Classic and Contemporary Poetry
ASOLANDO: BAD DREAMS, by ROBERT BROWNING Poet Analysis Poet's Biography First Line: Last night I saw you in my sleep Last Line: Of scorn ... If only ghosts might blab! Subject(s): Dreams; Nightmares | ||||||||
I LAST night I saw you in my sleep: And how your charm of face was changed! I asked, "Some love, some faith you keep?" You answered, "Faith gone, love estranged." Whereat I woke -- a twofold bliss: Waking was one, but next there came This other: "Though I felt, for this, My heart break, I loved on the same." II YOU in the flesh and here -- Your very self! Now, wait! One word! May I hope or fear? Must I speak in love or hate? Stay while I ruminate! The fact and each circumstance Dare you disown? Not you! That vast dome, that huge dance, And the gloom which overgrew A -- possibly festive crew! For why should men dance at all -- Why women -- a crowd of both -- Unless they are gay? Strange ball -- Hands and feet plighting troth, Yet partners enforced and loth! Of who danced there, no shape Did I recognize: thwart, perverse, Each grasped each, past escape In a whirl or weary or worse: Man's sneer met woman's curse, While he and she toiled as if Their guardian set galley-slaves To supple chained limbs grown stiff: Unmanacled trulls and knaves -- The lash for who misbehaves! And a gloom was, all the while, Deeper and deeper yet O'ergrowing the rank and file Of that army of haters -- set To mimic love's fever-fret. By the wall-side close I crept, Avoiding the livid maze, And, safely so far, outstepped On a chamber -- a chapel, says My memory or betrays -- Closet-like, kept aloof From unseemly witnessing What sport made floor and roof Of the Devil's palace ring While his Damned amused their king. Ay, for a low lamp burned, And a silence lay about What I, in the midst, discerned Though dimly till, past doubt, 'T was a sort of throne stood out -- High seat with steps, at least: And the topmost step was filled By -- whom? What vestured priest A stranger to me, -- his guild, His cult, unreconciled To my knowledge how guild and cult Are clothed in this world of ours: I pondered, but no result Came to -- unless that Giaours So worship the Lower Powers. When suddenly who entered? Who knelt -- did you guess I saw? Who -- raising that face were centred Allegiance to love and law So lately -- off-casting awe, Down-treading reserve, away Thrusting respect ... but mine Stands firm -- firm still shall stay! Ask Satan! for I decline To tell -- what I saw, in fine! Yet here in the flesh you come -- Your same self, form and face, -- In the eyes, mirth still at home! On the lips, that commonplace Perfection of honest grace! Yet your errand is -- needs must be -- To palliate -- well, explain, Expurgate in some degree Your soul of its ugly stain. Oh, you -- the good in grain -- How was it your white took tinge? "A mere dream" -- never object! Sleep leaves a door on hinge Whence soul, ere our flesh suspect, Is off and away: detect Her vagaries when loose, who can! Be she pranksome, be she prude, Disguise with the day began: With the night -- ah, what ensued From draughts of a drink hell-brewed? Then She: "What a queer wild dream! And perhaps the best fun is -- Myself had its fellow -- I seem Scarce awake from yet. 'T was this -- Shall I tell you? First, a kiss! "For the fault was just your own, -- 'T is myself expect apology: You warned me to let alone (Since our studies were mere philology) That ticklish (you said) Anthology. "So I dreamed that I passed exam Till a question posed me sore: 'Who translated this epigram By -- an author we best ignore?' And I answered, 'Hannah More'!" III THIS was my dream: I saw a Forest Old as the earth, no track nor trace Of unmade man. Thou, Soul, explorest -- Though in a trembling rapture -- space Immeasurable! Shrubs, turned trees, Trees that touch heaven, support its freize Studded with sun and moon and star: While -- oh, the enormous growths that bar Mine eye from penetrating past Their tangled twine where lurks -- nay, lives Royally lone, some brute-type cast I' the rough, time cancels, man forgives. On, Soul! I saw a lucid City Of architectural device Every way perfect. Pause for pity, Lightning! nor leave a cicatrice On those bright marbles, dome and spire, Structures palatial, -- streets which mire Dares not defile, paved all too fine For human footstep's smirch, not thine -- Proud solitary traverser, My Soul, of silent lengths of way -- With what ecstatic dread, aver, Lest life start sanctioned by thy stay! Ah, but the last sight was the hideous! A City, yes, -- a Forest, true, -- But each devouring each. Perfidious Snake-plants had strangled what I knew Was a pavilion once: each oak Held on his horns some spoil he broke By surreptitiously beneath Upthrusting: pavements, as with teeth, Griped huge weed widening crack and split In squares and circles stone-work erst. Oh, Nature -- good! Oh, Art -- no whit Less worthy! Both in one -- accurst! IV IT happened thus: my slab, though new, Was getting weather-stained, -- beside, Herbage, balm, peppermint o'ergrew Letter and letter: till you tried Somewhat, the Name was scarce descried. That strong stern man my lover came: -- Was he my lover? Call him, pray, My life's cold critic bent on blame Of all poor I could do or say To make me worth his love one day -- One far day when, by diligent And dutiful amending faults, Foibles, all weaknesses which went To challenge and excuse assaults Of culture wronged by taste that halts -- Discrepancies should mar no pian Symmetric of the qualities Claiming respect from -- say -- a man That's strong and stern. "Once more he pries Into me with those critic eyes!" No question! so -- "Conclude, condemn Each failure my poor self avows! Leave to its fate all you contemn! There's Solomon's selected spouse: Earth needs must hold such maids -- choose them!" Why, he was weeping! Surely gone Sternness and strength: with eyes to ground And voice a broken monotone -- "Only be as you were! Abound In foibles, faults, -- laugh, robed and crowned "As Folly's veriest queen, -- care I One feather-fluff? Look pity, Love, On prostrate me -- your foot shall try This forehead's use -- mount thence above, And reach what Heaven you dignify!" Now, what could bring such change about? The thought perplexed: till, following His gaze upon the ground, -- why, out Came all the secret! So, a thing Thus simple has deposed my king! For, spite of weeds that strove to spoil Plain reading on the lettered slab, My name was clear enough -- no soil Effaced the date when one chance stab Of scorn ... if only ghosts might blab! | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...VARIATIONS: 14 by CONRAD AIKEN VARIATIONS: 18 by CONRAD AIKEN LIVE IT THROUGH by DAVID IGNATOW A DREAM OF GAMES by JOSEPHINE JACOBSEN THE DREAM OF WAKING by RANDALL JARRELL APOLOGY FOR BAD DREAMS by ROBINSON JEFFERS GIVE YOUR WISH LIGHT by ROBINSON JEFFERS CHILDE ROLAND TO THE DARK TOWER CAME' by ROBERT BROWNING |
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