Classic and Contemporary Poetry
BARABBAS, by SILAS WEIR MITCHELL Poet's Biography First Line: When he opens the gates of the morning Last Line: Amplias. Perhaps, perhaps! Subject(s): Bible; Generosity; Pride; Religion; Self-esteem; Self-respect; Theology | ||||||||
Tents in the hills north of Bethlehem. Evening, near to dusk. An aged Hebrew standing before a tent chants. DRAMATIS PERSONAE: AMPLIAS. YACOB. BARABBAS. DAVID. YACOB. When He opens the gates of the morning, Bow lowly to pray. When He closes the gates of the evening, Thank Him for thy day. Enter His courts with thanksgiving, Enter with praise; The gates of His Mercy are open All gracious His ways. [He ceases and watches a lad, who comes quickly. Why are you here? I trust the flocks are safe. DAVID. The shepherd guards them and they cannot stray. I saw two strangers coming; one seemed blind. I thought them lost, but he who could not see Said to the other, "Come, some tents are near, We shall find friends." But then the other said, "Or quite as likely Arab plunderers." Then I thought fit to say, "A welcome waits; My father's tents lie yonder. Follow me." The young man answered, "We must trust your words. This blind man found me wandering and starved; He gave me food and water, saying, 'Come!' I followed him in wonder and in doubt." The blind man, father, did not wait or speak, And I ran by in haste to tell of them. YACOB. It may be, son, he is not really blind; A beggar's fraud, perhaps. What matters it! Go quickly, son, and fetch the bread and salt. [He greets the two men as they draw near. The blind man touches head, heart, and lips, as he bends, remaining silent. His companion touches his forehead and bows. The host returns the Oriental salutation of the blind man. YACOB. Take of my bread and salt; my tents are yours. [They accept. The peace of God which passeth other peace Be with you ever. BARABBAS. May your days be long, Long in the land that once was ours alone. [Meanwhile AMPLIAS, the younger man, who has been uneasily watchful, murmurs to himself. AMPLIAS. (Aloud) Ah! Hebrews both, and surely to be trusted, May the great God of Chance be good to you, And, fortune-favored, may you live as long As you are happy and all gods are kind Your gods and mine. What better can I wish? YACOB. Enter and share with us our evening meal. (To DAVID) Fetch me cool water from the jar; their feet May well be heat-sore from the desert sands. (To AMPLIAS) Our people hereabout say David's spring More than another has refreshing power. AMPLIAS (At ease). I passed the spring at sunset days ago, And paused to watch the tall, lithe maidens come With balanced water-jars upon their heads And hand on hip, a merry company. More black than midnight was their wind-blown hair; I lingered, jealous of the golden light That turned to bronze its darkness. I could spin Gay verses on them to make envious The fair-haired beauties of Athenian homes. [The blind man sits silent. YACOB (Pleased and laughing). Oft have I watched when in my younger days. Their mothers came as now the daughters come; I used to hear their gladsome chorus swell, "Give us such lovers as came to the well, Benaiah, Abishai, and Asahel." AMPLIAS. I caught gay fragments of some broken song, My servants said was of the man you name, This David, once a poet and a king. YACOB. Enter my tent. When you have cooled your feet, Eaten and rested, you may hear the tale Told as a brave man told it of himself. BARABBAS. An ancient story of the poet-king When we were not the cringing slaves of Rome. [They lie at rest on the tent rugs while the lad bathes their feet and their hunger is satisfied. AMPLIAS. My thanks, good lad. What is it you are called? DAVID. David. AMPLIAS. Indeed, a namesake of the king! [He lies at ease, with hands clasped behind his head. (To YACOB) You should know more of usof me, at least. Hunger and thirst are foes to courtesy! YACOB. We ask no name but guest of those to whom We gladly give what God to us has given, Who are His guests. AMPLIAS. A gracious comment, yet I claim the pleasant liberty to learn Who is this gentle almoner of the gods. YACOB. My name is Yacob, and the lad, my son. We, as you see, are merely shepherd folk, Well pleased when some one from the busy world Brings news a six-months old, or haply takes A sheep or two for taxes, and we hear Which Cæsar rules. AMPLIAS. Your name will live with me. A welcome guest of oft-reminding hours. My name is Amplias, a Greek by birth, Rich when at home, but now a stranded man With what of life disastrous fortune left When robber Arabs fell on me and took My slaves, my beasts, and left me little else. This blind man's kindness led me safely here. What instinct guides me? When I questioned him, Grateful and curious, he made brief replies And said no needless word from morn to eve, When talk or jest had eased a weary way. YACOB (Laughing). Talk if you will. We are not quite unlearned, And talk with one who knows the outer world Is always welcome to a lonely man. AMPLIAS. I have seen men and cities, wrangled too With mad philosophers or played with verse, And won with wit the rose-crown of the feast; Have wandered far, and now that I am fed Am what I was not these three talk-starved days. I doubt if empty nightingales could sing! First for the song, and then, perhaps, the friend Who led me hither will confess the charm Shared with the swallow on his airy flight. [Barabbas has meanwhile been a silent listener. The lad sitting near him feels now the touch of the blind man as he speaks. BARABBAS. You have lived half your life the weathercock Of every wind that blowsof every breeze. AMPLIAS. Now there, at last, our friend has something said, A weathercock's a rather useful thing A tireless sentinel, and much in use To point sage morals for the young, when age Has set sad limits to men's naughtiness And left one luxury, the power to scold. YACOB (Pleasantly). A restless symbol of the joy of change You Greeks so dearly love. Now then, blind friend, Your answer to our merry weathercock. BARABBAS (To YACOB). He shall be answered when my hour has come. I am called Barabbas;once you knew me well. YACOB (Smiles). The storms of life, I fear, have wrecked for me Too many memories of younger days, And after all the name is not the man. BARABBAS. You were the Rabbi Yacob. Once we met Not since that day have I seen face of man. AMPLIAS. That seems to hint a story. May I ask BARABBAS. Askyou may ask in vain; what matters it! AMPLIAS. I pray you, pardon me; but really now The talk goes back to something worth one's while, Grows eloquent of opportunity, And we may talk until the cool of night Leaves silver moons upon the dewy grass. That's worth remembrance for a fertile hour. [Writes on his tablets. YACOB. Thanks for a pleasant thought. Sing now, my son, And keep some memory of those silver moons We used to call the Arab spider-tents. Forget us all, and be the poet-king. [The boy rises proudly and chants. DAVID. This is a psalm of remembrance, A song to be sung Of three friends who loved me When I was still young. Dry-lipped from the desert I slumbered, accurst With dreams of far waters That mocked at my thirst. I stood, a boy shepherd, Where guarding the brink The maidens asked coyly A song for a drink; Or naked and heated I lay where below The sun-gift from Lebanon Crumbled to snow, Till gaily, dream-happy, I raced through the shade Where far-braided silver Of rivulets strayed. What joy for the kiss of The virginal pool, Whose chaste water clasped me Delicious and cool, Where the white lilies rocked In the sun-cradled light. When waking, and thirsting, I moaned in the night, And cried, with lost manhood, "Who is there will bring Where Philistines guard it, A draft from the spring?" At morning I saw them Men bleeding, and dumb, Till Asahel murmured, "My lord, we are come. We smote in the mid-watch The Philistine band; We smote till the sword hilt Was locked to the hand. The vultures are stooping To find at the spring The dead who once guarded The water we bring The water you asked for." They gave to my fear The skin bag men carry When battle is near. Ah, me, the mad longing! "Far be it, oh Lord!" On the sand of the desert The water I poured: "To the God of our fathers I give what you gave; I drink not, my brothers, The blood of the brave!" AMPLIAS. That voice in Rome, my lad, would bring you gold. BARABBAS. Does it bring nothing but a thought of gold? AMPLIAS (Gaily). Nothing? Indeed! It opens golden mines Of thought, conjecture, questions numberless. The water wasted on the desert sand Was such libation as at feasts we pour To Bacchus, master of the festal hour. BARRABAS. He gave from need, and you of base excess. AMPLIAS (Pleasantly). No single motive ever rules a man. The custom may be old, and vanity Has many forms, as thus DAVID (Aside to YACOB). I hate the man. AMPLIAS. What says the lad? YACOB. Now answer him, my son, Say what you will. Speak out your honest thought. DAVID. I'm very sorry that I sang for you; You would have drunk the water. You, our guest, Insult the memory of our hero-king. AMPLIAS. No man can say what such an hour may bring; Decisions vary with the weather's change. BARABBAS. Bird-witted ever, these light-minded Greeks! AMPLIAS. Another hour of thirst mightI suppose Those men drank deeply at the conquered spring? DAVID (Angrily). They did not drink. AMPLIAS. And wherefore not, my lad? DAVID. I do not know; they went and came athirst. YACOB. The lad would say that had he been of them To kill and quench his thirst had lost their gift The nobleness of sacrificial honor. DAVID. I should have done as they did, now I know. [For a time no one speaks. YACOB rises and throws wide the tent- flaps. AMPLIAS also rises, takes water from the water-jar, and leaning against the tent-pole speaks. AMPLIAS. When one goes wandering in that lesser world Why not the greaterwhich men call the mind, He has adventures, like all travelers. BARABBAS (Abruptly). What find you now to mock a noble deed? AMPLIAS. While I flew carelessly the kites of thought, A naughty thief of manners stole away The gentlehood of courtesy. It was A noble deed, my lad, and fitting well The honor of a poet and a man. YACOB. Take you our thanks. I, too, was wandering, What is this gift, which lacking, man is dead? BARABBAS. One of our rabbis said, "The wine of God." AMPLIAS. That's worth remembrance; just the thought-winged phrase A poet finds in some unequaled hour. [Uses his tablets. YACOB. Of all the gifts of God most wonderful, Ocean or dewdrop, terrible or sweet. AMPLIAS (Gently, after a pause). Again a thought, for but a moment lost. If your one God has power infinite, It follows surely that He may at will Give to Himself infinity of joy, And in some isolated wonderment Supremacy of happiness acquire, The artist gladness in created things. YACOB. He saw, and said the world He made was good. AMPLIAS. I could suggest exceptions. YACOB. There are none. For one who sees things with the eyes of Christ. BARABBAS. The eyes of Christ!Ah, me, the eyes of Christ! [AMPLIAS regarding him is silent a moment, and then says to Yacob: AMPLIAS. That which your God called good I do not know. A rose is beautiful, but is it good? What has your Christ to do with it? For me The world is but a very little place Through which one carries this thing called himself. One travels to escape monotony, Or memories, or such absurd demands On purse or heart as vex a man, and sow With sleepy poppies every garden space Where bloom the flowers of joy and idleness. I am to love my neighbor as myself Or so my mother taught me. She, I saw, Is trapped by this philosophy of Christ. My neighbor! Well, but what becomes of me? YACOB. I trust, you listened. AMPLIAS. No, in came a girl, And then we fled. But now I find again In one strange phrase my sightless friend let fall This Christ, of whom in Cæsar's palaces Noble and knight in cautious whispers speak; Gentile and Jew bend down in prayer to him, Inheritors of some new hopefulness. YACOB. And you that love the old and mock the new, Would you know more of Him who died for man? AMPLIAS. I said the world was small. Once long ago When feasting gaily by the Ægean sea, And we were glad with music, love, and wine, One sober fool cast mid our idle talk Words of this new revolt against the gods. A Roman gentleman, a man in years, Who sought the charm Falernian vineyards bring To make the minute young, said quietly, "I have some dim remembrance of the man. An arrogant, rebellious priesthood asked, As was the custom at their annual feast, That I set free one criminal. They chose A leader of revolt, and so to please Unruly Jews I sent this Christ to death. To-day men talk of this Judean serf; I had quite forgotten it; but now, of late, I sometimes wonder if'twas but a chance, The other man had been the crucified. Ho there, my girl, you of the golden hair! Fill, fill my goblet." There was Christ again! A sudden silence fell upon the feast, Till one beside me said, "That other man Had on his side the cheerful God of Luck." BARABBAS (Rising) I was that other man. YACOB. What, you! Not you! AMPLIAS. So cross men's fates. I said the world was small! YACOB (To BARABBAS). You were the hero of the priest-led mob! We both are old. I, too, am one of those Who saw that day of wonder and of fear. AMPLIAS. I would hear more. YACOB. Ask of Barabbas then. BARABBAS. And if my heart I open wide to him, Will he but use for subtleties of talk The strangest hour the world has ever known? AMPLIAS. I shall but use it as my reason bids. BARABBAS. I do not know. You took the gift of life As takes a child some new and fragile toy, And had no word of thankfulness to God. AMPLIAS. You had my thanks. What other god save Chance Had I to thank for that large gift of life? There is no God. The gods of Greece are dead; The joy, the beauty and the grace of life Are gone with them. What now is left to me? Once as a boy I walked alert to see Some prick-eared fawn go gaily prancing by, Or sure I heard Diana's crescent bow Release wild music from the parting string, Whence silver arrows hurtled through the wood, Where tramped with laughter all her buskined maids. And white-limbed Venus, mistress of delight! Ah, there's a goddess will outlive all gods! I found her smiling through a dozen girls. BARABBAS. Fantastic mockeries of love or power, The puppet fancies of men's poet-dreams. AMPLIAS. If the gods gave us poets, or they, gods, Poet and god immortal dreamers were, And from the faded pages of old books In days unborn the ghosts of gods will rise To preach a creed of beauty, love, and joy, And be the comrades of a poet's hour. One God! you say. No sooner is there one Than our poor pagan nature finds a need To personate anew His attributes, Or so I gather from my mother's talk. YACOB. The night is with us. I would have my say In sober morning hours before you leave. AMPLIAS. I find the midnight hour a wiser friend. I mock at no man's creed, and least of all At what beliefs my gentle mother holds. But since are gone my beautiful dear gods, I've lost the chastity of virgin faith; Religion must be beautiful for me My mother's faith is sorrowful and sad And has no wings of joy. What else is left? YACOB. Ah, me, alas! When I was young as you, Question and answer, all the strife of tongues, Were more to me than honest search for truth. It may be so with you, I judge you not; But take with you to that strange world of sleep From which we bring so very little back, An old man's words of Him you seem to meet Or here or there wherever you may stray. In yonder little town upon the hill Long years ago a child of God was born. He taught, as none have taught, the creed of love; He had but little life. In those few years He wrought strange wonders, healed men's mortal ills, To win the crude belief of simple souls; Bade others follow him for what he was And what his wisdom taught to win to him The more reluctant mind of thoughtful men. He put aside the Hebrew's dream of power And, a mute king of truth, accepted death; But ask Barabbas now how this man died. BARABBAS. I keep no count how many years have gone Since I have told to any man this tale; Though I am old, I do not seem to age More than the sea that is forever young. When, as Pilatus told, he set me free To calm the priesthood, they were doubly pleased, For I had led a weak and vain revolt Which broke against the Roman's rock of power; And thus my freedom doomed the silent man To what I looked for, scourge and crucifix. Set free! I shudder that it seemed so sweet. Like to one drowning who sets foot on land, I drew long breaths of open air and glad Basked in the sun unseen for many a month, I was the hero of an hour, and shared The priesthood's hatred and their scorn of Him Whose silence was the ransom of my life. I followed them with thoughts at last set free From night-long dreams of anguish on the cross Till clanking fetters woke me to despair. The man I watched upon his way to death Bent stumbling 'neath his cross; and then and there Some pity for this strange, insulting death Held me to thought of what I might have been Had he but made one eloquent appeal. Why was he silent? He deserved to die. False to our fathers' creed, he had the power To lead a host to freedom, and for God To call to battle all those crouching slaves, Sweep clean the land from Moab to the sea And hurl the Roman from his seat of pride! A king of men! In some uplifting hour The prophet hand that gave the Maccabee Victorious visions and a sword of gold Had won this wasted life to strike and slay. [BARABBAS, who had been standing, sinks down exhausted, and all are silent until AMPLIAS speaks. AMPLIAS. You cannot leave me with this half-told tale. How died this man of whom while yet he lived Only Judea knew,but now, though dead, Lives like the risen sun with growing power? YACOB. I too would hearI did not stay to see The fading sunset of a noble life. BARABBAS. It is not easily told AMPLIAS. Nor lightly heard. [BARABBAS rises again feebly and leaning against the tent-pole is silent, and at last speaks. BARABBAS. The mocking rabble slowly moved away, While I in silence lingered, wondering What secret held this suicidal death. So rich a life with such calm courage spent, While I who for my nation boldly dared Had feared for months the scourging and the cross. That I might be where now this brave man hung Thrilled me at last with strange companionship In His long torture's awful loneliness. The guard lay idly round a waning fire, The stern centurion stood indifferent; Only the sob of women far away Came and was lost. A soldier stirred the fire. Some power of capture in the pleading eyes Drew me yet nearer till all will was lost; When that long wail of agonized appeal Broke on the friendless silence of the night, My eyes were His to holdHis eyes were mine. The blood-stained cross shook with the throes of death; The black hair heavy with the sweat of death, Dropped o'er the fallen head, while suddenly The earth rocked under me. I heard afar The screams of women and the cries of men, Uprooted trees, the crash of wall and tower; And through it ever those beseeching eyes I saw and fell, and reeling rose again Blind, blind forever, as my soul had been, With one last memory of those seeking eyes. AMPLIAS (Gravely). As strange a story as was ever told! Why you it plainly cost so much to tell Chose for the hearing one you pleased to call A mere light-minded trifler, you may know; At least you have the gratitude of thanks From one too apt to hide his graver thought Beneath a mask, but now would ask of you What sequel has the tale no man could hear Without distress for that man and for you. BARABBAS. No, it is not the end. For many a year Through perils numberless my steps have gone, The alms of death denied my beggared life. From land to land a gentle child-like hand, Or some low voice of warning guided me. This, this at least, whatever else you doubt, You cannot dare to question. Everywhere This tender touch has led me unto men Who are the servants of this Christ who died. That hand, unfelt, still leads you near to Him. My tale is told, and I must wander on. YACOB. Why not abide with us? BARABBAS. No, I must go. When that still guiding hand is lost to me, Then I shall know that I have led to Christ A soul that brings me to my journey's end; Ah! then perhaps those eyes of agony Will smile on me. I have so often tried, And tried in vain. AMPLIAS. Take then to sleep my thanks For something more than merely food and life. BARABBAS. The peace of God be with you all to-night. YACOB (To BARABBAS). David, my son, will share with you his tent. (To AMPLIAS) You will rest here with me, I trust, so long As you find pleasure in our peaceful life. [The lad returns in haste. DAVID. Barabbas asks for water [The boy hesitates. YACOB. Now, my son, Why are you waiting? Take with you what else Our guest may need for comfort and for rest. DAVID. The man who came this evening to our tents, As comes my dog to find me at the fold, And for two days led here the man who sees [Pauses. AMPLIAS. What else, my lad? DAVID (Hesitating) He did not seem to know Which way to go; I led him like a child. He only said, "Thank God, the eyes are gone! The eyes are gone!" The man seemed very strange. YACOB. And was not troubled? DAVID. No, he bade me say The hand had left him, and the voice was still! [YACOB stands in thought. YACOB. Perchance to-morrow he may be again The man he was this morning. Go, my son. [DAVID leaves him. MORNING AT DAWN. AMPLIAS. Yes, I slept soundly, but those eyes he saw Haunted my dreams. I go away to-day. Now if your son will set me on the road, Jerusalem will find me needed gold, Friends of my people, and some days of rest. I go just now to say my latest thanks To this strange messenger with words as strange. [He leaves, and returns in haste much disturbed. AMPLIAS. Your son is sleeping and I did not wake him. The man is dead. YACOB. Dead! Are you sure, my friend? AMPLIAS. Yes, he is dead. I have seen many die, But never one who like this stranger seemed To smile upon me through the face of death. YACOB. Then he is happy. He has found perhaps The man his life has sought. AMPLIAS. Perhaps, perhaps! | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...MYSTIC BOUNCE by TERRANCE HAYES MATHEMATICS CONSIDERED AS A VICE by ANTHONY HECHT UNHOLY SONNET 11 by MARK JARMAN SHINE, PERISHING REPUBLIC by ROBINSON JEFFERS THE COMING OF THE PLAGUE by WELDON KEES A LITHUANIAN ELEGY by ROBERT KELLY A DECANTER OF MADEIRA, AGED 86, TO GEORGE BANCROFT, AGED 86 by SILAS WEIR MITCHELL HOW THE CUMBERLAND WENT DOWN [MARCH 8, 1862] by SILAS WEIR MITCHELL |
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