Classic and Contemporary Poetry
TESTAMENT FOR MY STUDENTS, 1968 - 1969, by KAY BOYLE First Line: Each year you came jogging or loping down that hall Last Line: Their young arms cradling your bones. Subject(s): Literature; Oppression; Revolutions; Schools; Social Problems; Students | ||||||||
Each year you came jogging or loping down that hall Bearded or not, sweet emissaries from Arizona Montana, Illinois, Mass., beneath the light silk hair Or the dark, or the natural crown, skulls crushable, ribs breakable This year and last wearing sandals in order to run fast At your temples pools of blood always trembled And I would see them spill. Lodged in the red partitions of your hearts (Where your fathers reigned for a brief time) On the palpitating thrones of auricle left or ventricle right Legs crossed, fluently at ease, sat such brothers as Baudelaire Melville, Poe, sometimes Shakespeare, Genet, Rimbaud; or sisters Like Dickinson, Brontë, Austin, needlepoint set aside for that afternoon Or Gertrude Stein telling you over and over how Americans were doggedly made Your fingers, even though broken, crazily beckoned These brothers and sisters and others to you, in your lungs Enough breath remained to summon them all by name. These lines are set down for a reason that's suddenly gone out the window For I can recall now only your faces: Woodie Haut, Shawn Wong, Rebhun, Turks, Alvarado And how many more. Or I catch now and then the sound of a voice From a long way away, saying something like: "Poetry is for the people And it should represent the people." (You can say that again, Woodie) Or saying: "If the academic poets want to keep poetry for themselves, then They're no different from the administration of this college Which wants to keep education for the select few. I am inclined To agree with Eldridge Cleaver and the BSU that you are part of the problem Or else you are part of the solution." Or maybe Alvarado's voice can be heard Barely whispering under the campus trees: "Don't make too much noise You might wake up the middle class." Once I read in a book that the ear of the Oriental records sound so swiftly So sharply, that the falling of a rose petal from a vase will rouse him From his sleep. That spring, Shawn Wong awoke to see the mounted police charge, yet It was "the small white flowers trampled in the grass, and the blood Of poets lying near the broken stems" that stirred his gentle dreams Or Rebhun will flip aside the armor of arrogance he wears to type on the required paper "If you wish to see mankind, look into the glass. If you look long enough One man will become ten men, and then a hundred men, and then a thousand We saw the police striking out in a sadly strange fury. Each time The baton fell on bone, the pain was felt by all of us. For Behind the physical manifestations of our fervor we are one man Asking for another world, a world in which we are less tools Of an impersonal power, and ten or a hundred or a thousand men of flesh and blood." THE UNGARBLED STORY THAT UNFOLDED BEFORE ME Well, the incident I want to tell you about came to pass in a college small enough to put in your pocket. In the northern sticks of California it was, where a middle-aged white professor got up on the auditorium stage to introduce a black psychiatrist to what was left of a student body scattered in the seats on a rainy afternoon. The two principal characters had beards, but no two beards could have been more different one from the other. The black man's was a handsome addition to his face. The professor's was thin and ailing, but still he had managed to train it to do his bidding. Whenever he turned his shrunken head, the point of his beard jerked accusingly in still another direction, indicating with severity that education lay, if you were only able to see it, in that dusty corner right over there. "Dr. Parnassus is not just a psychiatrist who is black," the professor began this memorable introduction. "He is a black psychiatrist. I hope you can all grasp that distinction." For some reason nobody in the audience said: "Right on, brother" as he stood looking out over the auditorium, his beard pointing this way and then that. The black psychiatrist himself had instantly become expendable as he sat on the stage fingering his yellow silky tie. "There are not many around," continued the professor, and this was certainly the truest thing that had been said that afternoon, for the psychiatrist was the only black face within a mile or two. And then the professor turned to the exciting subject of himself. For a number of years, he said, he had been interested in the problems of minority groups, and in particular in the black man in the black ghetto. "I say, that's awfully good of you, old crutch," said somebody out of the top drawer of my English mementos.) And now the professor charmed everyone there with the avowal that he was about to lay the foundation for, or to initiate, or else to inaugurate, a course at this up and coming institution for the study of a Black Studies Program, and his beard waved sparsely in the direction of the psychiatrist. "I hope to have many eminent black scholars come to talk here on the subject of a study for the development of what may eventually become, we hope," he said. "Those who have been closely involved in educational procedures," the professor proceeded, excluding the audience from that happy experience, "have established beyond question that there is no possibility of successfully inaugurating or initiating, if you prefer or, indeed, laying the foundations for, any course unless that inauguration or initiation has been preceded by a long term study in depth of what it may be advisable to undertake at some future time." There was a perceptible movement of restlessness among the seated, including the psychiatrist, and the professor's beard jerked toward the door marked "Exit," but no one rose to go. It could have been that no one in the history of the college had ever got up and walked out in distaste for what was being said. The students in this place wore marvelously clean tan Levis, and navy blue windbreakers. The young men's hair was splendidly trimmed, and the girls' hair was anything but long and untamed. They all had regular shoes on their feet. It was another era entirely, and the things the professor was saying kept carrying us even farther back on the assembly line of his eager self-esteem. "This is somewhat of a pilot course I am initiating," were his words. "I might say it took a good deal of personal ingenuity to get it started, for it has a touch of revolutionary daring about it." (Oh, how dreary, dreary, can the purveyors of education be if you let them get out of hand for even two minutes, and this is what had taken place. That's what rock and roll is for; I knew it with sweet exhilaration then. It's the only thing loud enough to drown out the voices of the cautious of our day.) "A pre-study of a Black Studies Program could scarcely be considered anarchistic in concept," the professor hastened to add, his beard ready to do battle for him if it came to that. "Wisdom and reason are not the most popular words in our current vocabulary, but I still find them useful. This semester will be devoted to studying with patience and wisdom what reasonable procedure we can develop which will lead..." There are times when there is nothing left to do but take a decision, and now that moment had come. It would have been taken even had the psychiatrist, after glancing at his wristwatch, not risen to the occasion and made one step in the direction of the lectern. The professor turned his head in irritation, and the words died in his mouth. His beard pointed directly to the chair that the psychiatrist had vacated, but the black man had no intention of sitting down again. He tapped the crystal of his watch with his long forefinger. "I have a plane to catch in about three-quarters of an hour. I have to get back to Watts," he said, and so he was allowed to laugh out loud. Each year their eyes, midwestern gray or cattle-range blue Or jet like the ghetto, held visions of what might be achieved They wrote of the river bank that colonized men slide down In Fanon's prose, to cleanse themselves of the violence of the dance Or wrote: "We all sense the pressure of black passion We lose balance in the presence of the black man's frenzied Momentum toward autonomy. The urgent tempo with which He hurls himself at life dazzles us." When I see Victor Turks Again I'll ask him if he was listening when Sartre spoke For the dead Fanon, saying that all the inexcusable, the uncondonable acts Of violence on the part of those at bay are neither sound nor fury Nor the resurrection of savage instincts, but are part of The anguished process of man as he re-creates his lost identity "We should accept the black man's advances toward self-possession," Victor kept writing Looking up for a moment from Les Fleurs du Mal, Le Diable au Corps "As the means of his salvation. Let him, for once, not the white man Not the European, not Western civilization, but him set the example For us all to follow." It might be in this way, the trembling wind And the young midwestern voices whistled softly, that we could regain Our lost humanity. There were many more. There was Father Jim Hietter Muted laughter, muted grief, melodious student, saying to me That Christian hate had masqueraded for so long as Christian love The time had come to call it by its rightful name. "Stuff your holiday stomachs," He wrote at Christmas. "Paint your world with colored lights And sleep sleep sleep There is Police on Earth, and Eichmann carols the countdown To the Christ child's birth." There were others, among them Chris Miller who bought ankle-high sneakers With air vents, like portholes, near the soles. He loved them so That he walked with his dark head lowered to watch the pure white Canvas keeping pace with his thoughts, his talk. "A self Which does not transcend itself is dead," he said. I see the sideways Shy, dark smile and the pointed chin. "So let me rise into life And die naked like an animal, which I am," he wrote, "and be buried In my mother's earthy body, to rot, and to fertilize the soil. Thus Death will be my final offering to God." You were not afraid of death, sweet emissaries from Arizona Montana, Mass., and Illinois; or of mace, or of handcuffs or clubs And there's one thing more: you bore the terrible knowledge That colonized men and poets wear their sharpest pain on the surface Of their flesh, like an open sore But this year the writers you honored were, with the crack of a baton Turned suddenly to stone. Their tongues were hacked from their throats By bayonets, and the blows came steadily, savagely, on the exquisite Brittleness of bone. What good were the poets to you then, Baudelaire, Whitman Rimbaud, Poe? "All the good in the world!" you shouted out Through the blood in your mouths. They were there beside you on The campus grass, Shakespeare, Rilke, Brontë, Radiguet Yeats, Apollinaire, their fingers on the pulse in your wrists Their young arms cradling your bones. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...IN MICHAEL ROBINS?ÇÖS CLASS MINUS ONE by HICOK. 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