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REMORSE by DOUGLAS MALLOCH

First Line: THERE IS ANOTHER REASON WHY
Last Line: OH, LET ME SEE MY MOTHER FIRST!

There is another reason why,
Great God, I want to pass your sky,
And pass your gate, and search the throng,
And seek one voice in heaven's song,
And walk the streets, and ev'rywhere
Until I find my mother there --

There is another reason why:
Because, when I have found her, I
Shall say: "My mother, I am here
To ask forgiveness, Mother dear --
Not ask forgiveness of the Throne,
To ask forgiveness of your own.

"For once I scoffed at things you said;
And many a night you bowed your head
And prayed for me -- and prayed in vain --
And yet tomorrow prayed again.
Yes, many a hair of gray you wore
That God shall make me answer for.

"For once I scoffed at counsel, scorned
The mother-love that wept and warned;
Yes, once I laughed at wisdom, turned
Away from where your candle burned
To follow through the crimson nights
The brighter glow of dancing lights.

"And then one morning I awoke --
And, Mother, it was truth you spoke.
The lights were out, the roses dead --
Oh, Mother, it was truth you said.
My better self that better dawn
Came home again -- but you were gone."

And that's the other reason why,
Great God, when mine the hour to die,
I long to enter heaven. Let
Me tell her, tell her even yet --
Although I be a soul accursed,
Oh, let me see my mother first!



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