At the cliff's base he looked up, and there saw her High on a headland, like a Venus risen Above the earth to front the eternal skies; And madness came upon him . . . For this land Was to him wholly alien; he had come Wandering hither as to the world's last edge In search of doubtful peace. Here where the coast Jutted in cliffs and granite promontories Over the seas, and took the flooding waters Into the depths of labyrinthine caves And weeded estuaries, here he walked Day after day, a pilgrim whom no shrine Yet had sufficed. But in the hardy bloom Of heather on these hilltops, and in the bleak Iron frugality of the huts that raised Their thatches here and there, and in the gleam Of rigor and resistance in the eyes Of the few peasants, he caught sometimes sense Of a strong bitterness that might save his soul. Today with knapsack and half-blunted staff He had once more set out along the shore, Traversing sometimes the wide sand of bays And sometimes scaling boulders where the crags Had cast their wild detritus down to sea. "Down from the heights," he thought, "the great crags moulder In the assault of each indifferent year -- Heights like the ones that once within my spirit Lifted their splendid precipice to confront All stars and seas -- where now the incessant years Gnaw them to drifting sand. What now remains Is shamed by loftiness of these strong walls -- Walls strong as yet, though even while I watch I know them mouldering seaward as do I. "So speaks this land to me, -- this granite and iron, -- Of tragic fortune; yet in its defeat Braced to resistance, nerved to high disaster And an eternal sternness. Thus alone With stoic hardness must the hills confront Sky and the stars when all their flowers are gone Under the sea-wind. "Vanishing flower-world! . . . Men toil and fight, love and contrive and dream, And for a little while the mad illusion Holds them. And then the beauty sickens away Beneath the irony of the mortal fate, Today's fate and tomorrow's. Till in the end They must go down to the edge of the waste sea And walk alone as I now walk alone . . ." Then at the cliff's base, suddenly looking up He saw upon the headland high above him A woman's form. Her clear and upturned head Fronted the ocean-plain; her streaming hair Tossed in the sea-wind; in one drooping hand Some snowy garment fluttered as she stood Naked, sublime, exultant in the sun, Drinking the lonely spaces. To her feet Rose up the tawny bastion of the rock, Scarred as by fires of ancient conflagration, Higher than any sea-gull's questing flight Above the low shore-levels; and beyond her Trembled the deep blue of the summer sky. And he at this mirage stood staring up Incredulous. Then as her beauty mixed With the sky's beauty and the rocks' and sea's Within his heart, a swift tumultuous sense Of joyfulness swept through him; he remembered Suddenly songs that he had long forgotten, And youthful dreams in moonlight-haunted fields, And vague unrests that once had mastered him In Autumn dusks. Out of these buried deeps Now to the light stormed phantoms long-imprisoned By bitter walls, -- a flash of the world's beauty And a wild cry for happiness. There she stood, Image of joy, a shout and a revelation. Glory! Glory! Glory! Youth and the sun, Life in its royal hour, there lifted up Their pinnacle toward the sky; doubting and dust Fell from him, as the triumphant leap of Summer Here touched fulfillment. Well he knew that she Also, like the great cliffs, would crumble down Slowly to formless clay: her proud young splendor Would some day too yield to the lapping waves Of time around her feet. But for this hour She faced the sun, lordliest being of earth, White and all-conquering. And her call rang out Across the waves like the note of a silver trumpet Fierce in his ears. He lifted his head in pride, Once more awakened to the stirring charge Of desperate living, -- once more marching forth In the human army to assault the dark Of chaos with its banner of dreams and beauty And limitless desire. Then from its shadows His spirit toward the sun-lands sent its cry, -- "There is a wonder, still, keen in the world -- There is a splendor still: -- and on that height I shall achieve it. There, with the wind and sea Sending their mighty pulses up to us, We shall know each other like gods meeting on peaks Of some lost star, -- know the appointed hour Toward which our lives have groped, -- and be at last Victorious and transfigured. Where the abyss Yawns down to death, there shall we meet and clasp In one wild moment of ecstasy, -- rush together Like grappling planets in the void, and be For one hour, bloom of the world, -- for one hour, crown Of the dim years of failure." And thereafter, As though he were lifted by the winds of the sea Or the winds of his own spirit, he sprang up toward the great cliff's base, and with quivering steps Clambered from rock to rock. The iron front Of the sheer wall obeyed him, as his dream Drove him upward and upward. Dizzily below Grew the long space; but never looking back He set his passion toward the brow of the cliff. The sharp-edged granite gnawed his clawing fingers; And as his feet slipped, he more fiercely clung And climbed and strove on irresistibly. His heart beat riotously; his soul with song Seemed shouting out its triumph, lost and shaken With winds of heroic battle, -- mad and crying Its flaming hymn of gratitude to have found A wonder worth its passion of desire. And slowly came the cliff's edge into view High over him; then nearer; then he paused, And with the deep breath of a swimmer plunging Through a vast wave, he slowly raised himself Up the last height, -- and there, across the edge Of the brink, grew into sight the woman he sought. Unconscious on the windy brink she stood, Her head poised motionless, fronting up and out Over the winds and waters. Her loosed hair Would have been dark in cities, but here burned Into a flame of deep dull-surfaced gold Like dagger-handles from Etruscan tombs Or smoldering poppies. A wide generous light Across her brows swept, -- light that grandly spreads Down lands of gradual valleys where the corn And wine of the rich year ripen in silence. Her eyes looked out wonderfully over-sea, Quiet, emptied of meaning, now made one With the vastness that they gazed on; and her lips Stirred not but waited, parting as though a smile Of mighty gladness sometime there should come. Then he, a little rising, step by step, Beheld her throat, columned in slender strength, Blend with the powerful benignant shoulders Of ancient statues, and the generous arms Fitted for work of days or for the shelter Of man's exhausted sleep. And from her throat Slowly sloped the forward-swelling arc In a proud dominance, smoothly, tranquilly, Until its even mastery changed and broke Into less perfect rondure, -- and reluctant Trembled into new drooping curves of song. And the long lines in echoing course swept downward To meet the passionate strong springing contours Of the carved thighs, that might have frozen to marble Save for the quivering light that played across them. And over the quiet valleys of her body The living shadow slept as hurricanes sleep. He poised in dreaming madness . . . Then she turned Slowly, unconsciously -- till her sudden eyes Flashed into knowledge -- and a wild terror Flickered like lightning on her face: she cowered And clutched her arms to her body, dumb and panting, -- Shrank, -- faced him, -- turned, -- and shrank, -- and faced him again. And he, poising upon that perilous edge, Drunk with the dream of an immortal beauty And a brief splendor of deathless joy, cried out -- "I too have heard the wind-call; I too am here, Beautiful lover! We on the heights of the world Meet, that the earth may blossom! this is the hour!" And the bewildered fear grew in her face From which the timeless womanhood had fallen Leaving her but a girl, -- young, desperate, lost In lonely agony. The triumphant head Seemed drooping down now to the shaken breast -- The tremulous body paled; the light went out That had filled her eyes. And he cried -- "Beautiful one! Laugh! It has come." She sank to the brown rock And with a last look of deserted terror And dim uncomprehending shame and cold And weakness, hid her face in her quivering hands. He saw the light go out, -- saw the proud form Crumble into a sobbing heap, -- aware That the sky darkened suddenly and the glow Of the golden sun was vanished from the world. Then his numbed fingers on the granite boulders Slipped with a dull reluctance; and as they slipped His heaven-soaring mind evoked once more The wild and windy vision of the white woman Against the fathomless blue of the blue sky, -- The light, the dream, the earth's transfiguration, -- As his frail body dashed from rock to rock. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...BRUCE AND THE SPIDER by BERNARD BARTON SONNET TO W-- P-- by BERNARD BARTON EPITAPH by THOMAS LOVELL BEDDOES FRAGMENTS INTENDED FOR DEATH'S JEST-BOOK: DAY OF SURPASSING BEAUTY by THOMAS LOVELL BEDDOES THE LAST MAN: SWEET TO DIE by THOMAS LOVELL BEDDOES |