Classic and Contemporary Poetry
GHOST-BEREFT; A SCENE FROM BOGLAND IN WAR-TIME, by JANE BARLOW Poet's Biography First Line: I thought by now for sure the sun was down Last Line: A shadowy form begins to move up the path from the river. Subject(s): Death; Ghosts; Shadows; Soldiers; Supernatural; War; Dead, The | ||||||||
DRAMATIS PERSONAE WIDOW BRENNAN. LADY KATHLEEN MACNEILL. NORAH FARRELL. NELLIE CONNOR. A little glen traversed by a path, running along the bank above a rocky stream, and shut in on the side farthest from it by a thick screen of shrubs. In a recess among them a wooden seat stands facing the stream. On the extreme left the path ends at a small gate in a Gothic stone arch. On the right it branches, one path winding down, with wide steps here and there, to the water's edge, the others running on under overarching boughs. The time is about sunset on a showery evening in May. Along the path from the gate comes the WINDOW BRENNA. She wears a long black hooded cloak and a white frilled cap. WIDOW BRENNAN. I THOUGHT by now for sure the sun was down, But still there are leaves of fire, like, flickering by Along in the water. Ay, and there is himself Red yonder through the trees: a handsbreadth clear Of daylight yet; the lonesome days pass slow. It seems a great while since the Angelus bell Was ringing over at Moygort; and the house Had grown so dark I scarce could see my hand The shower it must have been that made things black And so I am here too early. After dusk Was fallen, they said. Indeed, and after dusk He would oft be coming home this very way, The time he worked about the gardens here, Before I had ever a dread next year would bring The 'listing and the war to break our hearts. And here some nights he would stop awhile, he said, To smoke his pipe; he linked the water's sound That is twisted through the stones. Then only a step Beyond the gates, and he would be stooping in At the dark of our little low doortoo low, in truth, For him that stood a tall six foot and more Or ever he turned seventeen. No bigger man The Rangers had than Larry, I will go bail. The easier maybe so their bullets found him, That killed the little gossoon on me. Now I will sit down here awhile; it won't be long Till underneath these boughs 'tis dark enough; And if the lad knew I was waiting for him, He would come belike a bit the sooneray, He would, I am thinking. NORAH FARRELL, in a blue gown and white muslin apron and cap, runs after and overtakes her. NORAH FARRELL. Oh! Mrs. Brennan, ma'am, I have lost my breath with runninghow is yourself? Too late I am. They kept me talking on Below there at the lodge, and 'twill be dusk Ere I can slip through all these shrubbery paths. Look, there's a cloud-bank building in the west As black as a turf-stack; presently 'twill take The last of the sun setting. That long yewwalk Will be thick night. What shall I do at all? WINDOW BRENAN. Well, child of grace, what harm could happen you? For ne'er a man or mortal will you meet, Unless it was a rabbit over the lawn Went scuttling white. Or maybe you would be scared Because you saw a tuft of thistledown Blow by on the wind. No need to mind the dark, For sure, if that is all ails you. NORAH FARRELL. But, ma'am dear, Some people say they have seen the Captain Saints (blessing herself) Between us and harm!in these same paths, or else 'Twas Larry Brennan. Different ways they tell The story, but 'tis since the two of them Were killed, that is sure and certain. WIDOW BRENNAN Larry NORAH FARRELL. There My tongue has gone wrong again; I never meant To tell you there was talk of him; forby 'Tis likelier now a deal they saw the Captain. Poor Larry, what should bring him waling here? But the poor master had a great wish ever For this glen-shrubbery. Many a day last Fall He would come down with my lady, and watch the men He had set to plant that barefaced bank below With little flowery bushes. Off he went, Off to the war before they had finished it all; And after that may lady came alone One time, old Murtagh told me, and she stood Looking on awhile, just like as if, said he, Some bit of growing thing was rooted up, And left to droop its life out in its place. They all were sorry at heart for her, he said. The little bushes should be blossoming By summer, all red and white and lilacsure, Is that a glimmering of them through the trees, Down yonder towards the bridge? Ah! now, to think The master will be ne'er lay eyes on them, nor maybe My lady, for a foot she has never set Outside the door since first we had the news. In Lent that was, and here is nigh Whitsuntide. WINDOW BRENNAN. The creature is to be pitied; left so young And married scarce a twelvemonth yet. Last year I would often see them both go riding by. A handsome man he looked on horseback too, And she as gay as a goldfinch. Ay, God knows She is to be pitied. NORAH FARRELL. You might say that word If you could see her these times, ma'am. All day There is the musty old library she sits, And in the darkest corner, by the shelves; She keeps an open book upon her knee, And when one comes she is quick to turn a leaf, As if a breeze went by, but sorrow the line She reads in it. Away and far away She looks, and what she sees the Saints can tell. The eyes of her are grown too wide for aught They will find in the world to fill them, and her face Is dwindled like a baby's when it pines. Up at the House, ma'am, all of us are saying Her people must be strange, that leave her alone To mope and fret so long, and ne'er a one Come next or night her. WINDOW BRENNAN. They misliked the match, So I heard tell; and since her wedding-day They broke with Lady Kathleen. NORAH FARRELL. Set them up! Is one of the MacNeills not good enough For e'er a lady in the land? It is much If they have as fine a gentleman among them As the poor master. WIDOW BRENNAN. Ay, but he was not rich; And wild a bit, some say, in his younger days, As lads are. Sure they wanted some great lord For Lady Kathleen. Wiser wish she had To take the man she chose. God rest his soul. He always had a pleasant word for Larry, And Larry liked him well. Indeed, 'twas the talk They had about his Honour and the war, First put the 'listing into Larry's dead; For if they had luck, he said, they might be sent Together. Ochone, together 'tis far they have gone. But now, belike, my lady would hate the thought Of folks that would have parted him and her, As if they were the war itself. NORAH FARRELL. True for you. They would, maybe, only vex her talking. Sure, I have done that same myself by foolishness, With no harm meant at all. I mind one morning Last winter, when she still had every day Her heart set on his letter, old Murtagh bid me Go tell her he had brought her naught that time In the mail-bag. So I found her at the window, Where she throws out the bread-crumbs to the birds, That fluttered on the sill, frost-hungrytits And robins and sparrowsdown they whirled like leaves, With ever one the white crumb in his beak. 'Look, look', 'my lady, you might think They had all got wee white letters.' So she looked, And laughed, the creature. But next minute, ah, She though I had gone, and: 'Ne'er a one,' says she, Soft to herself, 'not one for me at all.' I could have cried to hear her. And to-day 'Twas worse again; for like a fool I told her I would take his message to the lodge myself, Because Rose Flynn was scared with people's talk Of how they had seen the Captain in the glen. Woman dear! her shining eyes at that. And straight She made me tell her every word I knew. And then I tried my best, when the harm was done, And said for sure the soldier walking there Would just be Larry Brennan, if all the while 'Twas aught save some old body passing by, That wore a scarlet 'kerchief, folk mistook For a read coat through the trees in the darkening light. May God forgive me; it was a great untruth I told her, and I doubt she guessed as much. Still, better it were to fool her if I could, Than frighten her with letting her believe His Honour walks. God rest him. WIDOW BRENNAN. Very wrong You did to disappoint her with a story About the Captain. Yet she scarce would hope it. For sure if e'er a soldier came the road That is strange and darksome home to poor Rosbride, The lad 'twould be who knows the old mother lost Her life's light when he lift her in heart-sorrow To fret her lone; herself that all this day Is watching yon slow sun creep out of the sky, And thinking of the chance a shadow only Might fall across her patch. NORAH FARRELL. Oh, Mother of Mercy! (Blessing herself.) Is it waiting here you are to meet him? Indeed, I know you are. And there is the sun gone down. Will he be coming now? I heard a step. Don't leave me, woman dear. Where shall I run? Don't leave me! WINDOW BRENNAN. Whist, girl, whist! (Listening.) No, I hear naught. 'Tis just the shower that's pattering by again. What ails you, Norah? Half the sun is up yet Behind the cloud. Well, well, I will go with you As far as the first sunk fence, and there the House Stands straight before you all the way. God knows I know of naught to harm you. Afraid of Larry! (They go down a path to right.) Enter LADY KATHLEEN along a path on the right. She wears a black gown and window's cap. LADY KATHLEEN. Last time I came here frost lay on the grass Along the borders, and the air was cold, So cold, I thought how it would be warm and bright Where Gerald was; and then I seemed to hear The bullets shrieking in it. And now all day It is warm and bright. I only hear the birds That wake me singing. It will be a long, long time Before the days are quiet and dark again. They are happy girls who hear the bullets still, And still, as if they dared to face and touch Fierce lightning, read the printed, terrible lists, And every day expect a letter still, And cry their eyes out nearly every night Because none came. Half glad he was, I know, Half glad to go, even when he said good-bye, And said: 'Don't let those rhododendrons blossom Till I come back to see them.' There they are (standing still), The white ones glimmering low upon the edge, Too steady to be foam. They are early. Yet The hawthorns and laburnums on the lawn Have pearl and golden shadows where they stand, And all the jewelled tags are strewn below The sycamore, and drifts of amber dust And powdery floss beneath the firs and pines: The Fall of Spring it is; these well may blossom. And has he come to see them now? Poor Norah Made up some other story when she feared She had frightened me; but what she told me first In her belief was truth. This path grows dark. (Walking on.) How loud the river rustles, like a wind Among the branches, always blowing by. Was that a step? (Listens.) I think the raindrops gather And splash down suddenly large and heavy. I'd hear No step. 'Twould be a shadow stealing by Without a soundor could a shadow speak A wordone word? I am near the shrubbery's end, For now the gate is in sight. I will sit awhile Here, where the laurels let the drops glance through As seldom as falling stars. (Sits down on the seat.) Enter WIDOW BRENNAN on the right. WIDOW BRENNAN. No sign of him. I made what I could, but she would not let me Turn back and leave her. She was all a-tremble For fear of seeing Larry. Sure the girl Is foolish in her mind. You might come yet. The moon will soon be rising, and till then I will watch for you as many a time I have watched In the old days; and you always came at last, Though never, avic, 'twas by so long a road. (Goes up to the Seat.) LADY KATHLEEN. Was that a step? I hearit is a step. Who is there? who is there? (Starting up.) WIDOW BREENAN. My lady! Can it be Yourself this night? LADY KATHLEEN. The evening looked so fine, I came outI came out to watch the sunset. It has been a long while setting. WIDOW BRENNAN. Praised be God, 'Tis pleasant weather; only now and again I feel a mist and softness on the air. Good-night, my lady, and I ask your pardon For so disturbing you. (Going.) LADY KATHLEEN. No, no; you meant To wait until this shower went by. Sit here, Or I will not stay. (They sit down.) I know your face so well; I used to see you, surely? WIDOW BRENNAN. Ay, my lady. The Widow Brennan I am; my little house Is but a stone's-throw up the road beyond The gate-lodge there; and often riding by I have seen yourself, my lady, with his Honour. Just where the bog-boreen turns off it is, With sallies by it, and a big fuchsia-bush Against the wall, and reaching up the thatch: You might remember. LADY KATHLEEN. I remember, indeed. And sometimes grazing there a small white goat Poor Minnehaha shied at. WIDOW BRENNAN. Sure, my lady, I have the wee goat yet, and all I have She is since Larry is gone. LADY KATHLEEN. Your son? WIDOW BRENNAN. My son, And the only son I have; a fine tall lad; No one to match him in the parish, unless The Captain maybe. And his Honour thought A deal of Larry. Making sure I was He had come safe through the battle, when one night A boy below at Kavanagh's spelled out Upon the paper: Add to killedGod help me Add to killed Private Lawrence Brennan. LADY KATHLEEN. Ah, Then you are all alone too, all the day. They are very long days in the empty house, When nobody is ever coming home, And nothing more can happen. WIDOW BRENNAN. Ay, and the nights They are cruelly long. But you are so young, my lady, You should be sleeping sound. As folks grow old, The soft sleep withers off them, like the blossom That is blowing off the hedge at ever breath Because we are nigh in June. LADY KATHLEEN. I Sometimes think We pay too dear for dreams, when we awaken In the grey morning, half forgetting; and yet 'Tis only in dreams we seeunlessthey say Strange things are seen here in the glen these times. Have you heard? WIDOW BRENNAN. Strange, my lady? LADY KATHLEEN. Yes, for at dusk A soldier comes and walks along this way, And by the river. Yesterday the boys From Laraghmena, after the hurley match, Met him close by; and other people often. But nowhere in Rosbride, nor round about it, Is any soldier stayingso is it not strange? WIDOW BRENNAN. I would scarcely think it very strange, my lady, If some poor lad, who lift his heart at home, And bore a wishful one overseas with him, To break if harm befell him far away, Should strive against the black and bitter door Clapped in a sudden instant there between us, Till by some chink or chance he should slip back Once more among the old places, like a dream Strayed out of sleep, to did them all good - bye, And say a longer road he would have to go To find forgetting. Larry would try, for sure, That knows I miss this world with missing him. LADY KATHLEEN. But if it was heif it was your son come back, Straight home to you he would have gone; not stayed To wander here. Why should he stand and look At the shrubs we planted? Norah told me WIDOW BRENNAN. Larry Was fond, my lady, of this little glen. I mind how many a time he has said to me The pleasant place it was. But none the more He would e'er make free to set his foot in it, save Of early mornings maybe, or evenings late, Lest he might chance on some one from the House. Sure, if he knows, he will never come this night. To annoy your ladyship. LADY KATHLEEN. Ah no, ah no, I only meant I thought he would go wherever He would sureliest meet his mother. WIDOW BRENNAN. Ay, he would. So here I am. That was the wind went by, And shook the raindrops out of the wet leaves. Dear heart, dear heart, my lady, you look so white. You are not afraid? LADY KATHLEEN. Why should I be afraid? WIDOW BRENNAN. That would be hard to say. And yet but now I had Norah Farrell holding by my cloak, And bidding me stay near her, like a child That is frightened with some goblin in the dark, And ready to have run three ways at once. Troth, she set off the straight road to the door, As if a flood's foam-waves were coursing her, In dread of meeting Larry. LADY KATHLEEN. It was not Larry She feared this morning. WIDOW BRENNAN. Folk that fear the like Know little what they need fear. They have never looked Down all a life, and seen it stretching lone, Lone, lone, away to its end that lies far off. If only a shadow moved there, you would pray To reach it, for its company; and even But once to see it pass the way you go Would seem heart's comfort. LADY KATHLEEN. Is there an end far off? I see none far or near. And now you say Not even the shadow comes to me. And yet My way is longer maybe. WIDOW BRENNAN. Ah, mavrone, All lonesome roads are long. I am not so old That days count each one like a rosary bead In prayers you scarce will finish or e'er you sleep. Reckon as I will, no such great age at all Can I put upon myself: last year my hair Was dark as yours, my lady, every thread. It is the burning sorrows make white heads Of black ones, as the burning flame strews over The black peat-sods with flakes of snowy ashes. LADY KATHLEEN. What would you do if you were only twenty, With never a white hair yet, no ashes yet, But always burning grief? WIDOW BRENNAN. Whist, honey, whist. Now God be good to you, and God forgive me. Too much I make of Larry and myself; Ay, ay, and you so young. Well, if this night His Honour comes, not Larry, in my heart I will not begrudge youit will be very strange If any come, and my lad bides away But in my heart I will not begrudge you him. NELLIE CONNOR darts out of the shrubs on the right, and is stealing across the path in front of the seat in the direction of the gale. She wears a while shawl and a crimson skirt. WIDOW BRENNAN starts up and grasps her arm. WIDOW BRENNAN. Is that you, Nellie Connor? In God's name What brought you here? Whom have you come to meet? NELLIE CONNOR. Ah, Mrs. Brennan, ma'am, you frightened me Out of my senses. Let me go, ma'am dear, And never tell a word, or I will be killed. Mick Tierney is waiting for me at the gate. 'Tis he that 'listed at Glenmoyle last year, And he and I were speaking long before, But unbeknownst, for if my father knew He would rage like fire. WIDOW BRENNAN. What has he against the boy? NEELIE CONNOR. Against him? 'Twould be hard for any man To say Mick had his better in this country; But sure they have set their hearts on making up A match for me with old John Gahan, that is rich. Faith, they might spare their pains, for if he built His peat-stack high with sods of shining gold, I would never look at him nor them. And now There is no one knows that Mick is come home on leave, And staying awhile up yonder at his brother's, Beyond Lisconnel. So across the bog Mick steps at sunset, and I watch my chance To slip out after supper, and meet him here. The folk at home would kill me if they guessed, And I heard tell, indeed, some lads one night Caught sight of Mick, but by the lest good luck They took him for a ghost. The morrow morn Away he is. He is ordered to the war. WIDOW BRENNAN. God help you both. NELLIE CONNOR. By Christmas he will be home, A corporal or a sergeantwho can tell? With leave to marry at Shrove. And Mick has asked The sister he has living in the south To let me bide with her till he comes back, Lest while he was away my father would give me To old John Gahan. He will bring me news from her This night. Ah, don't delay me, woman dear, And speak you never a word. (A whistle from the gate.) There, that's his whistle. (She runs off to the left.) WIDOW BRENNAN. And that was all. It seems as if a door Shut in the dark. LADY KATHLEEN. There was no door, I think, Or none that ever was opened. Now it is late, And here we look for nothing any more; And so I will say good-night. (Going.) WIDOW BRENNAN. Good-night, lady. Indeed it is cold and dark, and all the boughs Are dripping with the rain-mists. She might get Her death, God pity her. LADY KATHLEEN (going). Oh! afraid, afraid. I was afraid to see him. I am glad To think I shall not see him. Now I know Some horrible thing has happened us. My hope Is only fear. Afraid I am this minute Of every rustling leaf. In the whole world What wish is left me but to shut my eyes On all its light, and open them nevermore? Since if we meet it must be far beyond This cold and dark and past the Fearthe Fear. (Exit.) WIDOW BRENNAN. God help the creatures: she that is at The end, And she that is at the beginning with no thought An end will come. Mayhap none comes but brings After it a new beginning, here or there. Mick Tierney? Sure my Larry is twice the man Mick Tierney ever will be, if he lives Till all the crows that build are young to him. Who could mistake the two? I disbelieve 'Twas Mick folk saw here. But, please God, I will come To-morrow after dusk and watch again. (Going.) So tall a lad there is none in all the town. It is high the heart in me leaped up with pride, As often as I say him stoop his head To clear our little dark door. 'Tis low enough, Too low it lies this night, asthore machree. And old Theresa Joyce, says she: ''Tis higher The heart of you would leap, if you beheld The grandeur and the gladness in the place Where Larry bides this day.' But sure God knows 'Tis easy for Theresa to be talking; I'll see him stooping in to me no more. (Exit.) A shadowy form begins to move up the path from the river. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...A FRIEND KILLED IN THE WAR by ANTHONY HECHT FOR JAMES MERRILL: AN ADIEU by ANTHONY HECHT TARANTULA: OR THE DANCE OF DEATH by ANTHONY HECHT CHAMPS D?ÇÖHONNEUR by ERNEST HEMINGWAY NOTE TO REALITY by TONY HOAGLAND A CURLEW'S CALL by JANE BARLOW |
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