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A TIRED PRAYER by ELSIE ROBINSON

First Line: FATHER: / THE WAY IS HARD, AND I AM TORN ... DOUBT
Last Line: FOR ONCE, THEY TELL ME, YOU WERE TIRED TOO.
Subject(s): WEARINESS; FATIGUE;

Father: --
The way is hard, and I am torn by doubt,
Confused by theories, dulled by the long grind
Of work and worry, loneliness and grief.
God, can You hear above this dust and din?
They say You once were man, and knew man's pain --
Can you remember that far agony,
And, out of pity, grant this prayer to me?

Grant me a quiet spot within my soul --
Like a green refuge in the forest's heart --
Walled round with silence, dim and sweet and cool --
Where I can hide myself, sometimes, away
From all the heat and clamor of my life.
A quiet spot, where memories may come
As dappled deer come down the forest aisles,
Drifting like shadows through the sun-shot gloom --
So may my memories pass, without a pang,
Leaving me quickened by their loveliness.

Then, as a weary traveler slips within
The still green crystal of some forest pool,
So may I slip within a pool of peace
And cleanse myself of all the dust and strife
And hate and greed and prickling conceit.
And then lie still -- forgetful for a while
Of my sick self and all its noisy doubt.

So, dreaming, may I slowly come to feel
Your friendly Presence, brooding all about --
And catch some shining glimpse of Your great plan,
And, for an instant, feel my hand in Yours.

Because You were a man and knew man's pain,
Because You were a man and knew man's fear,
And all man's tire and loneliness and grief,
Give me this secret space where I may rest --
Then, having rested, help me go once more
To face the challenge of this thing called life,
And make as good a showing as I may
In those hard tasks You've given me to do.
This is my prayer -- Grant it, I pray, oh God --
@3For once, they tell me, you were tired too.@1



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