I have wanted other things more than lovers . . . I have desired peace, intimately to know The secret curves of deep-bosomed contentment, To learn by heart things beautiful and slow. Cities at night, and cloudful skies, I've wanted; And open cottage doors, old colors and smells a part; All dim things, layers of river-mist on river -- To capture Beauty's hands and lay them on my heart. I have wanted clean rain to kiss my eyelids, Sea-spray and silver foam to kiss my mouth. I have wanted strong winds to flay me with passion; And, to soothe me, tired winds from the south. These things have I wanted more than lovers . . . Jewels in my hands, and dew on morning grass -- Familiar things, while lovers have been strangers. Friended thus, I have let nothing pass. |