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HERE IS MUSIC: 8 by AUSTIN PHILIPS

First Line: HIGH IN THAT TALL CHURCH-TOWER
Last Line: HAD TOUCHED ME WITH ITS BREATH!

HIGH in that tall church-tower
The siren wails, and cries
Swift warning to the skies,
Amid whose clouds there streak
Wing'd Deaths, agog to wreak
Their wrath, this soft Spring hour,
On friendly folk
Who seek no more, no less,
Than to pursue, in single-hearted wise,
Life's tasks with faithfulness ...
Yet find West Country ways,
Wonted and drowsy days,
Hideous through thunder-stroke
Projected by that black-souled, evil, fell,
Foul-hearted fiend of Hell.

Out in the street there sound
Quick orders, sharp commands.
Steps ring. In helmet stands
Policeman or Warden. All
Aghast, the mothers call
Their children, crowd to impound
Them in their homes. ...
Next falls an ominous peace:
(One which unites, makes brother-like, and bands
Souls waiting stark release
Of bestial bomb, dropped down,
Ruthless, on wretched town)
Peace which, ere long, becomes
Babel. Blare 'Wirelesses'. Arrives Contempt.
Then Ennui, strange, undreamt.

Here, in this top-floor room
Beneath that concrete roof,
(Once skittle-alley; proof
'Gainst Fate; where high carouse
Made gay this old-world house—
First, Manor; next, the home
Of Priests; last, Inn)
Careless, we sit and talk:
We two, unheeding horrors; all aloof,
Remote, with naught to balk
An adorable intimacy,
Which seems to worshipping me,
An earthly Heaven, wherein
Happy past telling, I, at last, attain
Heights life-long viewed in vain.

In Your sweet self I find,
Feel and discover, see
Home, and epitome,
Temple, abiding-place
Of every human grace
Given to woman-kind. ...
Your grey-blue eyes
(Athenè's eyes, informed
With human power of passion, such as She
Ne'er knew) have waked, have warmed
My sense. Your magic voice
Makes my sad soul rejoice,
Probes my poor heart. I prize,
Past telling, Your mentality so fine,
Delicate, feminine.

To me You seem to be
One known long since, long lost;
To touch my innermost
Pre-natal soul; to come,
As fated by foredoom,
Out of Eternity.
You crystallize
My past. You make me feel
That (even as some exquisite and gracious ghost!)
You mirror and reveal
All I have known and loved,
Suffered, enjoyed and proved
In woman, have bid uprise
Hours when I wandered—free, or shackled fast
By Fate—through aeons past.

For, lo! I see in You
Mother, wife, mistress, Sphinx;
Pandora, sweet Syrinx,
Numa's Egeria,
Helen, Aspasia,
Astarte, Sappho, too:
Empress and slave,
Wood-nymph and Kenite Jael,
Charmian and Corday; Tragic Muse and Minx;
Vestal; delicious, frail
Cressida, Druidess,
Griselda, Lioness,
Light leman, Goddess grave. ...
The core, the incarnate soul and epopee
Of Femininity.

This afternoon, no name
I seek for You, nor give.
I only ask to live
Royally, richly, know
Contentment, feel the glow
Of Life break full to flame,
As I sit here
With You in solitude,
But, were I forced to find illùstrative
Label, to match my mood
And mirror it, to-day,
These words I fain would say,
(I who now hold You dear—
Dearer than Life, which speeds towards its close!)
My Lodestar, Light and Rose.

If it could be my lot
To visit Earth again,
Life were unwanted, vain,
Did Fate decline to give
Me cherished cause to live,
I would not be begot
But for one task,
One blessèd task, alone:
This to belong wholly to You, to gain
Your approbation,
Lay at Your feet such spoil
As should accrue from toil,
Find sweet refreshment, bask
In Your loved presence; then set out, to bring
You loftier offering.

Thus should I touch the stars,
Filch from the Gods their fire,
Attain my soul's desire
In serving You, dear: You,
Whose kisses could endue
With spiritual scimitars
Your lover; make
His harsh, his asperous way
Smoother than velvet, actuate, inspire
Him further to essay
Achievement, to carve his path
Onward to aftermath. ...
Then, once again, to take
Respite with You; Find Passion, Peace, fulfil
Himself more royally still. ...

Hark! From that tall church-tower
The siren shrieks, and cries
Swift message to the skies
That no wing'd Deaths now streak
The clouds, agog to wreak
Their wrath, this soft Spring Hour,
On friendly folk
Who seek no more, no less,
Than to pursue, in single-hearted wise,
Life's tasks with faithfulness. ...
This day, no bestial bomb,
In cruelty has come
Like hideous thunder-stroke.
All issue, glad. ... But I would some wing'd Death
Had touched me with its breath!



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