@3(Alternate take)@1 Take one Pompeii-eyed old man with a brush, poised in midair near Mont Sainte-Victoire, take one strange young man filled with light, bopping at the piano in Minton's. Who are you, dull-eyed mathematical seer? Who are you -- monsoon-sound maker? I force the two of you together -- mix you in a blue bowl and you rise like a Blake fantasy -- a vorticism unto yourself, left-handed with keys and brushes. I call you Cezmonk. I hang upside down from your gut-wrenching rafters. Birdcalls go out from you before sunrise, combo-smooth. They smooch the sky. Your boats are filled with labeled gunnysacks of precise beats, licks, and uncoiling cubes of careful color. I'm knee-deep in fidelity to what you see, to what you hear. @3Ruby, my dear.@1 I'm lost now, T, in your bright armpits of tangled vines. I'm lost, lost now, C -- @3Ruby, my dear, Ruby my dear.@1 Yet I linger lost, mixed -- short of breath, in your tall darkness, waiting for your next move. Tell me -- what's your hidden agenda? I've made you a tempest pretending to be a dog-headed storm. Surely your agenda is not the spreading of Greek creation myths, not the spreading of grapes of Paradise, not the churning of bodies in cotton beds, not the splash of church bells across the village, not the smile of a patron saint of brick buildings. You say you created me -- you should know my agenda. I know that light dances in cubes like bop piano notes across Lake Annecy, North Carolina, where half of you rose from the water. @3Oh, Ruby, Ruby, my dear.@1 I know the smell of a hazy day of gathering weedy flowers. I know the sound of flowers. I know you are anything of life. I gather myself like flowers. Your trees look back at me like hungry animals. I am a chimp eating termites. I swim back and forth between your two shores. You are Gilgamesh's buttons. You are toes of a Spanish martyr. You are teeth of a vestal virgin. You are purple rocks in a stream. You are ghost figures in a zoom lens. You are seeds in sunflowers -- in that vase on Vincent's table. You are the interior of a dolphin's mouth. You are the unoiled screws in a new motor. Your sounds and colors are my self-portrait -- unlike me, it's a portrait of uninterrupted elegance, an elegance twice that keeps lifting lifting -- lifting belly to the dice- thrower behind the curtain. Used with the permission of Copper Canyon Press, P.O. Box 271, Port Townsend, WA 98368-0271, www.cc.press.org | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...BEFORE THE FLOWERS OF FRIENDSHIP FADED FADED: 21 by GERTRUDE STEIN A SPIRITUAL by PAUL LAURENCE DUNBAR ROBIN HOOD, TO A FRIEND by JOHN KEATS THE EXEQUY [ON HIS WIFE] by HENRY KING (1592-1669) COLUMBUS AND THE MAYFLOWER by RICHARD MONCKTON MILNES EPITAPH; INSCRIPTION FOR A MONUMENT ERECTED BY GENTLEMAN FOR HIS LADY by JAMES BEATTIE |