Classic and Contemporary Poetry
SOLITUDE, by THOMAS TRAHERNE Poet's Biography First Line: How desolate Last Line: Shall I thee find to ease my mind! O where! Subject(s): Solitude; Loneliness | ||||||||
1 How desolate! Ah! how forlorn, how sadly did I stand When in the field my woeful state I felt! Not all the land, Not all the skies, Tho Heaven shin'd before mine eyes, Could comfort yield in any field to me, Nor could my mind contentment find or see. 2 Remov'd from town, From people, churches, feasts, and holidays, The sword of state, the mayor's gown, And all the neighbouring boys; As if no kings On earth there were, or living things, The silent skies salute mine eyes, the seas My soul surround; no rest I found, or ease. 3 My roving mind Search'd every corner of the spacious earth, From sky to sky, if it could find (But found not) any mirth: Not all the coasts, Nor all the great and glorious hosts, In Heaven or earth, did comfort me afford; I pin'd for hunger at a plenteous board. 4 I do believe, The evening being shady and obscure, The very silence did me grieve, And sorrow more procure: A secret want Did make me think my fortune scant. I was so blind, I could not find my health, No joy mine eye could there espy, nor wealth. 5 Nor could I guess What kind of thing I long'd for: but that I Did somewhat lack of blessedness, Beside the earth and sky, I plainly found; It griev'd me much, I felt a wound Perplex me sore; yet what my store should be I did not know, nothing would show to me. 6 Ye sullen things! Ye dumb, ye silent creatures, and unkind! How can I call you pleasant springs Unless ye ease my mind! Will ye not speak What 'tis I want, nor silence break? O pity me, at least point out my joy: Some kindness show to me, altho a boy. 7 They silent stood; Nor earth, nor woods, nor hills, nor brooks, nor skies, Would tell me where the hidden good, Which I did long for, lies: The shady trees, The evening dark, the humming bees, The chirping birds, mute springs and fords, conspire, To give no answer unto my desire. 8 Bells ringing I Far off did hear, some country church they spake; The noise re-echoing through the sky My melancholy brake; When't reach'd mine ear Some tidings thence I hop'd to hear: But not a bell me news could tell, or show My longing mind, where joys to find, or know. 9 I griev'd the more, 'Cause I thereby somewhat encourag'd was That I from those should learn my store; For churches are a place That nearer stand Than any part of all the land To Heaven; from whence some little sense I might To help my mind receive, and find some light. 10 They louder sound Than men do talk, something they should disclose; The empty sound did therefore wound Because not show repose. It did revive To think that men were there alive; But had my soul, call'd by the toll, gone in, I might have found, to ease my wound, a thing. 11 A little ease Perhaps, but that might more molest my mind; One flattering drop would more disease My soul with thirst, and grind My heart with grief: For people can yield no relief In public sort when in that court they shine, Except they move my soul with love divine. 12 Th' external rite, Altho the face be wondrous sweet and fair, Will never sate my appetite No more than empty air Yield solid food. Must I the best and highest good Seek to possess; or blessedness in vain (Tho 'tis alive in some place) strive to gain? 13 O! what would I Diseased, wanting, melancholy, give To find what is felicity, The place where bliss doth live? Those regions fair Which are not lodg'd in sea nor air, Nor woods, nor fields, nor arbour yields, nor springs, Nor heavens show to us below, nor kings. 14 I might have gone Into the city, market, tavern, street, Yet only change my station, And strove in vain to meet That ease of mind Which all alone I long'd to find: A common inn doth no such thing betray, Nor doth it walk in people's talk, or play. 15 O Eden fair! Where shall I seek the soul of holy joy Since I to find it here despair; Nor in the shining day, Nor in the shade, Nor in the field, nor in a trade I can it see? Felicity! O where Shall I thee find to ease my mind! O where! | Other Poems of Interest...VINEGAR AND OIL by JANE HIRSHFIELD IN ABEYANCE by DENISE LEVERTOV IN A VACANT HOUSE by PHILIP LEVINE SUNDAY ALONE IN A FIFTH FLOOR APARTMENT, CAMBRIDGE, MASSACHUSETTS by WILLIAM MATTHEWS SILENCE LIKE COOL SAND by PAT MORA |
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