|
Classic and Contemporary Poetry
COME SI QUANDO, by ROBERT SEYMOUR BRIDGES Poet Analysis Poet's Biography First Line: How thickly the far fields of heaven are strewn with stars Last Line: As I lay marvelling at the riddle of my strange dream. Alternate Author Name(s): Bridges, Robert+(2) Subject(s): Dreams; Nightmares | |||
HOW thickly the far fields of heaven are strewn with stars! Tho' the open eye of day shendeth them with its glare yet, if no cloudy wind curtain them nor low mist of earth blindfold us, soon as Night in grey mantle wrappeth all else, they appear in their optimacy from under the ocean or behind the high mountains climbing in spacious ranks upon the stark-black void: Ev'n so in our mind's night burn far beacons of thought and the infinite architecture of our darkness, the dim essence and being of our mortalities, is sparkled with fair fire-flecks of eternity whose measure we know not nor the wealth of their rays. It happ'd to me sleeping in the Autumn night, what time Sirius was uplifting his great lamp o'er the hills, I saw him notmy sight was astray, my wonder held by the epiphany of a seraphic figure that was walking on earthin my visions it was I saw one in the full form and delight of man, the signature of godhead in his motion'd grace, and the aureole of his head was not dimm'd to my view; the shekinah of azure floating o'er him in the air seem'd the glow of a fire that burn'd steadfast within prison'd to feed the radiance of his countenance; as a lighthouse flasheth over broken waters a far resistless beam from its strong tower: it was as if Nature had deign'd to take back from man's hand some work of her own as art had refashion'd it when Giorgione (it might be) portraying the face of one who hath left no memory but that picture and watching well the features at their play to find some truth worthy of his skill, caught them for a moment transfigured by a phantom visitation of spirit which seizing he drew forth and fix'd on the canvas as thence it hath gazed out for ever, and once on me: Even such immanent beauty had that heroic face and all that look'd on it loved and many worshipp'd. For me, comfort possess'd me, the intimate comfort of Beauty that is the soul's familiar angel who bringeth me alway such joy as a man feeleth returning to the accustom'd homeliness of home after long absence or exile among strange things, and my heart in me was laughing for happiness when I saw a great fear fell on the worshippers, The fear of God: I saw its smoky shadow of dread; and as a vast Plutonian mountain that burieth its feet in molten lava and its high peak in heaven, whenever it hath decoy'd some dark voyaging storm to lave its granite shoulders, dischargeth the flood in a thousand torrents o'er its flanks to the plain and all the land is vocal with the swirl and gush of the hurrying waters, so suddenly in this folk a flood of troublous passion arose and mock'd control. Then saw I the light vanities and follies of man put on dragonish faces and glour with Gorgon eyes disowning Shame and Reason, and one poët I saw who from the interdependence and rivalry of men loathing his kind had fled into the wilderness to wander among the beasts and make home of their caves: like to those Asian hermits color'd by their clime who drank the infatuation of the wide torrid sand the whelming tyranny of the lonely sun by day the boundless nomadry of the stars by night, who sought primeval brotherhood with things unbegotten; who for ultimate comfort clothing them i' the skin of nakedness wrapt nothingness closely about them choosing want for wealth and shapeless terrors for friends, in the embrace of desolation and wearied silence to lie babe-like on the bosom of unpitying power. But he found not rest nor peace for his soul: I read his turbulent passion, the blasphemy of his heart as I stood among the rocks that chuckled the cry wherewith he upcast reproach into the face of heaven. 'UNVEIL thine eyes, O THEMIS! Stand, unveil thine eyes! from the high zenith hang thy balance in the skies! In one scale set thy Codes of Justice Duty and Awe thy penal interdicts the tables of thy Law and in the other the postulant plea of Mercy and Love: then thine unbandaged sight shall know thy cause how light and see thy thankless pan fly back to thee above. 'Or wilt thou deeplier wager, an if thou hast the key to unlock the cryptic storehouse of futurity, fetch the mint-treasure forth, unpack the Final Cause whose prime alweighty metal must give Reason pause; or if'tis of such stuff as man's wit cannot gauge scale thou the seal'd deposit in its iron-bound cage Nay, lengthen out the beam of the balance on thy side unequal as thou wilt, so that on mine the pan to hold the thoughts of man be deep enough and wide. 'What Providence is this that maketh sport with Chance blindly staking against things of no ordinance? Must the innocent dear birds that singing in the shaw with motherly instinct wove their nest of twisted straw see in some icy hail-gust their loved mansion drown'd and all their callow nurselings batter'd on the ground? Even so a many-generation'd city of men the storied temple of their endeavour and amorous ken is toss'd back into rubbish by a shudder of the earth's crust: Nor even the eternal stars have any sanction'd trust that, like ships in dark night ill-fatedly on their course, they shall not meet and crash together, and all their force be churn'd back to the vapory magma whence they grew age-long to plod henceforth their frustrate path anew. 'From this blind wreckage then hath Wisdom no escape but limitless production of every living shape? How shall man honour this Demiurge and yet keep in due honour the gift that he rateth so cheap? Myriad seeds perfected that one seed may survive Millions of men, that Reason in a scant few may thrive, Multiplication alike of good bad strong and weak and the overflow of life more wasteful than the leak. 'And what this treasure, of which, so prodigal of the whole, he granteth unto each pensioner in such niggard dole? its short lease on such terms as only can be enjoy'd against some equal title invaded or destroy'd? What is this banquet where the guests are served for meat? What hospitality? What kind of host is he the bill of whose purveyance is Kill ye each other and eat? 'Or why, if the excellence of conscient Reason is such, the accomplishment so high, that it renounce all touch of kindness with its kin and humbler parentage building the slaughter-house beside the pasturage Why must this last best most miraculous flower of all be canker'd at the core, prey to the spawn and spawl of meanest motes? must stoop from its divine degree to learn the spire and spilth of every insensate filth that swarmeth in the chaos of obscenity? 'And if the formless ferment of life's primal slime bred without stint, and came through plant and beast in time to elaborate the higher appurtenance of sex Why should this low-born urgency persist to vex man's growth in grace? for sure the procreant multitude would riot to outcrowd the earth wer't not for lack of food, and thus the common welfare serveth but to swell the common woe, whereat the starvelings more rebel. See, never hungry horde of savage raiders slipp'd from Tartary's parching steppes so for destruction equipp'd as midst our crowded luxury now the sneaking swarm that pilfereth intelligence from Science to storm Civilization in her well-order'd citadel. Thus Culture doeth herself to death reinforcing hell and seeth no hope but this, that what she hath wrought in vain since it was wrought before, may yet be wrought again and fall to a like destruction again and evermore. 'And what Man's Mind? since even without this foul offence it breedeth its own poison of its own excellence: it riseth but to fall deeper, it cannot endure. Attainment stayeth pursuit and being itself impure dispiriteth the soul. All power engendereth pride and poor vainglory seeing its image magnified upon the ignoble mirror of common thought, will trust the enticements of self-love and the flattery thereof and call on fame to enthrone ambition and mortal lust. 'Wherefore, since Reason assureth neither final term nor substantive foundations impeccable and firm as brutish instincts areand Virtue in default goeth down before the passions crowding to the assault; Nothing being justified all things are ill or well are justifiable alike or unjustifiable till, whether in mocking laughter or mere melancholy, Philosophy will turn to vindicate folly: and if thru' thought it came that man first learnt his woe, his Memory accumulating the recorded sum his Prescience anticipating fresh ills to come, How could it be otherwise? Why should it not be so? 'And last, O worst! for surely all wrongs had else been nought had never Imagination exalted human thought with spiritual affection of tenderness intense beyond all finest delicacy of bodily sense; so that the gift of tears, that is the fount of song maketh intolerable agony of Nature's wrong. Ask her that taught man filial love, what she hath done the mother of all mothers, she unto her own dear son? him innocently desirous to love her well by unmotherly cruelty she hath driven to rebel, hath cast out in the night homeless and to his last cry for guidance on his way hath deign'd him no reply. 'And thou that in symbolic mockery feign'st to seal thine eyes from horrors that thou hast no heart to feel, Thou, THEMIS, wilt suspect not the celestial weight of the small parcels that I now pile on the plate. These are love's bereavements and the blightings of bloom the tears of mourners inconsolable at the tomb of promise wither'd and fond hope blasted in prime: These, the torrential commiserations of all time These, the crime-shrieks of war, plague-groans and famine-cries These, the slow-standing tears in children's questioning eyes These, profuse tears of fools, These, coy tears of the wise in solitude bewailing and in sad silence the perishing record of hard-won experience Ruin of accomplishment that no toil can restore Heroic Will chain'd down on Fate's cold dungeon-floor. See here the tears of prophets, confessors of faith the tears of beauty-lovers, merchants of the unpriced in calumny and reproach, in want, wanhope and death persecuted betray'd imprison'd sacrificed; All tears from Adam's tears unto the tears of Christ. 'Look to thy balance, THEMIS; Should thy scale descend bind up thine eyes again, I shall no more contend; for if the Final Cause vindicate Nature's laws her universal plan giveth no heed to man No place; for him Confusion is his Final Cause.' THUS threw he to the wilderness and silent sky his outrageous despair the self-pity of mankind and the disburdenment of his great heaviness left his heart suddenly so shaken and unsteadied he seem'd like one who fording a rapid river and poising on his head a huge stone that its weight may plant his footing firmly and stiffen his body upright against the rushing water, hath midway let it fall and with his burden hath lost his balance, and staggering into the bubbling eddy is borne helpless away. Even so a stream of natural feeling o'erwhelm'd him whether of home maybe and childhood or of lovers' eyes of fond friendship and service, or perchance he felt himself a rebel untaught who had pilfer'd Wisdom's arms to work disorder and havoc in the city of God: For suddenly he was dumbstruck and with humbled step of unwitting repentance he stole back to his cave and wrapping his poor rags about him took his way again to his own people and the city whence he had fled. There in the market-place a wild haggard figure I saw him anon where high above a surging crowd he stood waving his hands like some prophet of old dream-sent to warn God's people; but them the strong words of his chasten'd humanity inflame but the more; forwhy they cannot suffer mention of holiness nor the sound of the names that convince them of sin If there be any virtue, if there be any praise, 'tis not for them to hear of or think on those things. I saw what he spake to them tho' I heard it not only at the sting thereof the loud wrath that arose. As a wild herd of cattle on the prairie pasturing if they are aware of one amongst them sick or maim'd or in some part freak-hued differently from themselves will be moved by instinct of danger and set on him and bowing all their heads drive him out with their horns as enemy to their selfwill'd community; even such brutish instinct impell'd that human herd and some had stoop'd to gather loose stones from the ground and were hurling at him: he crouch'd with both his arms covering his head and would have hid himself from them in fear more of their crime than of his own peril Then with a plunge of terror he turn'd and fled for life and they in wild joy of the chase with hue and cry broke after him and away and bent on sport to kill hunted their startled game before them down the streets. Awhile he escaped and ran apart, but soon I saw the leaders closing on himI was hiding my eyes lest I should see him taken and torn in blood, when, lo! the street whereon they ran was block'd across his way by a white-robed throng that came moving with solemn pace waving banners and incense and high chant on the air, and bearing 'neath a rich canopy of reverence their object of devotionas oft in papal Rome was seen vying with pomps of earthly majesty or now on Corpus Christi day thro' Westminster in babylonish exile paradeth our roads and as I looked in wonder on the apparition, I saw the hunted man into their midst dash'd wildly and fell. 'Twas like as when a fox that long with speed and guile hath resolutely outstay'd the yelling murderous pack if when at last his limbs fail him and he knoweth the hounds hot on his trail and himself quite outworn will in desperation forgo his native fear and run for refuge into some hamlet of men and there will enter a cotter's confined cabin and plead panting with half-closed eyes to the heart of his foe, altho' he knoweth nought of the Divinity of that Nature to whom he pleadeth, nor knoweth ev'n that he pleadeth, yet he pleadeth not in vain so great is Naturefor the good wife hath pity, will suffer him to hide there under settle or bed until the hunt be pass'd, will cheer him and give him milk of her children's share until he be restor'd when she will let him forth to his roguish freedom again So now this choral convoy of heavenly pasture gave ready succour and harbour to the hunted man and silencing their music broke their bright-robed ranks to admit him, and again closed round him where foredone he fell down in their midst: and hands I saw outstretch'd to upraise him, but when he neither rose up nor stirr'd they knelt aghast, and one, who in solemn haste came up and for the splendour of his apparel an elder seem'd, bent over him there and whisper'd sacred words, whereat he motion'd and gave sign, and offering his dumb mouth took from the priestly fingers such food as is dealt unto the dying, and when the priest stood up I knew by the gesture of his silence that the man was dead. Then feet and head his body in fair linen winding they raised and bore along with dirge and shriving prayer such as they use when one of their own brotherhood after mortal probation has enter'd into rest and they will bury his bones where Christ at his coming shall bid them all arise from their tombs in the church; Whereto their long procession now went filing back threading the streets, and dwarfed beneath the bright façade crept with its head to climb the wide steps to the porch whereunder, as ever there they arrived, the dark doorway swallowed them out of sight: and still the train came on with lurching bannerets and tottering canopy threading the streets and mounting to the shadowy porch arriving entering disappearing without end when I awoke, the dirge still sounding in my ears the night wind blowing thro' the open window upon me as I lay marvelling at the riddle of my strange dream. | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...VARIATIONS: 14 by CONRAD AIKEN VARIATIONS: 18 by CONRAD AIKEN LIVE IT THROUGH by DAVID IGNATOW A DREAM OF GAMES by JOSEPHINE JACOBSEN THE DREAM OF WAKING by RANDALL JARRELL |
|