SURELY before the time my Sun has set: The evening had not come, it was but noon, The gladness passed from all my Pleasant Land; And, through the night that knows nor star nor moon, Among clean souls who all but Heaven forget, Alone remembering I wander on. They sing of triumph, and a Mighty Hand Locked fast in theirs through sorrow's Mystery; They sing of glimpses of another Land, Whose purples gleam through all their agony. But I -- I did not choose like them, I chose The summer roses, and the red, red wine, The juice of earth's wild grapes, to drink with those Whose glories yet thro' saddest memories shine. I will not tell of them, of him who came; I will not tell you what men call my land. They speak half-choked in fogs of scorn and sin. I turn from all their pitiless human din To voices that can feel and understand. O ever-laughing rivers, sing his name To all your lilies; -- tell it out, O chime, In hourly four-fold voices; -- western breeze Among the avenues of scented lime Murmur it softly to the summer night; -- O sunlight, water, music, flowers and trees, Heart-beats of nature's infinite delight, Love him for ever, all things beautiful! A little while it was he stayed with me, And taught me knowledge sweet and wonderful, And satisfied my soul with poetry: But soon, too soon, there sounded from above Innumerable clapping of white hands, And countless laughing voices sang of love, And called my friend away to other lands. Well -- I am very glad they were so fair, For whom the lightening east and morning skies; For me the sunset of his golden hair, Fading among the hills of Paradise. Weed-grown is all my garden of delight; -- Most tired, most cold without the Eden-gate, With eyes still good for ache, tho' not for sight, Among the briers and thorns I weep and wait. Now first I catch the meaning of a strife, A great soul-battle fought for death or life. Nearing me come the rumours of a war, And blood and dust sweep cloudy from afar, And, surging round, the sobbing of the sea Choked with the weepings of humanity. Alas! no armour have I fashioned me, And, having lived on honey in the past, Have gained no strength. From the unfathomed sea I draw no food, for all the nets I cast. I am not strong enough to fight beneath, I am not clean enough to mount above; Oh let me dream, although to dream is death, Beside the hills where last I saw my Love. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...AFTER THE WINTER by CLAUDE MCKAY THE BLUET by W. I. LINCOLN ADAMS LILIES: 3 by GEORGE BARLOW (1847-1913) MELHILL FEAST by WILLIAM BARNES UNCLE AN' AUNT by WILLIAM BARNES DINNER by LOUISA SARAH BEVINGTON CHILDE HAROLD'S PILGRIMAGE: CANTO 4 by GEORGE GORDON BYRON TOWARDS DEMOCRACY: PART 3. THE MOTHER TO HER DAUGHTER by EDWARD CARPENTER |