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THE WHITE CAT: A FAIRY-POEM by WILLIAM BRIAN HOOKER

First Line: THERE WAS A KING'S SON, ONCE UPON A TIME
Last Line: PARTED, AND OVER WINTER BRAKE THE SPRING.

There was a King's Son, once upon a time,
Dwelling in a fair country, far away
Even on the other side of Fairyland,
Beyond the mountains and the sea. Through all
His young life, he had never sought in vain,
But what he asked was given; yet none the less
The King's Son was not happy. Day by day,
The King his father, that had been himself
A king's son, gave him horse and hawk and hound,
And taught him to ride straight and keep his spear
Sharp, and his armour shining, to be strong
In war, and swift upon the hunt, and wise
In judgment, honouring the law. The Queen
His mother, that had been a princess, gave him
Silks and gems, a warm hearth and a soft bed,
A table rich with spices and old wine,
Red gold and ready servants; and taught him how
To speak fair, understanding women's eyes,
And sing sweet songs, charming the hearts of men,
And be a prince in all. And his old nurse,
That once had been a fairy in her youth --
A brown and twisted witch like a dead tree --
Gave him a great white cat, that all day long
Drowsed in the sun or dozed before the fire,
With emerald eyes half shut, and paws turned in,
Nor ever purred nor rubbed against his knee --
But when the King's Son called her beautiful,
Yawned, and looked elsewhere. And she told him tales
Of elves and giants, wizards, trolls, and gnomes,
And sleepless dragons, breathing flame, that kept
Watch over hidden gold, and spellbound kings,
And lone princesses in enchanted towers --
Wonderful stories out of Fairyland,
With all the sorry parts left out of them.
And yet the King's Son was not happy. True,
He sang and laughed, rode merrily to the hunt,
And sat in council proudly. Yet he lacked
In all these, what should prove a use for all --
A cause for fight, a dream behind the song --
And having all things, wanted -- Everything.

Now, it befell that while the King's Son slept
One sweet midsummer midnight in the gloom
Of his high chamber, the White Cat, that crawled
Mousing amid the shadows, touched his hand
In passing, and at the touch the King's Son sighed
And stirred, opening his eyes. The moonlight fell
Through leaves that breathed about his window, and lay
In two broad bars athwart the chamber floor;
And between sleep and waking he beheld
A milk-white Princess out of Fairyland
Dancing under the moonbeams, glad as youth,
Beautiful as the memory of a dream,
And sweet as hope. Her eyes were like the dawn;
Her hair was like the twilight; and she moved
Like music over water. And the King's Son
Looking upon her, felt his whole heart break
For wonder and great love. Then suddenly,
Ere he could move or speak, a shadow crossed
The light, and a breeze brushed the leaves, and blew
Balm from the drowsy gardens, and passed by;
And the Prince, gazing where his joy had been,
Saw only emptiness. And while he watched,
Forth from the shadow stole the great White Cat,
And yawned, stretching her claws out one by one,
And shook her ears, and turned, and walked away
Waving her plumy tail aloft in air.

But on the morrow, the Prince came before
His father and his mother, saying:
"Now
That I am one-and-twenty, and a man,
It is full time I proved your gifts to me
Upon some high endeavour; for I live
As a fat hawk here, or a pampered hound,
Doing all things with cause for doing none,
Useless. But last night, waking suddenly
And wavering on the brink of sleep, I saw
Where the broad moonbeams fell from wall to wall,
A milk-white Fairy Princess dancing there,
Beautiful as the memory of a dream,
And sweet as hope. Her eyes were like the dawn;
Her hair was like the twilight; and she moved
Like music over water. And I knew,
Gazing upon her, that my life was hers.
And I shall follow her to Fairyland
And find her, and possess her, or I die."

And the King answered:
"This is but a dream,
Such as young blood dreams in the summer. Nay,
By thine own speech I know it for a dream --
Moon-maidens dancing! Use and uselessness! --
Bide here till harvest, when our foemen spring
Out of the south, ten thousand spears: that war
Shall find thee use enow. Nevertheless,
If thou must ride a-dreaming, take my sword.
I won my kingdom with it years ago,
But it shall never win thee thy desire."

And the Queen cried, clutching her mother-heart
With one white hand:
"Child, there has fallen a spell
Upon thee. Thou hast slept under the moon,
And that breeds madness. Bide thou here, and let
Wise doctors wash this vapour from thy brain.
Are there no maids in our own country? Still,
If thou must go a-maying, take my harp --
I won my treasure with it, years ago,
Yet it shall never charm thee to thy dream."

Lastly the old Nurse drew from out her breast
A dingy mirror, cracked and stained, set round
With dull gold and dim gems, muttering:
"Take this;
For they who seek in vain through Fairyland
Their hearts' desire, perish. Do I not know?
I was dead once, and saw my life therein --
Yet ... it shall never show thee thine own face."

But the King's Son, scarce heeding their dark speech
For the light of his dream within him, took the gifts,
And called for horse and arms, and rode away
Singing, across the sunshine. And the White Cat
That drowsed on the warm stones beside the door,
Twisting her lazy body in the sun,
Rose up, and ran before him upon his way,
And would not stay behind, nor be denied.

So the King's Son rode forth, following his dream
Over bright meadows merry with flower and bee,
And through cool woods holy with moss and fern,
Even to the utmost borders of the world,
Beyond the mountains and the sea. And still
The White Cat went before, nor ever turned
To look on him, nor paused, nor gave a sign
Of watching that he followed, but went on
As one that fared alone at her own will,
And pointed out his way. But when they came
To the huge wall of gold that guards the bounds
Of Fairyland, its glimmering length flung far
From dawn to sundown, and the gates aflame
With amethyst and opal, whereupon
Is written in a tongue old as the world:
"Who enters here must seek his heart's desire" --
And overhead, hung by a single hair,
A great sword shines and swings, trembling -- she stayed;
And would not pass there till he went before,
Then followed. And the King's Son, entering, rode
Through a glad country bright with sun, and fair
With blossoms that before his charger's feet
Sprang up, and shed their fragrance, and fell down
Fading behind him; and the low skies burned
Purple and rose and saffron, as if the dawn
Lingered and flushed the noonday; and the trees
Reached forth green arms to him, and brushed his cheek
Like soft hands; and the breeze behind him shook
With whispers, and in front through the warm green,
White breasts flashed, and dark eyes glanced, and a sound
Of girlish laughter fled from tree to tree;
And the sweet air sang in his blood like wine.
And the King's Son, riding, unslung his harp,
And sang across the summer and the sun:

"Youth rides forth to-day!
Lads of mettle rare,
Ladies debonair --
Will ye say him nay?
Joy shall dance and play,
Love shall clasp and cling,
Through the glad array
Of his following.

"Over earth and air
Flows the fire of spring,
Filling everything,
Thrilling everywhere;
Shall a world so fair,
Calling, be denied?
Bid him dare to dare --
Bid him mount and ride!

"Round him in a ring
Gather glorified --
Every maid a bride,
Every man a king --
Wreaths and roses fling
Down his conquering way;
Laugh and kiss and sing --
Youth rides forth to-day!"

And as the song closed, all around broke out
A clapping of tiny hands, and all the air
Filled with soft cries of pleasure; and he felt
About his neck the clasp of invisible arms,
And touch of bodiless lips upon his own;
And shimmering winds flashed by, and caught his cloak
And tugged his bridle. Only the White Cat
Beside his stirrup paid no heed, but yawned,
Curving her pink tongue, and looked elsewhere. Then,
Far off a solitary trumpet rang
From that which, glittering on the distant hills,
Blazed like a lesser sun. Whither the Prince,
Following his viewless guides across the plain
Deep-spread with bloomy fragrance, was aware
Of a tall castle all of glittering glass,
Whose towers the clouds encrimsoned, and whose base
The earth tinged living green; and its whole breadth
Brake diamond-like into a myriad lights
Of wall and buttress, porch and parapet,
Cornice and battlement and balcony,
And clustered columns branching into arch
Like frozen spray; and the slant lights, and lines
Tangled, and the clear substance of it all,
So mazed his vision that he rode half blind
Before the glare thereof, nor might discern
The outer from the inner. But he saw,
High on a fretted balcony that hung
In one broad band of fire from tower to tower,
A pearl-white Princess crowned with gold, and robed
In purple. And her eyes were like the day;
Her hair was like the summer; and she moved
Like sunshine on the sea. And leaning down,
She stretched her arms toward him, and cried his name,
Saying:
"I weary of the brightness here.
Come."
And with that, the King's Son gave one cry,
Recognizing the vision of his dream,
And spurred his charger to the gate, and seized
The golden horn that hung there, and breathed deep,
Then blew.

Slowly the drawbridge creaked and swung,
Descending; the portcullis rose; the gates
Opened, and down that shining pathway strode
A monstrous giant, all in golden arms,
Demanding what he sought; whereto the Prince:
"Do battle for the Princess prisoned there."
So the twain rushed together, while above,
The Princess on her balcony laughed loud,
And called, cheering them on; and the White Cat,
That in the midmost branches of an elm
Clung bristling, like a ball of thistledown,
Hissed angrily. And the Giant heaved on high
His mace, and at the first stroke, stooping, swung
Against the charger's feet, and swept him down
Sidelong beneath his rider, as the scythe
Topples the standing corn. But the King's Son
Leaped clear, and found foothold, and sprang within
The swing of the huge mace upon him; and then,
Mindful at once of many a fairy tale --
How giants all are weakliest at the knee --
And gathering his whole might into one stroke,
Stabbed. And the Giant roared aloud, and swung
Tottering a moment, then clanged down. His shield
Boomed like a gong, and the ground under him
Rang hollow, smitten by his golden arms,
As though the earth were golden; and the sound
Rolled bellowing from beneath, and jarred afar
In subterranean thunder, and rumbled away
Beyond the horizon. So the Giant fell,
And heaved and groaned a moment, and lay still.

And the King's Son, amazed to have won the quest
So easily, dizzy with joy, and strong
In the surety of his triumph, turned, and strode
Over the drawbridge, through the fiery arch
Of those high gates, and crossed the echoing hall,
And climbed the glassy stairway, where his dream
Waited him. And he knelt before her feet.
And kissed her hand, murmuring:
"Lo, I have come,
Having seen thee and sought thee. Therefore follow me
Home to my father's kingdom."

And she said,
Smiling into his eyes:
"Wherefore?"
She seemed
Rosier than he had seen her in his dream,
And sturdier. Nevertheless his whole heart burned
For rapture of her, and he rose, and flung
His arms out, saying:
"I have fought, and slain
The Giant."

And she laughed, answering:
"What then?
He is my Giant."

And at that, the Prince,
Empty of words and sick with a strange fear,
Stood wavering, while the fabric of his dream
Dissolved around him. At the last, he said
Foolishly, hating the sound of his own speech:
"It is not so in any fairy tale."
But while he spoke, the White Cat from beneath
Cried warning; and he turned, and looking down
Through glassy walls and floors, suddenly beheld
The fallen Giant spring up, and rush within;
And the halls resounded with him, ere he came
Upon them, howling with laughter, and upswung
His massy mace, and with one huge blow shattered
The King's sword, and crushed down the King's Son.

Then
The Princess and the Giant lifted him,
And spoiled him of his arms, and bound him fast
With golden chains, and prisoned him far down
In a dim dungeon underneath the moat,
As far below the green earth as from thence
Even to the pinnacle of the tallest tower;
And there, barren of sense and strength, he lay.

All day the White Cat, wandering forlorn
Around the enchanted castle, sought in vain
Her master; for her eyes, fitted for gloom
Where men's eyes fail them, shrank from sun, and where
The glassy fortress reared its glittering height,
Saw neither wall nor tower nor any form
Nor substance: only a blind golden glare
Unbearable. But when the sun sank down
And the lights paled, rising, and rosily
Flushed, lingering on the battlements, and night
Fell, she crept forward very carefully
To the moat's edge, and looking downward, saw
Through fathoms of wan water and clear glass
Where he lay, chained and prisoned. At that sight,
She raised a dolorous cry, and would have gone
To him, but shrank back frighted at the touch
Of the chill water. And the King's Son heard
Her wailing through his swoon, and seemed to hear
The Princess crying to him for help; and so
Waking, looked up through glassy wall and floor
To a bright banquet chamber, where the twain,
Crowned with red gold and garlanded with flowers,
Feasted, Princess and Giant, laughing wild
And sporting amorously; and his own arms
Hung with a hundred others on the wall:
Whereto they raised their cups, and pledged each other,
Embracing, and drank deep. Thereupon the Prince,
Feeling his whole strength beaten back on him
In one dry gust of agony, sprang, and brake
The chains whose links fell, tinkling goldenly
Like small bells; and he leaped upward, and swam
Through glassy walls and floors as a diver climbs
Through water, labouring, and won forth, and fled
Headlong, dishonoured and disarmed, his sword
Gone, and his charger slain, and his dead dream
Festering within him. Only his harp remained,
And the dull mirror at his girdle hung,
And the White Cat, following him silently,
Whereof he noted nothing, but rushed on
Through glooms odorous with drowsy blossoms, whose breath
Seemed like her hair, and winds that cooled his brow
Like her hands, and still lights that shone afar
Most like her eyes whom he had found in vain,
The Princess; and her face was everywhere
Before him, beautiful with joy, and warm
With tenderness; and ever by her side
The golden Giant grinned, and pawed her hair
And pinched her cheek, while she laughed up, and lay
Surrendering. And the burden of that sight
So bore upon him that he took no heed
Of place or way or distance, but plunged on
Through the void night beset with evil dreams,
Hopeless, across the immeasurable plain.

But when the dawn came, and a cold light spread
Over the hills behind them, the King's Son
Paused on a westering rise, looking behind
Across the levels toward the light; and where
The glassy keep had reared its glittering towers,
Saw only emptiness and wavy lines
Against the sunrise, like the air that swims
Above a flame, or formless glints that fleck
The edges of a crystal. All between
Lay the broad valley veiled in shimmering mist
From hill to hill. And the keen wind blew clear
The meshes of his mind, and night and shame,
Battle, Giant and Princess, and all else
Bitterly remembered, for a moment seemed
A nightmare whence awake he felt no more,
Wondering to find himself so free from pain
And breathing deep of rest. Then, seeing himself
Horseless and swordless and unarmed, the weight
Of his remembered sorrow fell again,
Yet lightlier; for that clear breath left him still
Doubting; and with that thought, the shimmering mist
That brimmed the valley overflowed, and rose
Over him; and he turned and went on, folded
Fathoms deep in a cool cloud, overhead
Faint-flushed with sunrise, and beneath tinged wan
By the green earth, and whitening all around
So that he seemed buried in a huge pearl
Wherethrough all things loomed formless, rock and tree
Shadows, himself a shadow, and the White Cat
A shadow upon a shadow. So he fared
Sightless for many days, knowing not where
Nor whither, save that the ground swelled in hills
And sank in hollows, growing hour by hour
Rough travelling, yet it seemed the general trend
Led upward. And the whiteness all the while
Wavered with wreathy shapes that fled before
Or brushed beside him, or above leaned down
Whispering, and plucked his sleeve and pressed him on,
Bringing with them a momentary breath
Of bloom or blush of colour. Yet he took
Small heed of them for the increasing toil
Of journey, and the trouble of his brain
Unravelling all his deeds: he should have stayed
And stabbed the fallen Giant; or escaped
Battle, and seeking entrance by some wile,
Have slain him sleeping; or in that last bout
Fought harder, and prevailed; or at the end
Fallen upon them ere he fled, and slain
Both, or himself have perished; or perchance
If he had done some evil on the way,
Or broke some law of Faery, whence himself
Was cursed, and his quest barren; and in all
Lurked the arch-doubt, whether in very truth
The princess were his Princess even so,
Or whether having seen her in vision at first
Gave him true right to seek and win her. So
He toiled through clouds, following the land, nor cared
Whither nor wherefore. And the White Cat ran
A white shadow beside him, making no sign
Of service, but went forward silently
As one that fared by her own will.
At length,
Clambering a rocky slope interminable,
He reached the height, and paused, and standing there
Fronted a firm wind, and the mist fell, blown
Asunder, and the stars shone. All around,
Vast mountains bulked against an ebony sky
League beyond league, crested with snow, and floored
With sea-green pines; as though the almighty deep,
Heaving his foamy legions to the war
Of the four winds, hung suddenly motionless --
A storm in stone; and the moon, shining down
Through ripply streams of cloud that warmed from pearl
To amber around her, silvered the long swells
Of peak and pine, and carved in jetty shade
The forms of crag and canyon, precipice
And fissure, gorge and ridge and chasm, and swept
The hollow vales with mystery. And the Prince
Gazed through crystalline space, breathing the air
Of balsamed groves; and his fears fell away
Blown leeward, and his faith cleared, and his dream
Shone forth once more new-born before him. Then,
Far away thrilled a lilt of delicate song
From that which, glimmering on a silvern ridge,
Gleamed like a larger moon. And the King's Son,
Plunging through fresh glooms of the piny dell
And laboring up the further slope, was ware
Of a pale palace all of glimmering ice,
Whose domes the moon illumined, and whose walls
The forest fringed with deepening green. Behind,
A still lake held the clouds; in front, the trees
Crusted with frost, shot forth a million fires
Of emerald and opal, tourmaline,
Jasper and beryl; and the palace itself
So drank the sky and paled above the lake
And sparkled with the trees, that all its lines
Filmed into lights and hollows without form,
A gem folded in darkness. And while the Prince
Hesitated, the doors moved, and there came
Forth from its luminous halls under the sky
A snow-white Princess robed in azure and crowned
With silver; and her eyes were like the moon;
Her hair was like the midnight; and she moved
Like starlight on a river. And she took
His hand, and spoke his name softly, and turned
Her face up, saying:
"I have waited long,
And thou hast wandered far to find me. Come --
I weary of the stillness here."
And he,
Recognizing the vision of his dream,
Yet for the memory of unhappiness
Doubtful:
"Hast thou in truth awaited me?"
And while he spoke, a writhing shadow fell
Between them, and with great wings covering the moon,
Over the hills a dreadful dragon flew,
Scaled all in venomous green like the bright scum
That shines on stagnant water; and his eyes,
Lidless, flickered unsteady fires, and forth
Out of his nostrils puffed thin wreaths of smoke.
Folding his leathery vans, the monster swung
To rest beside them, and his talons rasped
The gravel. Then the Princess, with one arm
Over his scaly crest:
"Behold my Lord
And Master. Therefore, if thou bear a heart
Strong beyond common love, casting out fear,
Follow."
The Dragon swelled, and firelit smoke
Puffed with his laughter. And the King's Son, all
His heart heated with horror of such a mate,
And all his manhood strung with danger, strode
After them. But the White Cat bent herself
Into a feathery arch, and fluffed her tail,
Hissing hatred, and fled, and hid herself
In the green lights and shadows of the trees,
And would not enter.

But the King's Son passed
Through shadowy halls lit by the Dragon's eyes,
And chilly galleries heated by his breath,
To a high banquet-chamber where the three
Feasted. And ever the Princess smiled on him
Across the board, with timorous glances thrown
Sidelong, and starry beckoning of the eyes
Behind the Dragon, and through subtle speech
Of nothing, words and tones promising all,
And thrills of understanding undeclared --
So that his dream shone out with every breath
Stronger and lovelier; and his wonder grew
That having lost once, he could love the more,
Being grown wise in loving. And he burned
To battle with the Dragon, and triumph, and bear
All that sweet beauty home. Yet, being now
Swordless, and for his first failure the more
Certain of death if he again should fail,
And for the Princess watching and warning him,
Hesitated, trusting in her. At last
The Princess, glancing where the Dragon lay,
His scaly length melting into the floor
And lidless eyes flickering, murmured:
"Sir Prince,
Thou hast a harp. Hast thou no song to charm
The light of lidless eyes?"
And the King's Son,
Mindful at once of many a fairy tale --
How Dragons all sleep under power of song --
And gathering all the passion of his dream
In one wild harmony, his harp unslung,
And sang across the midnight and the moon:

"Day sinks down to rest:
Softly falls the night;
Star-fires glance and gleam
On the river's breast,
And the warm, low light
Silvers into dream.

"Let us drift and dream
Here, and leave the rest, --
Earth is ours to-night:
Shadow lulls the gleam,
Gathering to her breast
The lost rays of light.

"While behind the light
Of thine eyes, a dream
Wakes, and will not rest,
Yearning to unite
Sundered fires that gleam
Hidden in each breast;

"And thy breathing breast
Falters with delight,
And our conquering dream,
Crowned, trembles to rest
In the arms of night
Till the dawn shall gleam.

"Oh, thy hair agleam
Over brow and breast,
And thine eyes alight --
Ah, to bid the dream
Linger, and arrest
The swift hours of night!

"Therefore, while the night
Gathers, and stars gleam,
Dearest, on my breast
Lay the burden light
Of thy head, and dream....
Close thine eyes, and rest."

And while he sang, the Princess curved herself
Against the scaly body, one white arm
Flung upward over the green crest, and leaned
Her head thereon, with thrilled lips and closed eyes,
Drinking the music. And the Dragon's breath
Came softlier, and his wings dropped; and the flame
In his red nostrils paled, and the sparks died
Out of his eyes; and the gloom deepened, save
For moonbeams glimmering through the icy wall.
And as the last chord rang, trembling away,
The coils fell loosened, and the lidless eyes
Rolled upward. Then the Princess carefully
Slipped from his side, rising, finger on lip,
Where the King's Son awaited her. And he,
Wondering to have won at length his quest
After defeat, opened his arms to her
And whispered:
"Thou art mine now. Therefore come
Home to my Father's kingdom."

But she said,
Shuddering, and looking down:
"I dare not."

She seemed
Paler than he had seen her in his dream,
And slighter. Nevertheless, his whole heart yearned
For wonder of her beauty; and he caught
Her hands, crying:
"Have I not sung, and charmed
The Dragon?"

And she answered:
"After all,
He is my Dragon."
And with that, the Prince,
His dream shattering around him, and his heart
Black with a horror beyond hope, cried out
Heedlessly, taking no thought of his own voice:
"Is there no truth in any fairy tale?"
And with that word, the slumbering Dragon sprang
Above them, breathing smoke and flame, his eyes
Flaring blue levin, and his thunderous vans
Volleying storm; and out of his red throat
Screamed one white blast of fire that seared the ice
To vapour, and the walls burst and the floors
Fell, and the King's Son plunged headlong, far down
Where a black river rushed beneath the ground
As deep under the mountains as themselves
Reared up their craggy heads from earth to sky;
And the waters closed above him falling, and boiled
Around him, and the flood bore him away.

All night the White Cat, wandering alone
Around the enchanted palace, waited in vain
Her master; but at dawn crept carefully
Forth to the lake, and where the palace of ice
Had reared its glimmering walls under the moon,
Saw only emptiness; and a black well
Yawned in the ground, and from beneath there came
A sound of rushing water. And full of fear
Yet feeling his presence there, she leaped and clomb
Downward, wherein her eyes, fitted for gloom
Where men's eyes fail them, caught the light, and showed
Vaults of black stone where a black flood rushed on
Unending. Then along the bank she ran
Swiftly through subterranean dens, and caves
Lapped full of surging water, where the day
Brought no light; till at last, lifted on waves
And whirled on eddies, before her the King's Son
Drifted, senseless and drowned. And at that sight,
She raised a dolorous cry, and where the stream
Set shoreward, leaped and caught his shoulder, and clung,
Mewing. And the King's Son, hearing her cry,
Half waked out of his swoon, and flung blind arms
Round that which, floating on the flood, upbore
His head above the water. Then, presently,
Long lights gleamed from behind, and on broad vans
Winnowing the gloom, with eyes that glanced on wall
And water, and hot breath poisoning the air,
Over their heads the scaly Dragon flew,
Skimming the wave, and where the King's Son swam,
Dipped like the purple-crested kingfisher,
Snatching at him, and plunged his jaws that boiled
The stream to vapour. Then against the roar
Of flood and fire belled out a golden clang
Before them, and the Golden Giant ran
Leaping along the bank, or wading in
Smote with his mace, and howled with laughter, and hurled
Huge stones. And the King's Son, by the black glare
Along the water, saw that the floating mass
Whereby he held his head above the stream
Was the white princess of his vision, dead
And ghastly, her hair shining, and her eyes
Glassily mirroring the Dragon's. Then
He shrieked and thrust away; but as he sank
The White Cat clinging on his shoulder cried
Piteously; and he, past all desire
Of his own life, yet lest by his own death
The creature that alone had faith in him,
Though helpless and unhelpful, should be slain,
Clung again to the corpse, and swam, avoiding
Dragon and Giant as he might. So they
For hours beyond numbering drifted down
The black stream through the dim cave; while above,
The Dragon dived and clutched, and alongside
The Golden Giant raged, and his dead dream
Upheld him. And that horror turned his brain
To madness, and through dreadful dreams he saw
Dragon and Princess writhed in one foul coil
Of white and green, Princess and Giant clasped
In a golden flame of laughter, and all at once
Mixed in a monstrous whirl of wings and eyes
And limbs and colours; and he heard the hiss
Of kisses, and the corpse whereto he clung
Seemed now the raven Princess, now the Fair;
And within both the vision of his dream
Glimmered, and mocked him. Then the flame and roar
Turned murmuring summer wind, and flush of dawn
Over cool fields of billowy blossoms, fair
With purl of brook and song of wakening bird,
And breath of rain-washed woodland; then once more,
Struggling back into sense, he saw again
The lurid cavern and the murky flood,
The Giant and the Dragon and the Dead,
And the White Cat that on his shoulder clung --
Lit by uncanny fires and swept along
Through glooms unending, down the unrestful stream.

Slowly as one that from the house of death
Bitterly escaping, swims through fires of pain
And storms of fever, and black floods of sleep,
Till at the last his soul, returning, clears
Faint eyes, and with a dim wonder he sees
The strange walls of his own remembered room,
Where the gray day, through curtains closely drawn
Sickens the lamplight, and the house is still --
Even so the King's Son, gathering his soul
And opening weary eyes, gazed listlessly
Wondering at the strange remembered shores
Of his own country. Over him the hills
Paled through a mist. Behind him, the wan sea,
Laden with heavy clouds too dull for storm,
Plashed, and surged slowly. In front, the sallow fields
Ran fading into fog, streaked with late snow
And spongy ice; and leafless trees held up
A net of nakedness before the sky;
And the air chilled without frost, and fine rain
Fell without wind, freezing; and the whole land
Barren and brown with desolation, lay
Sick for the end of Winter. The King's Son
Rose, shivering, and the White Cat, that had lain
Close to his breast for warmth, slipped with a snarl,
And found her feet, and yawned and spread her claws
Shaking the wet mist from her feathery fur,
And limped beside him. They went inland, mired
In sodden ruts and heaps of leaden snow,
Through the chill rain, under the darkening sky,
Where light glowed in a cottage window. There
The King's Son, entering, called for food and fire
And messengers; but the goodman, amazed
At the strange figure strangely attended, railed
Upon him for a madman, and thrust him forth.
And the King's Son cursed him, and went his way,
The White Cat following, where along the road
A troop of soldiers passed, with clash of steel
And creak of saddle, splashing the mire, and sang
Merrily as they went a bawdy song;
Who, when the King's Son asked whither his way
Led to the Palace, beat their thighs and blew
Glad oaths and laughter, crying:
"The Palace! He seeks
The Palace! He -- the Palace!"
And rode on.
And the King's son cursed them and went his way,
The White Cat following, where a crowd of boys
Ran homeward, shouting shrilly, and pushed each other
Into the mire, and hurled wet clods of snow
Laughing; but when the King's Son spoke to them,
Huddled and whispered together, pointing, and then
Ran past, and huddled again beyond him, and there
Pointed and whispered. But the White Cat ran
Before him up a hill, and snuffed the air,
Looked back and called, and ran, and paused again;
And the King's Son, wondering, followed her
Up a long slope, over the ridge, and thence
Through mire and snow and chill rain sifting down
Out of the darkening sky, and stood amazed,
Recognizing the place of his own home;
But where warm lights had burned and tall towers frowned
Saw only desolation, tottering walls
Unroofed, columns discrowned, and rafters gnawed
Naked by fire, and frozen heaps of stone --
Black ruin. And he drew near, and sat down
Stunned. And the White Cat, creeping to his breast
For warmth, shivered, and the rain fell.

At length,
He rose, and over an angle of the wall
Yet standing, dragged loose timbers and dead vines
For shelter. And the White Cat, creeping in
Nestled close, and the gray lights darkened. Then,
Numb beyond any sorrow, the King's Son
Looked back over his life, unravelling all
His failure, seeing how his dream was vain:
How joy hides from desire, and sleep evades
Weariness, while the accursed bathe in bliss,
And over hell hang the glad gates of heaven;
And gathering dreary madness, lifted up
His voice, tunelessly, and while cold winds wove
Weird counterpoint above the melody,
He sang across the winter and the storm:

"Summer now is done,
Leaf and blossom gone --
Faded, every one:

"All her lights withdrawn,
And the dreams of night
And the hopes of dawn.

"Wherefore shall I fight?
I have won and lost
All the world's delight,

"And have paid the cost.
Will the storm deprive
Winter of her frost?

"Wherefore shall I strive?
Neither prize to win,
Joy to keep alive,

"Nor the taste of sin
Beckons me to prove
What may lie therein.

"Wherefore shall I love?
I have known the shames
And the shifts thereof:

"How her faiths and flames
Are but hollow lust
Called by sounding names.

"Honour, pride, and trust
Turn upon my tongue
Into shards and dust;

"All the dice are flung,
All the tales are told,
All the songs are sung --

"Give me, being old,
Peace from pangs begun,
Shelter from the cold,
Shadow from the sun --
Summer now is done."

And as the song closed, the White Cat, that slept
Against him, woke hissing, and struggled free,
Bristled and growled, with emerald eyes that glared
Wildly upon him, then leaped forth, and fled
Into the dusk, and vanished. And the King's Son,
Wondering what last horror had changed him so
To fright the creature, raised the dingy glass
That hung still from his girdle, and therein
Saw not himself but that which had been he,
Starting upon his journey; and by his side,
Beautiful as the memory of a dream
And sweet as hope, watching him with glad eyes,
The Princess. Day and night shadowed and shone
Across the magic mirror; and through all,
The vision of his dream following him
Over the mountains and the sea, beyond
The gates of Faery, over the meadows of dawn,
Through the pale mist, across the moon-swept hills,
And down the underground river, all the while
Guarding and guiding when he knew it not,
Even to that hour. And while he gazed, between
Memory and vision, suddenly a light fell
Across him, and a sharp fragrance, and there,
Lovelier than he had seen her in his dream,
Stood his own Princess out of Fairyland
Alive before him. Her eyes were like the dawn;
Her hair was like the twilight; and she moved
Like music over water. And the King's Son
Gazing upon her, felt his whole heart break
For wonder and great love. Nevertheless,
Mindful how he had failed upon the quest
For want of understanding, and of the truth
Under the heart of every fairy tale --
That every quest is but a coming home --
And sorrowing for his last friend gone from him,
Said wearily:
"I know now. Thou hast come
When all that should be thine dries out of me:
Why not while I was worthy?"
And she said
Softly:
"How could I?"

And with that, the Prince
Forlorn of all that had been spoiled in him --
Age, and gray hairs, his kingdom gone, his dream
Dried into dust, his power wasted away --
And shaming that such beauty should be bound
Save unto strength and freshness like her own,
Answered:
"I have grown old now, having seen
How joy hides from desire to dog the steps
Of languor. I have sought my dream, and lost
The power of dreaming. What life I have left
Thou hast saved. My thanks therefore; and ... farewell."

While he had spoken, she with narrowing eyes
And arms bent inward on her bosom, looked
Elsewhere. At last she said:
"Thou hast no gift
To give me. I ask nothing. Is there none
Thou wilt receive?"

And the Prince answered:
"One --
One friend, no dream, that stood with me through all;
That could not help, but would not hide from me;
Helpless, but would not fear. Now, if thou be
Truly a princess out of Fairyland,
Find her."

Thereat the Princess with one cry,
Half purr, half laughter, sprang to him, and back
From her white throat the furry mantle flung,
And locked her arms about him, and on his heart
Hid her face, and sighed happily, and lay still.

And the King's Son held her, speaking no word;
Knowing in her warm breast all fires that burn
By happy hearths, and in her dusk of hair
The breath of all the roses of the earth,
And in her eyes the wonder of all dawns
From the beginning of the world. And while
They clung together, trembling, a sweet wind
Blew suddenly out of the blossomy South,
Full of a nameless joy; and the gray snows
Bloomed, and the darkness brightened, and the clouds
Parted, and over Winter brake the Spring.



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