinking to match you In high adventure: liked it not, poor lady! And is gone home, attended. Reënter Dickon Dickon (to Mary) They be lost! Thy mask and muffler; 'tis no help to search. Some hooker would'a' swallowed 'em, be sure, As the whale swallows Jonas, in the show. Mary 'Tis nought: I care not. Dickon (looking at the fire) Hey, it wants a log. [While he mends the fire, humming, The Player stands by him taking thought. Mary speaks apart, going to the casement again to look out. Mary (apart) I will have what he knows. To cast me off: Not thus, not thus. Peace, I can blind him yet, Or he'll despise me. Nay, I will not be Thrust out at door like this. I will not go But by mine own free will. There is no power Can say what he might do to ruin us, To win Will Herbert from me, almost mine, And I all his, all his O April-Days! Well, friendship against love? I know who wins. He is grown dread. ... But yet he is a man. [Exit Dickon into tap-room (To The Player, suavely) Well, headsman? [He does not turn Mind your office: I am judged. Guilty, was it not so? ... What is to do, Do quickly. ... Do you wait for some reprieve? Guilty, you said. Nay, do you turn your face To give me some small leeway of escape? And yet, I will not go ... [Coming down slowly Well, headsman? ... You ask not why I came here, Clouded Brow, Will you not ask me why I stay? No word? O blind, come lead the blind! For I, I too Lack sight and every sense to linger here And make me an intruder, where I once Was welcome, oh most welcome, as I dreamed! Look on me, then. I do confess, I have Too often preened my feathers in the sun, And thought to rule a little, by my wit. I have been spendthrift with men's offerings To use them like a nosegay, tear apart, Petal by petal, leaf by leaf, until I found the heart all bare, the curious heart I longed to see, for once, and cast away. And so, at first, with you. ... Ah, now I think You're wise. There's nought so fair, so ... curious, So precious-rare to find, as honesty. 'Twas all a child's play then; a counting-off Of petals. Now I know. ... But ask me why I come unheralded, and in a mist Of circumstance and strangeness. Listen, love, Well then, dead love, if you will have it so. I have been cunning, cruel, what you will: And yet the days of late have seemed too long Even for summer! Something called me here. And so I flung my pride away and came, A very woman for my foolishness! To say once more, to say ... The Player No, I'll not ask. What lacks? I need no more; you have done well. 'Tis rare. There is no man I ever saw But you could school him. Women should be players. You are sovran in the art: feigning and truth Are so commingled in you. Sure, to you Nature's a simpleton hath never seen Her own face in the well. Is there aught else, To ask of my poor calling? Mary I have deserved it In other days. Hear how I can be meek. I am come back; a foot-worn runaway, Like any braggart boy. Let me sit down And take Love's horn-book in my hands again, And learn from the beginning; by the rod, If you will scourge me, love! Come, come, forgive. I am not wont to sue: and yet to-day I am your suppliant, I am your servant, Your link-boy, yes, your minstrel: so, wilt hear? [Takes up the lute, and gives a last look out of the casement. The tumult in the streets is all apart With the discordant past. The hour that is, Shall be the only thing in all the world. (Apart.) I will be safe. He'll win not Herbert from me! [Crossing to him Will you have music, good my lord? The Player (catching the lute from her) Not that, Not that! By heaven, you shall not. ... Nevermore. Mary So ... But you speak at last. You are, forsooth, A man. And you shall use me as my due: A woman, not the wind about your ears; A woman, whom you loved. The Player (half-apart, still holding the lute) Why were you not That beauty that you seemed? ... But had you been, 'Tis true, you would have had no word for me, No looks of love. Mary The man reproaches me? The Player Not I not I. ... Will Herbert, what am I To lay this broken trust to you? To you, Young, free, and tempted: April on his way, Whom all hands reach for, and this woman here Had set her heart upon! Mary (with sudden fury) What fantasy! Surely he must have been from town of late, To see the gude-folk! And how fare they, sir? Reverend yeoman, say, how thrive the sheep? What did the harvest yield you? Did you count The cabbage heads? and find how like ... nay, nay! But our gude-wife, did she bid in the neighbors To prove them that her husband was no myth? Some Puritan preacher, nay, some journeyman, To make you sup the sweeter with long prayers? This were a rare conversion, by my soul! From sonnets unto sermons: eminent! The Player Oh, yes, your scorn bites truly: sermons next. There is so much to say. But it must be learned; And I require hard schooling, dream too much On what I would men were, but women most. I need the cudgel of the task-master To make me con the truth. Yes, blind, you called me, And 'tis my shame I bandaged mine own eyes And held them dark. Now, by the grace of God, Or haply because the devil tries too far, I tear the blindfold off, and I see all. I see you as you are; and in your heart The secret love sprung up for one I loved, A reckless boy who has trodden on my soul But that's a thing apart, concerns not you. I know that you will stake your heaven and earth To fool me, fool us both. Mary (with some interest) Why were you not So stern a long time since? You're not so wise As I have heard them say. The Player (standing by the chimney) Wise? Oh, not I. Who was so witless as to call me wise? Sure he had never bade me a good-day And seen me take the cheer. ... I was your fool Too long. ... I am no longer anything. Speak: What are you? Mary (after a pause) The foolishest of women: A heart that should have been adventurer On the high seas; a seeker in new lands, To dare all and to lose. But I was made A woman. Oh, you see; could you see all! What if I say ... the truth is not so far, [Watching him Yet farther than you dream. If I confess ... He charmed my fancy ... for the moment, ay The shine of his fortunes too, the very name Of Pembroke? ... Dear my judge, ah, clouded brow And darkened fortune, be not black to me! I'd try for my escape; the window's wide, No one forbids, and yet I stay I stay. Oh, I was niggard, once, unkind I know, Untrusty: loved, unloved you, day by day: A little and a little, why, I knew not, And more, and wondered why; then not at all! Drank up the dew from out your very heart, Like the extortionate sun, to leave you parched; Till, with as little grace, I flung all back In gust of angry rain! I have been cruel. But the spell works; yea, love, the spell, the spell Fed by your fasting, by your subtlety Past all men's knowledge. ... There is something rare About you that I long to flee and cannot: Some mastery ... that's more my will than I. [She laughs softly. He listens, looking straight ahead, not at her, motionless but suffering evidently. She watches his face and speaks with greater intensity. Here she crosses nearer and falls on her knees. Ah, look: you shall believe, you shall believe. Will you put by your Music? Was I that? Your Music, very Music? ... Listen, then, Turn not so blank a face. Thou hast my love. I'll tell thee so, till thought itself shall tire And fall a-dreaming like a weary child; ... Only to dream of you, and in its sleep To murmur You. ... Ah, look at me, love, lord ... Whom queens would honor. Read these eyes you praised, That pitied, once, that sue for pity now. But look! You shall not turn from me The Player Eyes, Eyes! The darkness hides so much. Mary He'll not believe ... What can I do? What more, what more, you ... man? I bruise my heart here, at an iron gate. ... [She regards him gloomily without rising Yet there is one thing more. ... You'll take me, now My meaning. You were right. For once I say it. There is a glory of discovery (ironically) To the black heart ... because it may be known But once, but once. ... I wonder men will hide Their motives all so close. If they could guess, It is so new to feel the open day Look in on all one's hidings, at the end. [She shrugs her shoulders, rises, and stands off, regarding him fixedly So. ... You were right. The first was all a lie: A lie, and for a purpose ... Now, And why, I know not, but 'tis true, at last, I do believe ... I love you. Look at me! [He stands by the fireside against the chimneypiece. She crosses to him with passionate appeal, holding out her arms. He turns his eyes and looks at he r with a rigid scrutiny. She endures it for a second, then wavers; makes an effort, unable to look away, to lift her arms towards his neck; they falter and fall at her side. The two stand spellbound by mutual recognition. Then she speaks in a strained voice. Mary Oh, let me go! [She turns her head with an effort, gathers her cloak about her; hesitates with averted eyes, then hastens out as if from some terror. [The Player is alone beside the chimney-piece. The street outside is darkening with twilight through the casements and upper door. There is a sound of rough-throated singing that comes by and is softened with distance. It breaks the spell. The Player So; it is over ... now. [He looks into the fire Fair, kind, and true. And true. My golden Friend! Both ... both, together. ... He was ill at ease. But that he should betray me with a kiss! By this preposterous world ... I am in need. Shall there be no faith left? Nothing but names? Then he's a fool who steers his life by such. Why not the body-comfort of this herd Of creatures huddled here to keep them warm? Trying to drown out with enforcèd laughter The query of the winds ... unanswered winds That scourge the soul with a perpetual doubt. What holds me? Bah, that were a Cause, indeed! To prove your soul one truth, by being it, Against the foul dishonor of the world! How else prove aught? ... I talk into the air. And at my feet, my honor full of wounds. Honor? Whose honor? For I knew my sin, And she ... had none. There's nothing to avenge. [He speaks with more and more passion, too distraught to notice interruptions. Enter Dickon, with a tallow-dip. He regards The Player with half-open mouth from the corner; then stands by the casement, leaning up against it and yawning now and then. I had no right: that I could call her mine So none should steal her from me, and die for't. There's nothing to avenge ... Brave beggary! How fit to lodge me in this home of Shows, With all the ruffian life, the empty mirth, The gross imposture of humanity, Strutting in virtues it knows not to wear, Knave in a stolen garment all the same Until it grows enamored of a life It was not born to, falls a-dream, poor cheat, In the midst of its native shams, the thieves and bears And ballad-mongers all! ... Of such am I. [Reënter Tobias and one or two taverners. Tobias regards The Player, who does not notice any one, then leads off Dickon by the ear. Exeunt into the tap-room. The Player goes to the casement, pushes it wide open, and looks out at the sky. Is there nought else? ... I could make shift to bind My heart up and put on my mail again, To cheat myself and death with one fight more, If I could think there were some worldly use For bitter wisdom. But I'm no general, That my own hand-to-hand with evil days Should cheer my doubting thousands ... I'm no more Than one man lost among a multitude; And in the end dust swallows them and me, And the good sweat that won our victories. Who sees? Or seeing, cares? Who follows on? Then why should my dishonor trouble me, Or broken faith in him? What is it suffers? And why? Now that the moon is turned to blood. [He turns towards the door with involuntary longing, and seems to listen No ... no, he will not come. Well, I have nought To do but pluck from me my bitter heart, And breathe without it. [Reënter Dickon with a tankard and a cup. He sets them down on a small table; this he pushes toward The Player, who turns at the noise. ... So. Is it for me? Dickon Ay, on the score! I had good sight o' the bear. Look, here's a sprig was stuck on him with pitch; [Rubbing a little green sprig on his sleeve I caught it up, from Lambeth marsh, belike. Such grow there, and I've seen thee cherish such. The Player Give us thy posy. [He comes back to the fire and sits in the chair near by. Dickon gets out the iron lantern from the corner. Dickon (whistling) Hey! It wants a light. [The Player seems to listen once more, his face turned towards the door. He lifts his hand as if to hush Dickon, lets it fall, and looks back at the fire. Dickon regards him with shy longing and draws nearer. Dickon Thou wilt be always minding of the fire ... Wilt thou not? The Player Ay. Dickon It likes me, too. The Player So? Dickon Ay. ... I would I knew what thou art thinking on When thou dost mind the fire. ... The Player Wouldst thou? Dickon Ay. [Sound of footsteps outside. A group approaches the door. Oh, here he is, come back! The Player (rising with passionate eagerness) Brave lad brave lad! Dickon (singing) Hang out your lanthorns, trim your lights To save your days from knavish nights! [He plunges, with his lantern, through the doorway, stumbling against Wat Burrow, who enters, a sorry figure, the worse for wear. Wat (sourly) Be the times soft, that you must try to cleave Way through my ribs as tho' I was the moon? And you the man-wi'-the-lanthorn, or his dog? You bean! ... [Exit Dickon. Wat shambles in and sees The Player. What, you, sir, here? The Player Still here; ay, Wat. [While Wat crosses to the table and gets himself a chair, The Player looks at him as if with a new consciousness of the surroundings. After a time he sits as before. Reënter Dickon and curls up on the floor, at his feet with bashful devotion. Wat O give me comfort, sir. This cursèd day, A wry, damned ... noisome. ... Ay, poor Nick, poor Nick! He's all to mend Poor Nick! He's sorely maimed, More than we'd baited him with forty dogs. 'Od's body! Said I not, sir, he would fight? Never before had he, in leading-chain, Walked out to take the air and show his coat. ... 'Went to his noddle like some greenest gull's That's new come up to town. ... The Prentices Squeaking along like Bedlam, he breaks loose And prances me a hey, I dancing counter! Then such a cawing 'mongst the women! Next, The chain did clatter and enrage him more; You would 'a' sworn a bear grew on each link, And after each a prentice with a cudgel, Leaving him scarce an eye! So, howling all, We run a pretty pace ... and Nick, poor Nick, He catches on a useless, stumbling fry That needed not be born, and bites into him. And then ... the Constable ... And now, no show! The Player Poor Wat! ... Thou wentest scattering misadventure Like comfits from thy horn of plenty, Wat. Wat Ay, thank your worship. You be best to comfort. [He pours a mug of ale No show to-morrow! Minnow Constable. ... I'm a jack-rabbit strung up by my heels For every knave to pinch as he goes by! Alas, poor Nick, bear Nick ... oh, think on Nick. The Player With all his fortunes darkened for a day, And the eye o' his reason, sweet intelligencer, Under a beggarly patch. ... I pledge thee, Nick. Wat Oh, you have seen hard times, sir, with us all. Your eyes lack lustre, too, this day. What say you? No jesting. ... What? I've heard of marvels there In the New Country. There would be a knophole For thee and me. There be few Constables And such unhallowed fry ... An thou wouldst lay Thy wit to mine what is't we could not do? Wilt turn't about? [Leans towards him in cordial confidence Nay, you there, sirrah boy, Leave us together; as 'tis said in the play, 'Come, leave us, Boy!' [Dickon does not move. He gives a sigh and leans his head against The Player's knee, his arms around his legs. He sleeps. The Player gazes sternly into the fire, while Wat rambles on, growing drowsy. Wat The cub there snores good counsel. When all's done, What a bubble is ambition! ... When all's done ... What's yet to do? ... Why, sleep. ... Yet even now I was on fire to see myself and you Off for the Colony, with Raleigh's men. I've been beholden to 'ee. ... Why, for thee I could make shift to suffer plays o' Thursday. Thou'rt the best man among them, o' my word. There's other trades and crafts and qualities Could serve ... an thou wouldst lay thy wit to mine. Us two! ... us two! ... The Player (apart, to the fire) 'Fair, kind and true.' ... Wat ... Poor Nick! [He nods over his ale. There is muffled noise in the tap-room. Some one opens the door a second, letting in a stave of a song, then slams the door shut. The Player, who has turned, gloomily, starts to rise. Dickon moves in his sleep, and settles his cheek against The Player's shoes. The Player looks down. Then he sits again, looking now at the fire, now at the boy, whos e hair he touches. The Player So, Heavy-head. You bid me think my thought Twice over; keep me by, a heavy heart, As ballast for thy dream. Well, I will watch ... Like slandered Providence. Nay, I'll not be The prop to fail thy trust untenderly, After a troubled day. ... Nay, rest you here. CURTAIN | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...POSTCARD AT VERTIGO BOOKS IN D. C., SELS by REETIKA VAZIRANI AFTER MUSIC by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY HARVEST MOON: 1914 by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY TO A DOG by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY A CHANGELING GRATEFUL by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY A FAR OFF ROSE by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY CARAVANS by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY CRADLE SONG by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY DANCE TIME by JOSEPHINE PRESTON PEABODY |
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