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THE SOLDIER by JAMES MONAHAN

First Line: THE SOLDIER DOES NOT THINK OF DEATH
Last Line: TOUCHES AND PATIENTLY WITHDRAWS; DEATH WAITS.
Subject(s): DEATH; HEROISM; SOLDIERS; DEAD, THE; HEROES; HEROINES;

THE soldier does not think of death.
He is bemused with discipline — no longer
an ambler through all his own, his little breadth
of unrestriction, for he has met a stronger
even than the fortress walls of memories
(and they were mortared with an old delight,
bricked high with anguish. One man's life was there,
within their shelter).
This that was only his
is broken to endless particles of care
for brass and boots and gun.
And down an uncandled night
of labyrinthine trivialities
the soldier follows, turned automaton.

The soldier does not think of death.
And yet ... and yet ... He crouches, leopard-low,
a stain of shadow on the ruffling plain;
about the dark adder of his rifle blow
the tall grass-clusters, dancers who dip and sway
to the petulant sceptre of a princeling breeze.
Then one dog barks — oh! it pierces the easy day,
pierces the languor of his deserted brain;
it came from the valley, but it came from the house next door—
that cur's insatiable, shrill unease
at every footstep by the tattered hedge;
and his home, its atticked, its forgotten store
comes tumbling down the stairway of his mind.

Or he will find
(eyes loitering about a momentary page)
one arrow phrase,
"the thud of the apples on October ground":
there is all the procession of the autumn woods
through crimson sunsets suddenly deep with sadness
for the irrevocable year;
and the warm susurrus of old-golden trees —
soon, soon, they will shrink to gaunter traceries
against an angrier sky, a dusk of fear.
And these remind
the soldier that he loves and that he hates.
Death stretches then a finger to his throat,
touches and patiently withdraws; death waits.



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