And then I saw a stately figure come, Which seemed to wear the quaint and dovelike robe Of silver-grey, the lawn that hid the hair, The modest decent garb they love who vow Their lives to Heaven, and though no convent bars Withdraw them from the world, around them build A nunnery, and, 'mid the noise and din Of all the sensual and wrongful world, An oratory where the Spirit may dwell And, long-awaited, claim its own; the band Who struck the fetters from the slave, who tend The halt and sick, and spend themselves in works Of mercy for the prisoners who lie bound In chains their sins have forged; and straight my eyes Knew whom it was they saw, before my guide, With grave voice softening as it went, replied To my unspoken thought. "A hundred years Have passed since she thou seest, on the earth Came first, of gentle birth and wealth and ease, Where the grey Anglian city in the east Broods round its central spire. A blooming girl, In her first youth she trod with eager feet The path of innocent pleasure; none more gay At chase or festal than the lithe young form Who in her scarlet habit loved to fly Across the rushing fields, or listen rapt To stirring martial melodies, or tread The giddy measures of the dance, and take, With her young motherless sisters, what delight Beseemed their youth. Then, in her budding age, When only seventeen summers smiled on her, The joys she scarce had known began to pall, And she reproached herself with every thought Which stole her hours from Heaven. Blind dreams of good, Yearnings for something higher than she knew, Took her, and, knowing this perplexed world Moves towards the best, she felt her drifting life A hapless bark which fronts the gathering storm Without a pilot's skill. But the great Hand Was with her not the less, though yet unseen, And soon the pleading of a kindred soul Sent over seas, woke in her inmost depths Assurance mixt with tears, and presently The dull world faded from her, and she gave Her all to Heaven. Then all her costly robes She left, and took the habit of a Friend And their plain speech -- slowly, and half ashamed, Lest those who knew her scoffed; but not the less She was convinced, and held the Faith to the end. Thence through her long sweet life, her own hand writes Her daily story. Through what deeps of doubt And self-distrust, high yearnings, often dashed By that o'erwhelming sense of grave offence Which takes the saints alone, and often-times What high and glorious certitudes of faith, The heavens standing open, and the Lord Beckoning with gracious hand, they know who read The story of her days. Love came to her, And happy wedlock, and unclouded years, And fair-grown offspring. All good gifts of earth, 'As honour, love, obedience, troops of friends,' A heart which turned to Heaven and dwelt with God -- All these were hers. Ofttimes she spake the Word, Spurning the conscious weakness of her sex And her own shrinking modesty; ofttimes She nursed the sick, and did relieve with alms The needy, works of mercy and of faith Filling her life. And yet, not all-content With such high duty, still her yearning soul, Which not the weight of daily household care, Nor love of spouse or children, satisfied, Panted for more, and hastened to the work Which keeps her memory green, and crowns her Saint, And raised her to the skies. 'Twas in the foul And crowded prison wards her pitying heart Found its fit task. Three hundred hapless souls Huddled together, starving, naked, vile -- The innocent and guilty, the poor wretch Who stepped a foot-pace from the path of good, Mewed side by side within that narrow jail With those who had put off, for desperate years, The last thin rags of shame; a dreadful band, Brutal, unclean, without a bed to rest Their miserable limbs, save the damp floor Of the foul, reeking dungeon. Frenzied cries Of rank offence, blaspheming God and man, Worse than of madness, smote the shrinking ear; And 'mid the hideous throng, more piteous still, The teeming ranks of children, the shrill note Of childish voices trained in all the lore Of wickedness, to beg, to sot, to steal, To curse. Each sight and sound that had made Hell More dreadful than before, the sight of lives Which had been innocent once, now doomed and damned, Forlorn of men, and quite forgot by God! Nay, not forgotten! Since one human heart Felt pity for them still. The faithful soul Of that good nursing-mother blazed afire, Hearing and seeing, and her inmost depths Were kindled into flame. But not at once Might she begin her life-work. Birth and Death, Young lives that came and went, the loss of friends And brethren, that strange hush and chill which comes To every home when first the young flock dares To spread weak wings and tempt the perilous air Beyond the nest -- these held her three long years Far from the work she loved. And then at last She found her footsteps free, and took her way To the grim prison where that hapless crowd Rotted in sin. Alone, with none to aid, Like the old seer among the ravening jaws, Or that diviner Figure which beamed hope To the poor prisoned spirits waiting long, The Beatific End, she passed and brought The light of fuller Day, with mild eyes filled With gentle pity for their sin, with voice So clear, so soft, so musical, the tongue As of an angel. 'Mid the noise, the din Of blasphemy, and rank offence, she spake And hushed all other sound, except the noise Of weeping from repentant hearts, and told How, even at the eleventh hour, the Lord Was strong to save, telling of Him she served, Whose name they knew not yet; and on the depths Of those poor rayless souls, sunk deep in ill, Shone with some pure reflected light of Heaven, And touched -- a mother herself -- the mothers' hearts With pity for the children who should come Like them to ruin, till the spark Divine, Which never dies out quite, shone out once more, And once again, from out the sloughs of sin, Uprose toward Heaven some faint fair flower of good. Thus she, and with her a devoted band Of women, strove for God. With instant prayer She pleaded with them; clothing, shelter, food She gained for them, and tidings of the Word. And for those hapless childish lives she found Fit teaching; those poor souls the pitiless law Doomed to the felon's end, she fortified, As did of old S. Catharine, with her prayers Even at the gate of Death. Nor could her pity Stay here, nor bear the intolerable load Of the uncaring law which played with life As might a tiger, stern, exacting blood For every trivial ill. With those vile powers Unfaith and selfishness, which ruled the world And mar it yet and will, she strove with might, And did at last prevail; and ere she died, No more the shameless wickedness was done Which from all time had shed the innocent blood In the pure name of Law, staking a life Against each venial wrong. Oh, clear-eyed soul, That saw the Right undimmed, above the mists That blinded worldly eyes, because it knew The rule of Right, one with the Law of God! But not alone her works of mercy touched The prisoner in his cell. When to their doom Of slavery, worse than death, the senseless law Had sent those hapless souls, over wide seas, To the far underworld, it prisoned them Mixed as of yore, the felon old in sin, The almost innocent, and the young lives Of children thrust together, month on month Festering between the crowded decks, till came The day when they were flung upon the shore Of a new land, helpless, unclothed, unfed, Tainted by forced companionship with ill, To die of want or only live by sin. These wrongs her prescient eye foresaw and gave Her thought to mend. Young sinners new to wrong She from the guiltier set apart, and all, When the new world loomed on their wondering gaze, Found hands of welcome. Oft, in some frail skiff Daring the wintry Thames, ere the sad ship Sailed with its load, her soft imploring voice Rose high for all, commending them to Heaven, And pleading with such gentle words and pure, Their hard hearts melted, and the flowing tears Relieved their pain; and on the deck around The rude rough seamen heard, without a word, The saint's high message and the sweet clear tones, And grew ashamed to scoff; while as she knelt The helpless women checked their gathering grief, In silence till the dark boat on the stream Was lost in night, and took their only friend. Thus throughout all the land, year after year, She cleansed each teeming prison. The chill North She traversed, and the melancholy West, And by the perilous seas which welter round The still-vexed Channel Isles, thence to fair France, Still seeking what of help she could for those Whom their sin prisoned fast, and the low plains Of deep-sunk Holland. Where her footsteps turned She left a blessing. From the Russian snows Came news of those her high example drew To kindred deeds of mercy. Courts and Thrones Paid fitting honour to her work, and she, Amid the felons now, now set on high With Queens to do her honour, kept unchanged Her humble heart, breathing the selfsame prayer: 'By any ways, by any paths Thou wilt, So men may come to knowledge of Thy Truth.' But not the less the changing, chanceful world Pressed on her, than on those blest souls of old. The wealth she only prized because it gave Power to do good; which gathers day by day To crush the miser with its load, from her Was taken for no fault; her stately home She left a blameless exile. Time and Death Knocked loudly at her doors. The saintly band, Brothers and sisters, thinned; the loving eyes Of children closed untimely; the young lives Of children's children went, leaving her age To mourn them. Fever coming swept the home Of her dear son, and took him, the strong stay Of his young flock. Who reads her story knows A gathering tale of loss, to which each year Brought its own added sum. Her natural force, Before the allotted span, grew faint and wan, And, spent with pain, month after month she lay In suffering, till she prayed, if 'twere God's will, That she might be at rest; and sometimes, weak And sore beset, her saintly humbleness Was dashed with self-distrust, and she who felt The Everlasting Arms beneath her, knew The natural fear which ofttimes vexes less The sinner than the saint. So when her hour Was come, her children round her, she prepared To meet the Lord she loved. She whose long life Was lived for Him; whose earliest waking thought Was every morn for Him; whose gathering years Were crowned with deeds of mercy; whose dear name, In every clime, thousands of rescued souls Uttered with tremulous lips and full of praise; Whose thought was always how to raise to hope The poor, the sick, the fallen; how to strike The fetters from the prisoner and the slave; And save the piteous childish lives the State Had left to certain ruin -- she no less Knew the Divine despondency which marks The saintly soul. 'Pray for me,' said her voice; 'It is a strife, but I am safe.'" "Dear saint, Ay, thou wert safe," I cried, "because thy heart Was humble! To what heights of purity, What inaccessible awful precipices Of duty, didst thou turn thy gaze whose soul Knew this diviner failure? To what depths Of inner heaven, to what perfectness Of Him thy Great Exemplar, didst thou strain? Not only in the cloister the rapt soul Dwells with Him, or beneath the midnight stars Mingles with Him and bears the sacred wounds Of the Passion, but along the well-trod road Of daily trivial life the race is run To where the crown awaits them, and the palm. Who loves the Right, loves Him who taught it too; And whoso loves his brother, loves his Lord." | Discover our Poem Explanations and Poet Analyses!Other Poems of Interest...TWO SONNETS: 2 by EDWIN ARLINGTON ROBINSON NEW LOVE AND OLD by SARA TEASDALE THE OLD ENEMY by SARA TEASDALE ROAST LEVIATHAN by LOUIS UNTERMEYER SLUG IN WOODS by EARL (EARLE) BIRNEY THE LOVE SONNETS OF PROTEUS: 110. THE OASIS OF SIDI KHALED by WILFRID SCAWEN BLUNT |