I Drop down no roses for me, Saint Dorothy, Samples of a flower-pranked paradise; I'm tried of roses -- a perfumed courtesanry, All things to all men . . . ointment, and a bed, Love, joy, the last devotion to the dead . . . Refusers of seed, self-robed luxuriously: Only the wild little sister Keeps her unsterile innocency. Curled, crimpled, cockled, chamfered, point-devise, Twisted, shame colored, fragile, futile things, Sense-titillating, incapable of wings, Can paradise be full of such as you? My paradise is whole, white, true. II @3Space was, and Light, and Silence . . . Creation took a hammer, Smashed all to bits, made patterns . . . Creation wearied; patterns halted . . . Back into wholeness uncreated The bits returned. Creatures, caught into painful patterns, Crave nothing now But Space; Light; Silence.@1 III I am tired of color and form; when the artist takes Palette or chisel, shattered Beauty screams; A sunset sprawling above ensanguined lakes Tortures chaste Beauty Like a madman in his dreams: Torn scraps of her skin, a connoisseur will name In gem and porcelain; these are Beauty's shame. I saw a rainbow climb a palm tree's height And seek a shining cloud; color in sheaves, Penitent, beautiful, holy, returning to White . . . So, broken forms -- In which the sight believes -- Cube, conoid, polygon, dislimn in the deep embrace Of her from whom they came -- the Virgin, Space. IV @3Mathematics are a gate Of the City of Refuge: Beyond Algebra They cannot be taken personally, Music and color seduce, Being partial and personal@1 V @3For the sport of little Creators of patterns, God the Source Gave Space; Light; Silence. Some day God will laugh, and say: Put your toys away where they belong! All shall return; return Into Space; Light; Silence.@1 VI Of love I am more weary than of any, For not one love of her own shape is found, Seeking no further, in herself complete, But soft, unsure, taking the form of many . . . Not one, not one into one shape is bound, Not one is whole and sweet. Love's broken to bits, to bits; who shall mend her? Gather the shards with care or blood will flow! Love Carnal -- who is brave? -- who will defend her? Love Mental bears no fruit at all -- ah, woe, Poor castrate! Here's a smug passion, claims completeness In spirit and body, innocent laughable mild Hermaphrodite, unconscient of effeteness! Shrill-edged shard the love of mother for child; Blunted chip, the love of child for mother, Faute de mieux -- the son must find another . . . Would you indeed he should burn as Aedipus burned? Soul gives God adoration -- quid pro quo -- And God, seeing the greedy eyes upturned, Feels his love sour to pity, grow heavy, run slow. VII @3Form, color, song, are only broken bits; They must go back To the Source whence they came: Broken likewise is Love, until Death knits All fires in his one flame! Love's broken, Death whole -- Alleluia! Sing glory, my soul, Make holiday; Who wills to come, may. Groping through dust to death Love creeps brokenly; Absorbing wind of Death, Take my broken breath. Take me.@1 VIII I'll not be buried with roses, with marching teary chants. Let six deaf and dumb eunuchs carry me To the peak of a mountain; let me lie Under a blank and scentless and silent sky. Set a womb of marble whitely on A marble base, cut true to a tetragon, With no more ardent flowers graced Than indian-pipes, carved camelias where no scent is, Sacred smaragdine orchises, And candid plaques of moon-bloom, unutterably chaste. IX Here, none shall come to visit me ever . . . Not you, too horribly faithful; -- No, nor you, Soft eyes kissing me to death, Leaving cold lips with too much breath! Nor you, hurrying to forget; Nor you, who cannot -- yet . . . Crawl up, would you, peer over the edge, Flourishing some pied over-blown Blossom, to violate my sky? (Could the caryatid eunuchs talk, they should die!) X Globed in clear heaven, hard pure stone Holds these orts of flesh and bone In a clean smooth hollowed ovoid, resting whitely on The true-cut marble tetragon . , . | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...SONG OF AUTUMN by PAUL VERLAINE YOUTH AND CUPID by ELIZABETH I ASPATIA'S SONG, FR. THE MAID'S TRAEGDY by JOHN FLETCHER NIGHTMARE, FR. IOLANTHE by WILLIAM SCHWENCK GILBERT PHILOCTETES: PHILOCTETES CALLS FOR DEATH by AESCHYLUS |