Classic and Contemporary Poetry
THE FISHERMAN'S BETHROTHED, by AUGUSTA DAVIES WEBSTER Poet's Biography First Line: The crimson sun glared on her as she sat Last Line: Return to the victorian women writers project library Alternate Author Name(s): Home, Cecil; Webster, Mrs. Julia Augusta Subject(s): Disasters; Fish & Fishing; Shipwrecks | ||||||||
THE crimson sun glared on her as she sat Gazing far out upon the glassy sea, The ebbing waves along the flaky sands Fringed their wide smoothness with small tufted weeds, And plashed on the long ledge of jutting rocks Low-ridged beneath her feet She did not heed The fiery sunset-kiss upon her brow, She did not hear the gurgle of the tide, But bent her head to catch some far-off sound, And strained wild eyes with weary watchfulness To pierce into the nothingness of space, Where the blue sky was one with the blue sea. Above the merged horizon rose a speck That seemed to hang a while in middle air, Then, heightening into shape, came smoothly on, Its brown sails rounded with the drowsy wind Whose lazy life-beat breathed it to the land, And as it neared there swelled through the still eve The cheery sound of rough men's voices, glad With the good meed of honest-handed toil, And thought of thankful homes and coming rest For healthy weariness of nervous limbs. Then, when she saw the heavy-laden boat, Not seeking other hamlet on the coast, Pass steadily into the narrow bay High-cragged, where she sat watching from her rock, She scared the sea-birds with shrill welcomings, And laughed wild triumphings aloud to those Who were not there to hear her, since she wept And angered always when they broke her law Of exile from the loneness of her haunt. "Ah! see," she laughed, "you would have had me think The waves, grown mad with spite, had whelmed my love Down to their hateful caves, and held him there, A festering corpse among the whitened bones Far in the cruel depths of the dull deep, The prey of creeping sea-snakes, reptile shapes, All slimy horror and limp shapelessness Ah! but I knew it false--see, the still sea Curling so lovingly along the shore, The gentle sea is calm as when he left In the bright morn-- Who whispered, 'Years ago'? 'Long years ago'? Yes, years. Ah! so they said, So voices, mocking voices, oft have come And whispered in my ears through the long day Till they half maddened me. But eve is come, The happy eve, and he is coming now; He promised, when he left me with the morn, His boat should skim the first back to our bay, First land its netted spoil upon the sands, And the dear evening hours should all be mine: And now he comes! Aye, look now, you who said He would not come again, look now, and hear How I will call, and he will answer me." And so she stood on her rock-seat, and called Wild greetings all delirious with joy, Until the dark-sailed boat, low with the weight Of scaly plunder, had drawn very near, And down the cliffs there hurried gossip groups And merry children shouting, clapping hands, And knotted round the beachèd landing-place, While the loud keel groaned on the meeting shore: But she remained where she had watched it come, Thinking, "He knows that I am waiting here, And he loves best to find me thus alone; I will not seek him in the jeering crowd, In truth, I would not have him fully know How eagerly I longed for his return; But I will wait him here--he will come soon." She saw the fishers pass along the cliffs, Girt with the loving concourse from their homes, But saw him not: she saw the stranded boat Untenanted, and knew the talking knots Of waiters for the coming fisher fleet, And knew him not among them; then she sank In patient weariness on her lone rock, And sighed amid the ebbing waters' sighs, "He said he would be first:--well, 'twill be soon." Into the bay there thronged the swarming skiffs, Pressing wide-winged along their homeward course; And, one by one, she saw them touch the land, And heard them grating harshly on the beach, Till all had come, and all lay high and void And glooming darkly in the growing dusk, And stillness brooded o'er the blackening shore Vague with the evening mist. On the wide plain Of cold grey-glimmering waters nothing stirred, Save the first ripple of the waking waves, The wild birds roosted in their silent clefts. She waited weeping, "Ah! he has not come! Yet he will come.--Bid the wild voices cease, Dear Lord, the voices full of bitter words That fill my brain with fire. How, dead long years! Dead in the arms of the all-grasping waves! How should he die, since they have come in peace That left with him at morn? Nay, he will come, He has but tarried, tempted by the shoals That lie in myriads round some far-off point, A while behind the rest. He shuns no toil. Yet he is wrong to break his faith with me, And scare me so with absence. He must come Soon, very soon, for the dark night draws nigh. The wild wind shrieking wakened with the night, And lashed the high crest of the full tide's flow, And whirled the writhing surges round her feet, And dashed the drenching flakes of briny foam On her dark tresses flapping with the gusts, The maddened clouds raced frantic through the sky The hazed stars peering through their changing gaps; "Oh! God," she cried, "great God, watch over him, And bring him safely through the howling storm. Alas! why did he loiter from the rest? Could he not hear among the first shrill winds The nearing sound of the fierce hurricane? But he will come--there is no danger yet-- And he must needs be very near at hand: Yes he will come."-- But when they forced her home, She wakened for a moment from her hope Into a frenzied tumult of despair, Despair soul-maddening, as on that dread eve, Seven summers since, when with the sunset glow The fisher barks thronged home with saddened crews, And he, whelmed by a sudden short-lived squall, Slept with his brother underneath the waves. And with such agony as when she heard That which had wrung her heart from that sad hour To wild forgetfulness even of its cause, She knew it suddenly, his drowning death, And shrieked, "Dead, dead!--they were true voices, dead! He dead!--then let me die!" And then indeed It was as though she died, faint in the trance That ever wrought by such brief anguished bursts Lulled them to rest. But with the next day's fall She watched again for him that never came, But slept unwakened by the plash of the waves: And thus from eve to eve she watched for him, And thus, because she would not be withheld, Waiting for him one summer eve, she died. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Return to the Victorian Women Writers Project Library | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...THE WRECK OF THE THRESHER by WILLIAM MEREDITH EX-VOTO FOR A SHIPWRECK by AIME CESAIRE CAESAR'S LOST TRANSPORT SHIPS by ROBERT FROST AFTER THE SHIPWRECK by ALICIA SUSKIN OSTRIKER DEATH'S JEST-BOOK: SIBYLLA'S DIRGE by THOMAS LOVELL BEDDOES ON THE LOSS OF THE ROYAL GEORGE by WILLIAM COWPER CIRCE by AUGUSTA DAVIES WEBSTER |
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