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First Line: Upon this greying page you wrote
Last Line: The living have so much to do
Subject(s): Poetry & Poets; Meynell, Alice (1847-1922); Books; Life


Upon this greying page you wrote
A whispered greeting, long ago.
Faint pencil-marks run to and fro
Scoring the lines I loved to quote.
A sea-shore of white, shoaling sand,
Blue creeks zigzagging through marsh-grasses,
Sand pipers, and a wind which passes
Cloudily silent up the land.
Upon the high edge of the sea
A great four-master sleeps; three hours
Her bowsprit has not cleared those flowers.
I read and look alternately.
It all comes back again, but dim
As pictures on a winking wall
Hidden save when the dark clouds fall
Or crack to show the moon's bright rim.
I well remember what I was,
And what I wanted. You, unwise
With sore unwisdom, had no eyes
For what was patently the cause.
So are we sport of others' blindness,
We who could see right well alone.
What were you made of - wood or stone?
Yet I remember you with kindness.
You gave this book to me to ease
The smart in me you could not heal.
Your gift a mirror - woe or weal.
We sat beneath the apple-trees.
And I remember how they rang,
These words, like bronze cathedral bells
Down ancient lawns, or citadels
Thundering with gongs where choirs sang.
Silent the sea, the earth, the sky,
And in my heart a silent weeping.
Who has not sown can know no reaping!
Bitter conclusion and no lie.
O heart that sorrows, heart that bleeds,
Heart that was never mine, your words
Were like the pecking Autumn birds
Stealing away my garnered seeds.
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No future where there is no past!
cherishing grief which laid me bare,
1 wrapped you like a wintry air
About me. Poor enthusiast!
How strange that tumult, looking back.
The ink is pale, the letters fade.
The verses seem to be well made,
But I have lived the almanac.
And you are dead these drifted years,
How many I forget. And she
Who wrote the book, her tragedy
Long since dried up its scalding tears.
I read of her death yesterday,
Frail lady whom I never knew
And knew so well. Would I could strew
Her grave with pansies, blue and grey,
Would I could stand a little space
Under a blowing, brightening sky,
And watch the sad leaves fall and lie
Gently upon that lonely place.
So cried her heart, a feverish thing.
But clay is still, and clay is cold,
And I was young, and I am oldj
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And in December what birds sing!
Go, wistful book, go back again
Upon your shelf and gather dust.
I've seen the glitter through the rust
Of old, long years, I've known the pain.
I've recollected both of you,
But I shall recollect no more.
Between us I must shut the door.
The living have so much to do.





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